fifteen ; kim jongdae

after opening up minji and i's dms and sending that message, i immediately felt regret bubbling up inside of me. i knew i shouldn't have done that, but she really needed a friend right now.

daelighted:
you replied what

kitchen:
i cant chat for long bc
i just bought data to
talk to you

daelighted:
omg u didnt have to

kitchen:
my 'minji is sad' senses
were tingling

daelighted:
omG u never fail to
make me smile

kitchen:
well then i should buy
expensive ass data more
often

daelighted:
nO save ur $$$

kitchen:
okok

kitchen:
but im sorry abt what
what happened. did
she physically hurt you
though?

daelighted:
no omg thank god

kitchen:
omg good bc if she
did then i would come
to seoul and do smth
about it

daelighted:
omg dw !! im fine i
promise

kitchen:
physically or emotionally?

daelighted:
both now

daelighted:
oMG CHAEWON

kitchen:
WHAT

daelighted:
did uk that chen said
that he was in kenya

kitchen:
i dOubt he is tho lol

kitchen:
i think he's getting ready
for their comeback

daelighted:
whAt comeback

fuck, fuck, fuck. what do i do now? play it cool, chennie, play it cool.

kitchen:
did i say comeback

kitchen:
i meant concert lol

daelighted:
oh yeah theyre having
a concert here in seoul

kitchen:
are you going?

daelighted:
nope

kitchen:
why not?

daelighted:
i dont have the cha chings

kitchen:
oh :-((

daelighted:
are you going ??

kitchen:
im in kenya

daelighted:
oh yeah

i decided to just stop messaging her right now, showing that my "data" has run out. i quickly signed out of instagram and logged into my new one before going to sleep.

//

"jongdae, can we go to the mall today? i forgot to buy some things and i don't wanna go alone." chanyeol says to me as he tries to keep his voice low. "i don't want junmyeon coming along."

i roll my eyes, "do you want to go to the disney store?"

"shh!" he covers my mouth. "nobody can know."

i move his hand away before i speak, "fine, but you owe me."

chanyeol cheered to himself as we both went to get ready. once again, we wore our "cool disguises" so nobody can recognize us.

//

"the disney store is this way, chanyeol." i sigh, pointing to my left.

"i actually didn't want to go to the disney store." chanyeol speaks as i furrow my eyebrows in confusion. "i wanted to talk to you about something. can we go to the food court?"

i nod as anxiety starts to creep up in me. is he going to talk to me about minji? does he like minji? or even worse, is he going to confess his love for me?! all these thoughts started piling up in my head as we both walked to the nearest table at the food court.

"jongdae," chanyeol sighed, looking down at his hands on the table. "i need you to stop being stubborn."

"what do you mean?" i ask, getting defensive.

"you were talking in your sleep last night." chanyeol says, making eye contact with me. "you were talking about minji."

heat starts to rush through my cheeks as my eyes widen, "what did i say?"

"you were just rambling about how much you like her and that you care for her a lot." chanyeol chuckles before speaking again. "you even said that you wished she was your girlfriend."

i sigh and look down at nothing in particular, "honestly, chanyeol, i do like her a lot."

"then why don't you tell her?"

"because she doesn't know who i really am! it wouldn't be right!" i shout, running a hand through my hair.

"jongdae, she's already getting suspicious, so just tell her the truth. the more you wait, the more hurt she will be once she finds out."

he's right, but how do i tell her?

"i have an idea." chanyeol says as i shoot my head up to look at him. "give me your phone."

"what? no!"

"just trust me on this one!" he pleads, letting his hand out as he waits for my phone.

i groan, getting my phone out of my pocket and into his hands, "don't fuck anything up."

chanyeol giggles like the little bitch he is while he types, "i won't."

seconds later, he hands me back my phone, "here you go. you're welcome, by the way."

i quickly snatch my phone away from him as i look at what he's done.

chickenchenders:
hi minji! sorry if i
scared you that day
in the gc. you seem
like a nice person, so
maybe we should get
to know each other (:

"CHANYEOL, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?"

//
i was going to put chen's artificial love gif in the mm where hes grinding the shit out of that cane but i stopped myself

-sami