I struggled around.  damm,  he was strong and I was weak due to all the tears and I'm in so much shock. "kiss me back dammit" he mumbled.  his lips where soft but his kiss was rough.  Tears streamed down from my face.  his grip around my wrist tighten causing him to break the skin.  I felt the blood trickle from my broken skin.  I was terrified.  Letting go of  one wrist,  Ceil then firmly grasp my ass,  causing me to let out a gasp and giving the opportunity to sick his tongue in my mouth. 

I don't want this.  stop.  I bit down on his tongue,  ceil jumped and sat up and I crawl away til I hit a chair. "L-lila I am sorry. I-I didn't know what came over me"

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"sabastian?  I made some soup" I say after knocking on his door.  A few seconds later the door opened and sabastian was standing there with his shirt on and he was panting and sweating pretty badly. "sabastian! lay down!" He walks over to his bed and lays down.  I sigh and place the soup on the table.  I go sit down next to him and start to unbutton his shirt. "honestly, what where you thinking keeping your shirt on" I unbuttoned his shirt and start to take it off. I blush madly when I realized how hot be looked. "you like what you see?" sabastian said.  I look at him stern and push him back down.  I grabbed the cloth and dipped in the cold water. I drain some of the water and and dap his forehead. "you are something else"

"and you are unique" sabastian said back and I smile.  "what happened to your wrists?" He says noticing the bandages on my wrist.  "oh,  I accidentally hurt them while cutting some meat" I say smiling.  He looks at me skeptically.  "Oh right,  I made you some soup " I say getting the bowl again. I help him sit up and get a spoonful and hand it to him. which he gladly ate.  "its nice" I smile.  "thank you "

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sorry about the short chapter