Ace POV

"Ahh, about that!! It isn't very easy for my side but to summarize it. Damon knows all about me!! As in all of me that he already can write a book about it but me?? I don't know anything about him except, of course, his life outside. She always brings up her mom, but he never really talks about her. He never mentions his dad. Why does he act this way? Why did he live his life in violence? I have so many things to ask him, but I never got any answer from him!! He will always change the topic whenever I tried. Until I got used to it, then I got tired of it. That simple!!" Liza smilingly said to me...

Back to the present.

It's Sunday. It's Me and Damon Date day!! For the whole year, we've been together, Damon and I always make sure that we always have time for each other even though how much we are busy because we are already graduating this year. We a lot Sunday afternoon as our US time!!! We are currently here at a lake having our picnic. We always choose to do this instead of going around because it's very peaceful here. I remember how my dad always brings us here on Sundays. Damon and I badly need it after all the stress that the previous days had brought upon us.

Me and Him! It's more than enough for me!!

 It's been days ever since Liza and I had that conversation, and until now, her every word still lingers here in my mind. I'm trying not to think about it anymore, but I can't help it. I really want to trust Damon, especially that he is not the only one who is so secretive about our life to another. I just want to feel secured and sure about my relationship with him. Maybe this is the reason why until now, I feel so not ready to tell Damon who I am.

I want to trust him fully, I really do but it's hard to do that if he was like this. What should I do? Should I remain silent and just continue to wait for him. I love Damon, so much and I know he is the man who I want to be forever with in the future. I see myself being with him for a lifetime. I just want us to work!! I really want us to work!! I really do.

We are currently sitting on a picnic cloth mat that was set up here. Actually, he did because I'm not good at arranging things. Him sitting on the cloth, I'm sitting in between his legs while I'm my back is rested on his body. He was hugging me from behind. We are just busy watching the beautiful view in front of us when I decided to speak something

"Babe? You love me still, right??" I told him. I felt him tighten his grip on me

"Of course, baby! Why would you ask what is obvious." He asked me sounded like he is amused about my sudden question

"Aw, nothing, babe, I'm just feeling sentimental now. I just love you so much that I'm afraid if someday, you will realize that we are so different from each other, and we aren't meant for another." I sadly said to him. I just want to burst out some of my weird feeling right now because I'm starting to feel overwhelmed with everything that was on my mind. I don't know if this is still normal, but what can I do? I'm such a paranoid and anxious person! I admit that! I just love him so much, and I don't want to lose him.

He suddenly moved me and made me face him. He looks shocked and confused with my sudden question to him.

"What are you talking like, this baby? Is there something bothering you?" He asked me. I just shook my head before answering him

"Nothing, babe! I'm just terrified about what the future will be like for us. Do you know that many people still couldn't believe that even though you and I are the opposite of compatible, you still choose me! That they couldn't believe that you and I will end up together or even stay together for a long time!" I said to him, It's true. We are the most Unexpected Couple in the University. Many said that Damon is just playing with me because I'm a challenge. Some say that it's just a bet within Joker. I never believe them, but I still can't help but feel affected. Is this the reason why? Damon hasn't been fully honest with me.

"Who are those people who are saying that? I will kill them!!" I was shocked by what he said, especially that he sounded so serious about it. I have never seen him this way again, and the last time is when he and I aren't a couple yet.

"BABE!!!" I exclaimed at him as I punch his chest a little.

"What!! I will not let anyone speak ill about you and our relationship ever. They don't know anything about us. So tell me who they are so that I can correct their f*cking thoughts!!" Damon seriously said. He suddenly looked at me straight in the eyes like he was scanning me. He then snaked his hands into my neck then into my face. I just looked at him with the same intensity.

"Don't ever listen to their not sense, baby! Because I know for sure how much I love you!! I will never stop loving you!! We are not some unexpected lovers but a destined one!! I believe that me meeting you is not some coincidence but fate, baby!! I don't believe in destiny, but after I met you! I started to think about everything. I know meeting you is my destiny. I'm destined to be with you and protect you forever. " He said to me while looking at me straight in the eyes. I can see and feel that he was telling me what he really feels. I can't help but feel happy upon hearing what he said. I immediately move closer to him and quickly straddle him on his lap. He seems shocked about my moves because I never do this before. I snaked my arms into his nape and hugged him tightly like I was afraid that I might lose him

I know we are already a couple for a year, but Damon respects me and never does anything that will make me feel uncomfortable.

