DAMON POV

I messed up!! I fucking mess up!! Fuck! Fuck!!

I couldn't react when I saw Type running away from me so angry because of what I did!! I forget about my promise to him because of my f*cking temper!!! GOD!!! Why am I like this!!

I was about to run after when this man whom I punch suddenly speak.

"If you think you are capable of loving someone like him, I suggest you, please change yourself completely!! He doesn't deserve someone like you in his life. You don't know who he is, so if you are doing this to satisfy your curiosity, please stop. You don't want to know what will happen to you if you are playing with him!!" He seriously said to me while trying to stand up straight in front of me. I don't like what I am hearing from him, so I quickly grab him on his collar and push him to the wall

"You don't f*cking know anything, so shut the f*CK up!! You don't know who Ace is for me. He is the most important person to me, and I Love him!! He is the only person I have ever want to love. Don't f*cking say that I'm just playing with him because that is the last thing I want to do with him. I love him!! I love him, so f*cking much!!" I firmly said to him

"So show it to him, don't just speak about it because I'm telling you Ace is the kindest person. I know he doesn't deserve the way you act with him. He deserves better. He doesn't like any complications with his life now!!" He seriously said to me. I just decided to let go of him

"Do you think I don't know that!! I'm trying my best to change for him!! I'm trying because I love him!! It's just that when I saw you hugging." He didn't let me finish

"You got jealous??" I was shocked when he said that I'm jealous.

Am I?? All I know is that I feel like their something evil in me that woke up when I saw him hugging this man!!

"Silence means Yes!! I'm telling you!! You don't have to because Ace and I are just friends. We are best friends, so expect us to be like that. We are intimate with each other, and no malice with that. It's up to you to put malice to what we have, but I'm telling you. You don't have any problem with me. The more you have to think about and be afraid of is ARIS!! Ace's Twin. He is very protective over his twin, and I heard Aris hated your group so much!! So be ready!!" Nine warningly said to me.

"What do you mean by that? Why does Ace's Twin hate us?" I asked him

"I don't know because those two won't tell me. I'm just warning you!!" He said to me.

I need to go after Ace!! I need to talk to him!! I need to apologize!! I can't bear him to be angry with me. I can take the long waiting for him to ready for me but ending this with him mad at me!! I can never take it.

NEVER!!

I was about to walk away from him, but he suddenly spoke again

"If ever you are thinking of going after him, I'm telling you it will be hard, but by chance, you run into the garden area where it's usually quiet. I'm sure you aren't going to waste your time." He said to me, then walk away.

It got me thinking for a few seconds before realizing what he meant, and I can't help but smile so widely when I do.

I will fix this, Ace!! I will fix this. Wait for me, please!! Please wait for me!!!

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Ace POV

Here I am sitting alone at one of the benches in the garden. Thankfully, This place remains the peaceful place on this university. Not many students want to go here.

I was hurt and disappointed with what Damon did earlier. I don't know why but I can't stop myself from crying because of what happened. I feel so betrayed!!

How does he always do this!! Why does he always manage to mess everything whenever I'm finally trying to trust and this time like him!! He said he would try to change, but why does it look like he is still the same Damon that I met for the first time. He is the same Damon who threatens me and my life here at the University.

I'm wrong with him!! I'm wrong to trust him!! I'm so wrong to thinks that he will ever change because he will never change!! He is never capable of changing, even if he says that he loves me!!

Does he love me because? If he did, he would never do this!! How can he love me if he always manages to hurt me, and this time, it's more!!

I was about to love him, but he did this??

I was crying so hard alone. My heart is hurting, and it feels like it stabs multiple times. I remain sitting here. I lowered my head so that no one can see me, this is my first time feeling so hurt like this, and it's because of someone like him. I can't believe I let myself fall for someone like him. I can't think I fell on his acts.

GOD!! I'm such an idiot!!

I remained crying alone when

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"Ace??" I know that voice. I quickly lifted my head to see who is it and when I confirmed that it is him. I promptly turned around to run away from him. I can't see him!! I can't see him right now!!

