....but I am tougher

So I came back to my parents' house a few days ago to find out that my dad has sold his car so that our family can survive another 12 months. This breaks my heart because he felt the need to do so yet he never told me anything.

If I knew that our family is in shaky condition, I wouldn't have spent my hard-earned money (working as part-time waitress and barista) for my trip to Canada this August and would have given the money to him instead.

I've sent some applications, hoping that I would find a job so I could support my family but again the economy is not that welcoming, especially for a recent graduate.

These last few days I wasn't able to sleep as I kept on thinking about our family condition and perhaps this was one of the reasons I did not update any of my books as often as I have promised. The Wattys is coming and yet my books are not fully edited yet.

At a time like this, I remind myself that although life is tough, I am tougher. I trust God's process and somehow it will work out because I know that He will help.

I would also like to remind all of you to always be grateful for what you have. Not because someone else might not have it or have less, but because you have it.

Stay blessed,
Agatha x