Stuck in the world that only my thoughts could create
In between a dream and a nightmare but it's been so long since I've had a dream that wasn't a nightmare I couldn't tell you what was a dream, what was reality, but I know what fear is

Fear eats you alive, and floods all your thoughts
Fear is what makes this world that I'm stuck in
Everyone asks me if I'm ok and my controlled thoughts respond with "I'm fine" Thats what everyone wants to hear right?

Everything I do is constricted by the rope that this demon has wrapped around my mind
It's been so long since I've thought for myself I don't have my grip on reality
That's the thing I fear most, I'm not in control

But then again no one is truly in control are they?
It's all an act, and act that was ripped away from me
I guess others minds sugarcoat their fears but not mine
My mind is a violent place where only one thing reigns
Fear.

Hi I'm a crappy person!! I'm so sorry for not updating! I feel horrible I've been figuring some stuff out and hopefully my school will calm down with all the work and I'll be able to write more until then I miss u guys a lot ❤