Josh POV:
I woke up to maya walking out the door with her book bag. It looked like she was going to Saturday school or something. Since I sleep on the couch I heard her shufflering to the door, she looked pissed
"What's wrong princess?" I Yelled as she walked out but I guess she didn't here me
"Shit I wanted to talk to her about something" I said to myself
Ever since the car ride home from the lodge  I realiZed I was ready to be with maya. I wanted to be with maya hart. And it's not becuz of the sexual tension between us but there sure is a lot with us. But I was up all night thinking. Would I still be attracted to her if I can't sleep with her? The answer is yes. She just has this spark in her glassy eyes that makes her so Adventurous and mysteries. You can feel that warm hart wen you hug her. Ughh and that smile. It can stop time. I can't picture a world without her. I can't picture me with any other girl. She makes you feel...loved even if she thinks she has no love, but she has it from me.
"Shit" I whispered to myself
Did I just admit I'm in love with maya?
I think I just did
Shit, I am in love with maya
"I got too tell her!" I yelled as I grabbed my coat and bursted out the door
Until I realized I didn't know where I was going so I turned right back around to the apartment and saw Topanga looking in the fridge
B4 I could even ask where maya and Riley was. Without  even Turning around topanga says
"There at Saturday school sweetie"
she knew it was me. It's like she knew what I was doing. Like she knew that I was already in love with maya b4 I even knew. She's a smart little women isn't she.

Half way thru the drive to the school I stopped at a red light and I realized one half of my self thought
"What am I doing? Am I just gonna March into the school and do what? Pull her out of class and admit that I'm in love with her in the gym locker room or something? She might not be ready for a relationship either. stop being stupid and turn back home"
But the other half of me said
"Fuck it! You love her and you gotta tell her  immediately or someone else can snatch her up. If you want to be with her do it now. Forget all logic."
It was like my brain debating with my heart. Somehow my heart won. So I immediately pressed on the gas wen the light turned green.

Maya POV:
So far Saturday school has been hell. Just sitting in class while Corey is talking about the war with hitler or something. This is not how he Usually
Teaches us tho. This has nothing to do with our lives. Plus Rilley switched her seat to sit with ranger Rick for some reason so I'm stuck here sitting with Sarah
"Hey I hear you and josh like eachother. You should totally get with that" Sarah whispered to me
"Why do you think that" I said in a chill way but I'm really just trying not to explode on yogi b4 I actually find out if it was him who told her or not
"Darby and yogi told me, there telling everyone" she answered
Oh they just started world war joshaya
Wait did I just make a ship name? I guess I did but Idc about that rn. Nobody messes with me or joshaya.
I stood up from my chair in the middle of class, slammed my hands on the desk and said
"Hey everybody yogi and Darby-"
I stopped wen I saw josh in the class room window.
"Wtf is he doing here." I asked myself
Then I realized I was still standing up with my hands on the desk and everybody staring. I had to talk to josh. I'll yell at Darby and yogi later
"Umm yogi and Darby ..... Umm yogi and Darby and everybody else have a nice day. I have to go to the...nurse. Girl problems. May I be excused mr. Mathews ?" I asked. But I didn't even wait for him to answer I just walked out to the hallway.
"Josh what are you doing here?" I asked wen I approached him
"Wow I thought Riley would have come with you?" He responded
"Nah she's to intrested in mr cowboy over there to even notice me. But anyways that's not the point. Josh ur gonna get urself in trouble. What are you doing here?"
" I'm sorry but I had to tell you" he said
"Tell me what?" I asked but instead of him answering he grabbed me from the waist and kissed me.
But not like a little peck on the lips
But like one of those passionate kisses
Where you feel sparks fly, time stops and It's just him and me. No one else.
It's like We are in our own time. Our own world
I didn't ever want to stop. I didn't ever want him to let go but once we pulled away he says
" I love you maya. I'm in love with you. I want to be together"
But instead of saying anything All I could do was just stand there, looking at him. I can't believe THE josh Mathews was saying he was in love with me. I've dreamed of this my whole life. I've pictured this moment so many times but I've never actually thought it would happen. But Why would he love me? He will just end up leaving me. Like everyone else. Or someone else better would come along. Someone not broken like me. I don't want to get hurt. So I just lied. Either if I'm with him or not imma end up getting hurt and I can't handle anymore hurt. I can't do this. As much I really do love him. I just know I gotta let go for my own good. Josh is a good guy but he will just end up leaving me for someone better like everyone else. I don't even know if that make sense but It does to me.
"Josh....I-I don't know what to say. I mean why would you even love me? I'm broken. There a lot of other people." I finally responded
" but Idc if ur broken or not.I want you maya just you" he said
But I had to lie agian
" I'm sorry josh but we are 3 yrs apart. I mean ur going to college soon and I can't compete with those girls, I still want you apart of my life. It's just that........umm.....I'm not ready yet" I lied
"Oh ok.....umm I gotta go" he said then ran off
You don't know how bad that hurt for me to she him walk away.
I felt a single tear drop down my rosey cheeks.

Damn 1171 words!! Sorry it's so long but I needed to!! Lol. Thanks for reading. Damnn 349 reads! Thank you loves💋.  Don't worry this is not the end of joshaya it's just the beginning.😏😏😏😏😶 *smirk*