I sat at my working desk drawing the girl that I've seen countless times but never could reach her. She always showed up in my dreams.

A knock was heard making me stop and turn around. "Come in!" I yelled. The door opened to reveal my friends. 

"Hey, we were wondering if you wanted to go to the arcade with us?" Richard asked as they all sat down on my bed and looked through my stuff. 

"No thanks..." I said turning back to my drawing. "What are you drawing, David?" Jamie asked as she slumped over my shoulder to see the drawing. 

"Oh, her again..." Jame said as she pulled away from to got by Richard. "When are you going to face reality and know she's not real?" Richard asked. 

"She is real!" I defended. "Do you not remember her?" I asked. "No, cause we never met her," Isaac said flipping through my comics. 

"Yes, you did!" I shouted. "We've been over this so many times, dude," Richard said looking through my art book. He smirked and made me look at my own drawings. 

"Nice nude pictures." He said making me yank my art book out of his hand. "You're obviously not mature enough to act like an adult about it," I said putting it up. 

"Well, if you're not coming with us then we're going," Richard said. I sat down as they all left. "Bye, David," Jamie said. I waved and turned back to my drawing. 

The memories of her went through my mind at that moment. I smiled at the memory before looking at my drawing. 

Tears had fallen onto the drawing, ruining it. I wiped my eyes and leaned back into my chair as I felt a sob come out. 

"Please come back..." I mumbled while trying to be quiet. I got up and stripped myself and found my pajama's. I put them on and got into bed. 

I looked up at the ceiling and just stared while the tears still came down. I stayed like that until I finally got sleepy and turned over. 

I yawned and closed my eyes. "I miss you..." I mumbled before falling into a deep sleep. I didn't wake up until six in the morning. 

I got up and got dressed and decided to take a walk to the woods to clear my head. I also checked there every week to see if she's there. 

It's hard to remember most like her name but I remember the times we found her in the woods and took her to my house. 

We got close after that and were like magnets. We couldn't be apart. I sighed and looked up as I tried to forget the memories before I cried. 

I was now at the edge of the woods. I looked up at the tall trees before entering and looking around to see if I could see her. 

The day she left us was a terrible time. I remember reaching out to grab her but she left. It's almost been seven years now... 

It's really hard to take in that it's been almost a decade. I stop a start to break down again. I sit down on the ground and start to cry a whole bunch. 

"Why?" I asked as I looked up at the blue sky. "Why did you leave me!" I yelled out. I put my face into my hands as I continued to cry. 

I slowly rocked myself as I continued to cry. I removed my hands and saw two pale feet. I jumped at the sight and screamed. 

"Please don't cry." I heard softly. I was afraid to look up. It was her voice... A hand touched my cheek making me look up. 

My eyes widened more as I saw the girl before me. She offered me a small smile as she wiped the tears from my eyes with her thumb. "It pains me to see you cry." She said. 

My mouth went ajar as I got up quickly and almost knocked her over by hugging her with soo much strength. 

I felt her hands slowly raise up before she hugged me tightly. I felt the tears come back as I held her tightly. 

Our upper bodies were pressed tightly together. "Why?" I mumbled into her ear. "Why did you leave m-us?" I asked. 

I had a million questions to ask but needed to start with this one. "I'm sorry." She said, muffled by my shoulder. 

I pulled away and looked into her pale blue eyes. Everything about her was light. Except for those rosy pink lips of hers. 

"That's not... an answer. I want to know..." I said wiping my tears again. "She cupped my cheeks and wiped the tears. 

"I'm sorry I left you. I saw how much pain you were in..." She said looking down. "Were you here all this time?" I asked. 

She shook her head and removed her hands from my face. "Why can't my friends remember you?" I asked. "They obviously didn't really care as much..." She said. 

"What?" I asked confused. "They cared a lot about you!" I defended. "We've gotten close though... I wasn't close with the others..." She said. 

I blushed as she said that and looked away. "Why'd you show up now..." I asked. "I'm sorry I couldn't get here sooner..." She said. 

It was now quiet. I was having so many different emotions at the moment I couldn't remember the other questions I had.

She stared at before reaching out again and touch my cheek. "You've grown." She said looking at me. I looked down at her and felt my face turn red. 

"Oh, god!" I said turning around to face more woods. "What?" She asked quietly. "Why are..." I felt very embarrassed. 

"Why are you naked?" I asked her. "This is my truest form..." She said. "S-still... that's..." I touched my cheeks and wiped my eyes. 

Was I dreaming of her like that or was this actually real? "I'm sorry that you hate my true form." She said.

I turned around towards her and closed my eyes. "N-no... It's not like that... It's just... people don't go walking around like that..." I said. 

"I know how your world works, David." She said. I took off my jacket and raised it up. "J-just put it on..." I said. 

I felt her grab it. I opened my eyes and saw she had it on. I didn't miss the pained look in her face. "I'm sorry for this but..." She turned her game from me. 

"Y-you're body distracts me is all," I said. She looked back over to me and gave me a questioning look. "How?" She asked. 

"W-well, your body is just so beautiful that... I don't think I could look away from it if you hadn't put the jacket on..." I said. 