But he was fast enough to stop me by hugging me from behind. I was determined not to be fooled by this act again, so I pulled myself away from him and faced him

"WHAT ARE YOU GONNA SAY AGAIN, DAMON!! THAT YOU ARE SORRY!! THAT YOU ARE GONNA CHANGE BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME!! I HEARD ALL OF THAT, DAMON!! I'M SO USED TO IT ALREADY!! I TRIED BELIEVING YOU, BUT YOU KEEP DISAPPOINTING ME!! YOU KEEP DOING THIS. WE KEEP ON COMING BACK TO THIS KIND OF SITUATION. YOU WILL MADE A MISTAKE. THEN YOU WILL SORRY. THEN YOU WILL DO IT AGAIN!! I'M TOO FED UP WITH IT ALREADY!!! YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE, DAMON! NEVER!! SO PLEASE STOP TELLING AND PROMISING ME THINGS THAT YOU CAN NEVER DO!! PLEASE!! YOU ARE JUST HURTING ME!" I angrily said to then I was about to turn around from him, but he made me face him again

"I'm so sorry about this, Ace!! I'm so sorry!! I don't know what happen to me but when I saw you hugging him!! I feel the sudden rage inside of me. I'm trying my best to change Ace. Believe me, I do!! I will do anything to change in an instant for you!! I hate myself for keep on disappointing, but this is me, Ace!! I'm used to this lifestyle!! I can't just change in a snap!!" He said to me

"So are you telling me that I should just let you be violent to all the people around me and me? I don't want that kind of life. I don't want someone like that in my life. Those people around me are too precious for me just to let you hurt them just because you are jealous or hurt. I don't want that!!" I said to him, I'm trying my best not to cry in front of him, but my eyes betray me again!! I hate this!!

"I know, Ace!! I know!! I'm not telling you to let me, but I'm asking you to please be patient with me!! I'm trying my best to change because of you!! I want to be better for you!! Please, Ace!! Please give me another chance! I'm trying Ace!! I'm trying!! Please, Ace!! Please let me stay in your life cause I can never accept being away from you ever again!! Please!!!" he looks sincere!! God!! I'm feeling so weak because of these eyes of his again!! His eyes who is pleading with me to listen to him!!

"But what if you fail!! I'm too tired of being disappointed, Damon!!" I said to him. My body is getting weak. I was about to fall, but Damon was fast enough to catch me. He is now holding me by my waist with his left hand and caressing my face with the other.

"I will try my very best not to fail again, Ace!! Please let me prove myself to you!! I want to keep proving myself that I can change, baby!! Please let me!!" He said to me. His face was near to me. He is just looking so intently all over my face like he was memorizing every part of it. His eyes look at me with so much love and adoration, I don't know how I can comprehend, but I feel it. Our body is no near to each other that I'm feeling what he was feeling right now.

God, what is happening to me. He slowly pulled my reading glasses and toss them somewhere.

"God!! You are so beautiful!! Do you have any idea how beautiful you are, Ace?? You are the most gorgeous person I have ever seen. God!! If only you will say you love me too!! I will be the most blessed person in the whole wide world. I will try my best never to hurt you again, I will not promise, but I will try my very best" He sounded so sincere. I feel like my heart is about to explode inside my heart. I feel so much loved with every word that he is saying to me. I'm just looking back at him. I can't help but notice how gorgeous he also is. His perfectly scalped face, his thick eyebrow, his kissable rosy lips, and his eyes. His eyes look at me like I'm the most beautiful human being it has ever seen.

"You are so beautiful, baby!! God! I love you so much!!" He said to look straight into my eyes. My heart is beating so fast again that I feel like it's going to explode any minute. I know what I'm about to say, but this is so surreal.

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I am overwhelmed with everything, but I really can't stop myself anymore. I need to tell him this before I became afraid again. I feel like I'm suffocating. I want to be free from something, and I know I need to do one thing to be free. I need to admit my feeling!! I need to recognize what I feel. I breathe deeply before speaking. I look into his eyes. He looked back at me.

"I think I love you too, Damon!! I think I finally had fallen for you!!" I exclaimed.

To be continued

WAANJAI MJORA