"Baby?" He called me.

"It's nothing, Babe! I just feel so overwhelmed sometimes. I just feel so happy these past few days that I can't help but feel so afraid of what will happen in the future. I'm too afraid to lose you!! I don't ever want to lose you!! I never tried to risk loving someone before, like how I'm in love with you right now. I don't want this to stop, babe!! I'm just afraid!! I'm too scared that everything is just for a moment and it will pass after some time. I want you to be always here, Damon!! I want to hug and hold you like this forever!" I said to him, I may sound desperate right now, but all I'm saying is true. I felt him pulled me closer and hugged me

"Don't ever think you're going to lose me because that will never happen, baby!! I'm always here for you forever!! We are forever, and I will not let anyone hinder me from being with you for a lifetime!! I want you as much as you want me to, baby! I can never live my life without you. You are the reason why I always want to be good!! I want to be worthy of your love!! I want to be someone whom you'll be proud of, especially when I met your family!! You said your family wants to meet me, right!!" He smiling said to me, as he made me face him again, I always told him that my parents would love to meet him, but I always tell him that at the right time I will.

He knows how important my family is to me, and meeting them means that I'm fully ready to tell him everything about my family. He knows that I'm rich and well off, but I didn't tell him how much. I don't know how he will react if I told him about me being one of the heirs of one of the wealthiest people here in the country and the world. I love him, but I still want to continue to stay in my bubble of being a simple student. This is how much he respects me. He is always willing to wait. I want to do it for him too, that is why I'm just trying to wait for him to be ready to tell me the most intimate part of his life. I'm just afraid for the future.

I just looked at him straight in the eyes and held him in both of his cheeks

"Babe, I know that we both have something that we keep for ourselves because we aren't ready to let it all out to other people, right? But please promise me that you'll stay!! I can wait until we both are comfortable and secured with each other. I will wait, but please promise me you'll stay with me. Whatever you might know about me, whatever it is that I know about you. Would you please stay here by my side and keep holding me like this? Promise??" I firmly asked him. He just smiled at me and nodded

"Yes, baby!! I promise I will stay!!! I promise!!" He smilingly said to me. He retained looking into my eyes like he was reading it. I can't help but gulp more than once, feeling so nervous about what he might do next. I know that look in his eyes, We already kissed so many times, but every single time, It always feels like it's the first time.

He slowly went near me, very slowly like he was taunting me. Those soft and engaging lips moved into my lips, making me feel hot and weak. The moment it touches my lips, I felt a strange tingle. My mind went black while my face feels like it's burning. I can't help but let out a little moan. He is good at making me feel like that. I don't know what this is, but all I know is that I like it. I like it very much. He slowly tried to open my mouth like he was asking me for an entrance. I was hesitant but at the same time excited, so I gladly spread my mouth, welcoming his warm tongue, ready to devour me any minute. He started to play with my insides. I tried to mimic his moves, pushing and pulling in until I felt like my breath is short.

I want to move away a little to grasp some air, but I couldn't break away. No one wants to break away. Our tongues are swirling with each other, feeling each different taste, fighting each other dominance.

We are pulling each other bodies while kissing them, feeling our warmth and love. We've been like this for a few minutes until Damon decided to pull away. I just smile at him, I know how much this moment is making him, but he always chooses to respect me. We are looking at each other faces and eyes like we are talking to each other, and even without words, I know we understood one another. I pulled away from him. He started to move and gradually lay his firm body on the ground. I was just looking at him while he is doing it, and when he is finally lying on the ground, I started to move too and lay beside him. I rest my head into his chest while his arms are around me, pulling and hugging me closer to his body.

This is my safe haven, on his arms and his embrace. I couldn't be having this feeling, the feeling of mistrust and doubt! I will try to fight it. I will give him the same trust and respect that he's been giving me. I know I shouldn't doubt him, I felt his sincerity and love, and I know he will never hurt me. I know it, so I will try my best to trust him.

I promise!

To be continued

A/N

What do you think awaits for this two? This book is coming to its end. Maybe five or fewer chapters left. I was thinking of something for this book, but I'm still not sure. It depends.

Thank you for those who keeps supporting me.
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WAANJAI MJORA