To that one person who wanted Hemlinson, I'm sorry babe xx

Ashton is crying

It's not out of sadness - but spare in mind, he did cry a lot in the comfort of his own room with Narry cuddled into his chest some nights when he was missing home - but out of happiness. He's been struggling on his own, because as much as Luke, Michael and Calum make sure that he's okay, that he's fed and watered, had a good sleep, they still weren't his Harry or his Niall who were looking after him.

And okay, Luke gives amazing hugs and cuddles and Calum made wonderful pancakes and Michael wasn't always an asshole, but everything felt different and out of place. Ashton has been use to seeing Niall and Harry for over 2 years, whether it was only because of them passing in the hallway or staying over at one another's house, he still always saw them, always got to speak to me face to face.

Don't get Ashton wrong; being on tour has been the best experience ever for him. He's been able to see places that he never thought he'd be in, he's been interviewed and known. It felt amazing to know that he is known as something so much better than 'The Guy that blew off Matts eyebrows' back in Highschool. And okay, he might never be one of  the greats but being famous even for a short while is still pretty awesome.

Anyway

Ashton is crying and he can't seem to stop.

Harry and Niall react fast and on instinct, rushing their way towards the Aussie lad and sandwiching him Inbetween their chests so that Harry was at Ashton's front and Niall his back."Oh baby,"Niall Coos, wrapping his arms around Ashton's front and kissing the back of his head.

"I know, this is really overwhelming."Harry shushes, his arms angled in a way that they were hugging around Ashton's chest, allowing the young Aussie to burry his face into Harry's chest and allow the tears to flow down his cheeks and onto Harry's t-shirt."We just wanted to surprise you, we didn't want to make you cry. We're sorry."

"I-I'm not crying because I-I'm sad."He stutters, gripping onto the front of Harry's shirt. He can feel Nialls hands rest on his stomach and feel soft lips at the back of his head. It's so reassuring."I'm happy, s-so fudging happy."

He can feel the vibrations through Harry and Nialls chests as they chuckle.

"That's all we've ever wanted to do."Niall whispers."Is to make you happy. Our baby."

"I've missed you both so much."He admits, but they already knew. Niall and Harry weren't stupid when it came to what Ashton was feeling and how he was coping, they saw during every Skype call how excited to be on with them he was but when it was time for Harry and Niall to hang up, they could see the saddens in his eyes and the frown on his lips.

"We missed you more,"Harry answers."We knew how much you were excited about going home you were, and the news of extension hurt, so we and Louis planned to come over and surprise you. We couldn't stand being away from our baby."

Ashton looks up so that he's meeting Harry's eyes, hazel eyes still full of tears and tear tracks running down his cheeks. They were all so different, from their personalities to their looks, from where they were from and how they were when it came to sex. Ashton loves the experience, how differ t they were but when together they just fit. Like a wonky jigsaw.

"I love you both,"He sniffles,"Never let me leave again."

"I don't think we will."Niall chuckles, leaning soft kisses up and down Ashton's neck."We might have to tie you up, we have a lot of stuff to catchup on.

I know this is short I'm sorry xD