"You were looking away earlier." She said. "Yeah... but other people would be looking at you as well and I don't want that..." I said. 

She nodded, understanding. It was now nothing but silence. We both just stood there and stared at each other. 

"David..." She said breaking the silence. "Yeah?" I asked. "I don't have that long..." She said. "What?" I asked confused. 

"What does that mean?" I asked. "I have until... until tonight. So.." She said grabbing my hand and dragging me to somewhere. 

"W-where are we going?" I asked. "Home..." She said simply as we walked. I looked down at her pale feet. How they were now getting dirty from the woods. 

"Isn't the ground hurting your bare feet?" I asked. "No," She said continuing to walk. The rest of the way home was completely quiet. 

When we got to my house, I struggled to open it. I then opened the door and let her in first. "Ladies first," I said. 

She walked past me and looked at the house. She sighed as she lightly grazed the furniture with the tip of her index finger. 

"Do you want anything?" I asked shutting the door. "You." She said. "Huh?" I asked. "I want you. she said. 

I blushed. "W-what's that suppose to mean?" I asked. "It means..." She paused. He pale skin started to turn a bit red from embarrassment. "I want to become one with you..." She said. 

I stared at her for a long while. I was mostly shocked and embarrassed. "But... W-" "We can't?" She asked tilting her head a bit. "We... you just got here..." I said. 

"You love me, don't you? You said it to me." She said. She was right. I did tell her I loved her before she left us. 

"I do..." I mumbled. "And I do as well..." She said grabbing my hand and dragging me upstairs. I let her do as she wanted because it was true. I loved her back then and I loved her now. 

We got to my room. She looked around as I closed my door. She went to my desk. "Um," I said going over there. She was looking at all the drawing of her. 

"You're good." She said. "Thank you..." I said before having her gaze turn to me. "You look pale." She said looking at me. 

"I guess the crying made me look pale," I said awkwardly laughing. "I love you." She said raising up and kissing me. 

My eyes widened at her kissing me deeply. My hands trembled as I slowly brought them up to her waist. I closed my eyes and kissed her back as well. 

As we pulled apart she looked at me with so much love and lust. I glanced down at her lips before kissing her with so much passion. 

She pulled away and grabbed my shirt before lifting it up. I leaned over and lifted my arms as she took off my shirt. I shivered as I felt the goosebumps on my skin. 

I stood up and felt self-conscious at her staring at me like that. "You're so pretty." She said put her cold hands on my chest. 

I closed my eyes as I felt her lips on my chest. She kissed my whole chest before she undid the button on my jeans. 

I opened my eyes and looked down. She looked up at me and pulled them down. My cock sprung free making me feel more embarrassed. 

She looked down. "That goes into me right?" She asked grasping it. My breath hitched. "Y-yes," I said watching her play with me. 

"Um..." I said making her look up at me. "Can you take this off?" I said gesturing to my coat. She let me go and unzipped it. 

She let it fall to the ground as she looked up at me. Her white hair was covering most of her body. I reached out and pushed her hair back. 

I was now able to see everything. Her Perky boobs were just about average, but I liked them that way. 

I reached out and touched her left breast. Her breath hitched as I touched her. I could feel her heartbeat. 

"You're hand is cold." She said making me pull my hand away. "I'm sorry," I said. She grabbed my hand and brought it back to her boob. 

"It's quite alright." She said sighing at the feeling. I got closer and kissed her lightly on the forehead. 

"Can we..." She said looking up at me. I nodded and removed my hand from her boob. "The bed will be much comfier," I said bringing her to the bed. 

She sat down and looked up at me. "Come here." She said gesturing with her finger. She scooted up the bed while I crawled on top of her. 

I kissed her a few time as I started to buck my hips onto her thigh. As I pulled away from the kiss she gave me a confused look. "What?" I asked. 

"Nothing." She said wrapping her arms around my neck and pulled me down. "I just want you." She said pecking my lips. 

I smiled a bit and bit my lips. "We need to..." I paused not knowing what to really do. I felt her arch her back, pressing herself against me. 

"Please..." She said. "U-uh..." I said sitting up. "What if it hurts?" I asked. "Then it'll hurt." She said simply. "But I don't want to hurt you," I said. 

She gave me a look. "You look like you need me too." She said. "I..." I looked down at my aching penis. I'll just be slow and gentle.

I spread her legs more and lined myself up. "Are you absolutely sure you want to do this?" I asked. She nodded. 

I pushed inside her. It was going in a lot smoother than I thought. I was brought with so much pleasure I had to close my eyes. 

I felt my mouth become ajar as I kept going in deeper. I went to a halt as I heard her make a noise. 

I looked down to see her gripping my pillows for dear life. She looked in pain. "Oh, god is it hurting?" I asked.

"No, keep going..." She said wrapping her legs around me and bringing me down more. "Oh, wait..." I said feeling the pleasure come instantly back. 

She was clenching onto my cock making me feel as if I was going to cum at that moment. "It's tight," I said as I was fully inside of her. 

"I feel full." She said looking up at the ceiling. There were tears in her eyes. "I'm so sorry," I said feeling bad from seeing her like this. 

