Cleaning Up the Closet of my Past
March of 2018 I was preparing for the SAT's, it is an exam we take at high school that most colleges request. I had just finished my English lesson in the morning and was getting ready for the math portion. There was a 5-10 minute break between each of my lessons. So, I took out a chocolate bar and my phone. I'm a quick reader and Wattpad has a lot of short stories that I can fly through quickly. Well that day SexWithSupernaturals updated their book that had a lot of short stories. While eating the chocolate, I was reading the new chapter he published.
Just a quick side note that I was turning 17 that year and also taking a creative writing class.
So, I was trying to read the short story but the characters and plot was challenging for me to read. The characters would show up together but one of them go missing. Then the whole plot did not go as smoothly either. I can not remember what the story was but I do know it was suppose to be about magic (or something like that). Since I was a bit frustrated that it was taking a more than a few minutes to read, I commented on his story about the issues. My creative writing teacher told me that the plot has to go in one flow and for all the characters with names to be mentioned throughout the story. Well he did not do that and instead threw most of the characters at the end.
Here is also another side note. I WRITE IN CAPITAL LETTERS WHEN I GET EXCITED OR JUST WANT TO EXPRESS MY EMOTIONS. I'm not yelling at anyone. Even when you talk to me face to face I'll talk loudly. That is just how I express myself.
Yeah I'll admit I did comment on his story with CAPITAL LETTERS but not all of them. Just the end of the short story I got a little mad at the format of the writing but again I was not YELLING. When I was done eating, and re-reading the short story like 3 times to understand it, I put away my phone. Math lesson was starting but as the teacher started to explain the assignment, my phone was turning on and off. My ringer was off, so I was not getting any dinging of notifications but with a quick glance at my phone I could see that a lot notifications were fromWattpad. This confused me because I never got that many messages in one day. I excused myself to the bathroom because I wanted to know what was happening. What I read almost caused to fall to the bathroom floor. At that moment I was feeling sick and dizzy. For some reason everyone was attacking me on Wattpad. I can not remember most of the comments because everything in a blur. I've repressed that memory and have tried to forget about. Apparently everyone was attacking me for what I had said on his short story. He also responded to them by pointing out that I did not have as many followers as and that my stories had less reads then his. Which I now find his action inappropriate and childish. There I was in the bathroom, having an asthma attack because I was crying and also panicking. Hope you feel good about yourself because I did not. Using my breathing tactics, I was able to get my breathing under control. That was not the end though. Quess what, he DEDICATED a whole chapter for me. No it was not anything nice. He was ranting on and on about how HE was depressed and how I was not a real author. Excuse me, what? Mental health is one of the main problems in health today and I have depression as well. Like how is that an excuse? Also, I am not a real author? I have writing my own stories since I was 8 years old. I have been an author since I was little kid. Yeah my stories are not New York's Bestsellers but I put my emotions into those stories. I really found this to be immature. Yeah the comments bothered me but I had calmed down. BUT then he did this and my anxiety and depression kicked in again. I tried to ignore this but when he got all of his LITTLE MINIONS to attack me, I just could not handle it. My mom had to be called because I could not pay attention in my math lesson. Well also the fact that I was crying a lot. When my mom came, she started to comfort me. Telling me that what he told me was not true and that there was a lot of other things to be upset about. Her words comforted and that was when I took action. I reported him for bullying me on Wattpad a bunch of times. In the end, I won and I was happy. Now I am trying to get back on Wattpad and putting this out there is just helping me clean up the closet of my past.
I do not care if anybody believes me or not. I am a mature person and anyone who tries me to bring me down again in the comments section, well I will delete your comment and speak with you privately. That is what he should have done in the beginning but instead he made the wrong decision. Well hopefully he learned his mistake and another note. I am going to speak about this privately with him but he is also a hypocrite because he told me not vote or comment on any of his stories. Well guess what he did...
he voted one of my stories. I will have a private chat with him right after I am done posting this. Everything written here is the truth and I only lied two times. The moment when I broke the freezer and broke the two cups. But in the end I came clean with what I did because I hate lying. SexWithSupernaturals, I hope you do send all your followers here because they can finally know the whole story of what happened that day. I DO NOT want anyone to say mean things about him and me as well.
To bring some humor in the end, one his old followers had told me that I was bringing my "gang" into this when they were all attacking me 😂😂 Ummm... no comment to that because to this day I still find that humorous. Why refer to my friends as a gang though... but then again this is ironic because he brought his own followers into this but whatever.
" XOHIRO Haly-and-Dani belle1245 OnceUponA___
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