WARNING‼️‼️
This chapter has a lot of sexual content, read at ur own risk.

Josh's POV:
I can't believe THE maya hart is actually gonna give me all of her tonight.
Once we slammed our backs on the bed I asked
"Are you sure"
"Yes" she whispered while breathing out

I can feel her hands slip down to the buckle of my belt, but b4 she can unhook one loop my hands pulled up her rain soaked Panic! At the disco band t-shirt , and there was her red velvet lace bra staring back at me.
I can see she was having a little trouble unbuckling my belt so I just rip it off with a snap and I can hear her say with a giggle
"How tf you do that😂"
But I didn't bother to answer I just grabbed her face and kissed her with passion, we only stopped kissing to take of my shirt.
I kissed her neck, slipped to her breast and kissed her flat stomach till I reached the beginning of her ripped shorts. b4 I unbuttoned the shorts I gave her a questioning glance but  She looked back at me with a glance of approval.
So I pulled them right off and there was her matching red velvet lace underwear.
I tangled my hands to grab her underwear and slipped them right of, I can feel them glide right off her silky legs.
b4 I knew it I can feel my hands slide up her back and unhooked her bra.
Suddenly she grabbed the hem of my Calvin Klein boxers and whispered
"Now let me she that 'boing' Mr. Boing wait no I mean daddy"
With that, she pulled them down and there we were
Both physically and emotionally naked. No need to judge or be uncomfortable. We are in love. This is just not "sex" This is a commit to not just leave eachother after becoming one. This is making love.

I can feel the heated wet pool form between her legs as I climb on top of her while she bubbled up with passion in her glassy eyes.
As I "enter" in her I can hear her let out a little moan.
I can also hear the bed head board crash into the wall with every thrust.

Maya's POV:
I can feel the strings unravel in my stomach with every move he made inside me.
All I could do was scream out to explain how the orgasm have took control of me.
How could I want someone so badly? I asked myself
How did I live without this pleasure especially since it coming from the person I know I will be with forever? I also asked myself.

He moved in and out dreadfully slow. He kept his un said promise of making love to me the best loving I will ever know. I sat up from the bed while he was still in me. We wrapped our arms around eachother and I found my self bouncing on his... Well ya know.

I can feel my breast caress his warm pecks with ever move we made, my arms around his neck and his hands squeezing the upper part of my ass.
Ice cold Chills go thru my veins with every move.

Out of now where I feel his bear hands push me down to the sheets, and thrust in me hard.
"Shit just got reAl" I whispered to me.
I can feel him pull my hair, and my nails of my right hand sink in to the sides of his Abb's and my left hand grab the white sheets of the bed.
He grabs me once more and rolls me over to the right side of bed.

Suddenly I feel both of his strong hands grab my ass and pick me up still managing to stay in me. Our lips hasn't unlocked yet, the only time we let our lips let go is to take a breather.
Unexpectedly I feel my bear back slam into the icy wall.
Then again
Then again
Then again
Then again
With every thrust my back slams into the wall.
I can see sweat dripping down nhis temples as I feel sweat dripping down my cheek and for head.

Honestly it feels good to have someone take control the right way. It's not just me in control anymore. I always wanted someone that knows how to put me in my place.
The hair grabbing, nail scratching, and the tongue kissing id like a competition and everybody knows I love competition. Especially wen I have a component that has the same set of skills as me.

After for what felt like an hour I can feel him carefully pull out of me.
I let my self slide down on to floor to sit down and he did the same.
"Damn you got some skill blondie" He suddenly said
"Well thanks, that's nice to hear cuz this was kinda sorta my first time" I admitted
"What do you mean "kinda,sorta" maya"
"Well I dont count my 'real first time' as my first time. I try to forget about it"
"Why" he asked
"Well I really didn't have a choice my first time" I admitted
"Maya Wdym?!" He said as if he didn't know what I was talking about
"Well I was kinda....r-raped by ex carter and his friends" I stuttered.
I saw shock spread all over his face But instead of him saying anything, he just wraps his arms around me and put me onto his lap. To let me kno that he will always take care of me.

So there we were in the corner of the apartment floor still naked physically and MORE emotionally.
Suddenly he asks
"Who else knows?"
"No one. I try so hard to forget,this is the first time I actually spoke about it since it happened " I answered
"I'm so sorry" he says still wrapping his warm arms tight around me and combing the blonde strains of my hair.
But I just looked up at him and said
"It's ok, but I don't want to remember this night as a sad one"
So he gets up, jumps on the bed and laughs
"Then let's go for round 2"

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