Christopher - Fat

"This is killing me," I tell Jamie while I run out of breath. And I say running out of breath because I'm literally running.

I hate running.

"I know, I used to hurt two weeks long after running when I began to do it," she answers. But she's totally fine. She hasn't even broke a sweat.

"How long do you think it will take me to be finally healthy?" My legs are moving just because my ind is telling them so, but I don't feel them.

She shrugs. "I'm not sure. We could always try to look for professional help."

We could. But that would mean not spending time with you.

After thirty minutes of hell we stop. Jamie hands me a bottle of water and I drink like if it was some elixir. She stares at me amused and then starts giggling when some water splashes fall on my t-shirt.

"That was coldy calculated," she laughs even more. "I was too hot and needed some water on my tummy." Jamie raises her eyebrows.

"See? You said it, you're hot." She widens her eyes and immediately reddens. "Oh my God, I didn't say that aloud, did I?" I nod with a smirk. "Well, don't let it get to your head. I was just making a pun. You are not," she clears her throat, "hot."

This time I'm the one laughing and she flushes even more, but suddenly her phone starts ringing. She picks it up like a life savior.

"Fifi? - Yes, I'm free - But now? - I'm coming - Is Lou there? - Perfect, I'll be there in twenty - Bye." She hangs up.

Jamie smiles apologetically at me. I nod knowingly. I'm not going to be mad if she needs to leave. "See you tomorrow?" I ask and she nods. "Great."

"You should ride your bike sometimes,"she says. "It helps a lot. And go for a walk every morning. You could start swimming too and-"

"Okay, okay. Now go to whatever you need to go," I say.

"Well, bye." I wave and she waves too. She walks away and I stare at her until until she becomes a small dot in the distance.

I really need to lose fat. Maybe that way Jamie will like me.

You don't have to be super smart to understand that all the girls like hot men. I'm not hot. I don't have biceps or a six pack. So I'm going to do this for her. Not even for my mom. I'm going to lose fat and get healthy just so she likes me.

Just so she likes me back.

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Ow, little ol' Chris does not know Jamie already loves him. Weeeell, not love, but something like that.

Some people are asking me to put new characters with other issues. I want you to know (that it's our time) that there are other characters. They just haven't been introduced.

Today I'm going to watch The Fault in Our Stars for the first time! My parents didn't want me to watch it because it has a sex scene ¬¬. I'm a teen and I'm still not allowed to watch those kind of movies! #OverprotectivenessGoals.

No, they don't know I'm going to see it.

How have you been? I've been good. Happy. Excellent. I talked via Skype to my best friend/sister who's living in Utah :( far, far away from me, until 5 o'clock. IN THE MORNING. I was so tired, but whatever. She told me so much things. I'm missing her first crush, and her second crush. And a lot of things. It's so sad.

I HAVE VACATIONS, BABES. I'm so happy. My country has elections and my school is an election center, so *shrugs*. Plus, Christmas is right around the corner. Let's all celebrate.

You don't know how much I love reading your comments. It's like ♥. And I have 90 followers! WHAT??

QOTD: Do you like Fiona's and Louise's nicknames? Aaaand did you like the chapter?

Tell me if there are mistakes! Sorry for the long author's note, had a lot to tell! Not happening again!

Stay honest,

~Mercy