"it's fine... I'm now one with you..." She said smiling through the tears. I laid full on top of her and waited for her to be ready. 

"You're warm now..." She said. "Hm?" I said. "You're warm..." She said snuggling into me. "You are, too," I said snuggling into the crook of her neck. 

I waited patiently until I felt her clench around me very tightly. A moan came straight out of her mouth. "I'm ready..." She moaned. 

I thrusted slowly to see how she would react. She seemed to be in more pleasure than me at the moment. 

I kept thrusting until I found a good rhythm and stayed that way until she gripped onto me, asking for more. 

I felt that familiar feeling in the pit of my stomach sooner than I thought. "I... can't..." I said moaning a bit. 

She whimpered. "I'm sorry..." I said clenching my eyes shut as I came inside her. I raised up and moaned at the powerful feeling before collapsing on top of her once more. 

"I'm sorry..." I breathed out. I felt her start to rub my back as laid there feeling guilty. "It's fine... it felt nice becoming one with you." She said. 

I pulled out of her and raised up. She reached down and touched the cum leaking out of her. "It's warm..." She said playing with it. "I'm so sorry for cumming inside..." I said biting my lip. 

"You apologize so much for someone that  hasn't done anything." She said wiping the cum off her fingers. 

She yawned and laid down again. "Come here." She said. I crawled over and laid down next to her. She moved closer snuggled into me. 

I started to yawn as well. "I love you..." She whispered into my ear. "I love you, too," I said before falling into a deep sleep. 

I groaned as I saw a bright light in my eyes. I moved over and saw green making me confused. I got up and looked around. 

"Wha- hey," I said looking over. She was still asleep next to me. I had no idea where I am. We were laying on the soft green grass. 

I looked up to see the sky pink fading to purple. There was no sun but it was bright. The trees were very white. 

I heard a small groan before looking up to see her awake. She smiled at me sleepily. "Where are we?" I asked. 

"We're in another world... my world." She said standing up and looking up at the pink and purple sky. "It's so beautiful here," I mumbled out. 

"Nothing bad happens here..." She said. I looked over to see a white doe with her babies. It looked towards me and back up a bit. 

"Everything's so bright," I said. "Yeah..." She said. "How did we...?" I asked. "I wanted to show you so you'd know I was okay." She said. 

I looked back at the white does direction to see her and her babies were gone. "She's shy..." I heard. "What?" I asked looking back up. 

"The white doe... she's... she's really shy..." She said sitting down next to me. "I haven't even gotten to get that close to her without her running away." She said laying her head on me.

It was now a comfortable silence. We just sat there naked, looking up at the sky. A cough was heard making me look over worriedly. 

Blood was splattered all over her porcelain skin. "Are you okay?" I asked frightened. She wiped her mouth and smiled. 

"I took a lot of damage I guess trying to see you and bringing you here." She said. "Here let me-" She stopped me and looked into my eyes. 

"No..." She said simply. "What if you're extremely hurt?" I asked. "I'll be fine..." She said wiping her bloody hand on the green grass. 

"I need you to do something for me." She said. "What? Anything," I said. "I need you to close your eyes." She said. "What?" I asked confused. 

"Close your eyes." She said brightly. I did as told and closed my eyes. "why did I need to close them?" I asked getting nothing in response. 

"You need to go home." She said. "What?" I asked. "Once you open your eyes, you'll be back in bed." She said. 

"Wha-how?" I asked. "Now open your eyes." She said cupping my cheeks. "No!" I shouted. "I don't want us to be apart again," I said starting to cry. 

She said nothing. "Please! Don't leave me!" I yelled. "I won't... I'll be right here." She said bringing her hand down to my chest. 

"No, I want you to physically be here with me," I said reaching out to grab her. "Please, come with me. Please let me stay here. I don't care where I am as long as I'm with you." I said. 

I felt a pair of lips on me. I clenched my eyes tighter and hugged her tightly. " Open them." She said pulling away from the kiss. 

"I... no... I won't." I said resisting. She cupped my cheeks. "You have to..." She said getting out of my grip with ease. "No!" I yelled reaching out for her. 

I grabbed her boob and stayed there for a moment. Her heartbeat was there. I could feel it beating out of her chest. 

"I love you..." I whispered. I sniffled before slightly opening my eyes. It was dark. I was laying on my stomach and holding onto the pillow. 

My eyes widened and I looked around frantically for the girl I loved. "No..." I said before looking down at the blood still splattered on my thigh. 

It was real. I laid back down and tried to swallow the lump in my throat. It hurt but I didn't want to cry. Sadly I kept crying until I started to sob. 

I grabbed my pillow and hid my face into it as I uncontrollably sobbed. "Please don't leave me..." I mumbled as I still cried out. 

I stayed like that before I fell into sleep. I dreamed about her. Her face was red from crying. She smiled as she got up and started to walk towards the white doe. 

She reached her hand out only to have the doe come up and lick her hand. She started to pet the doe while it started to let its guard down. 

She was now within; peace that she could be with the doe. She looked towards me and held out her hand for me to take.

The End.