My eyes widen when Sebastian kissed me. I freaked out and pushed him away. "I...I have to go" I say as I fall off of the bed and run out the room. I ran and ran and ran, I didn’t look back I was so confused what the hell is happening in this godamm mansion?! I bumped into something and fell. I yelp I as hit the ground…that’s odd it’s a lot more comfortable than I thought. I open my eye….it was ceil. I blush and try to stand up but end up being too weak to move so I kind of just lay there awkwardly. I was out of breath, confused, mad, I felt…lost. Ceil wiped my check. “Why are you crying Lila?” I blink and felt my cheeks. He was right, slaty tears were running down my cheeks. I managed to sit up properly. “I-I'm fine, d-don't worry” my voice was very wavy, on top of that I was dizzy from running and~ I left bob in Sebastian’s room. “You’re not I can see it in your eyes” I shake my head and shakily stand up. “Don’t worry, I’m alright now…..but can you please get bob from Sabastian’s room for me?” he nods and begins to walk to Sabastian’s room. I sigh and begin to walk to my room.

I open the door and instantly slam it behind me. I jump under my covers and place them over my head. Do both Sabastian and ceil like me? Oh god what have I done? I touch my lips. The scene of me and Sabastian kissing popped up in my thoughts. His kiss was so…….gentle.