I walked straight toward his desk and simply just sat in the empty spot next to him. Speachless.

We frickin kissed... He promised to protect me? That nurse lady should I tell him about her? Maybe I should wait and find out more about the situation. I need to get answers and right now he is the only person I know that can provide me with any.

But there is also a weird vibe about him. Like he is hiding something. I want to ask him so badly his origins and more about what is gonna happen and how we fight demons and my powers and mask.

I wanna know more about the world and everything around me, the past the present and what is instore for me in my future.

Sitting next to him makes me so nervous I just can't keep my head straight and at the task at hand. Our project! Wait maybe I should let him handle it. He wouldnt mind and I could get my head together in the mean time.

~ The Next Day ~

My eyes opened just before my alarm went off. Reaching over for my phone I turned it off and laid in bed. My reality is so confusing right now I don't think I could handle it at this moment. Yesterday was just one rollercoster of emotions and weirdness.

Somewhere in my heart I wanned everything to go back to the way they were and I kinda wanted to choose my own path. The word "Destiny" made me feel so tied down to a concept that I suposedly should accept for my life to be.

Why am I feeling this way? Wasn't I so pumped up just yesterday? Didn't I get a kiss from the guy I had a crush on for so long? How then is this feeling like a huge burden on my chest.!!?

Like knowing that Its my "destiny" to be with him just turns me off. I dont wanna know I wanna feel and I want those feelings to grow and develop. Knowing a possible future being with someone sucks honestly.

I got ready and got on the bus for school,
I dont know who my parents are, all my life I was in foster care and now I am living alone in my own apartment going to school and working part time to pay for my meals and rent. Life sucks other than school and now school might actually start sucking now that im a "celestial" or whatever the fuck that is.
I know im not the girl I thought I was cause I think and act diffrent also my blonde hair is now darker and i didnt do anything to change it. My eyes are naturally dark so i doubt that should change. I know im comparing myself to Rem but i mean who or what else should i compare what I am to?!!

I got off the bus and walked down the walkway to school. I was dull and grey and just bland. All my hip and bubbly self was all but a distant memory in my head. Everyone around me had a blueish green ora and I was guessing thats normal mundane energy.
My pink sweater and grey sweatpants were the only good thing going for me.

Rem's POV*
Yesterday was crazy... A celestial here with me in my class? Not just any celestial the girl that is my soulmate omg... What would her reaction be when she finds out im not a guy...