Maybe I'm Not Alone

A/N: Okay this is kind of depressed Sam, but it gets happier, I promise.


Sam sighed as looked in the mirror checking his hair one last time. It was still untamable and messy just like his life. God he hated to be alive. On disaster after another. He did manage for to kiss a girl, but it turns out she had a boyfriend, and didn't tell him. Sometimes young 15 year old Sammy Winchester wondered why he was even alive.


What isn't fair is that everyone seems to fall in love so easily, and there Sammy is, just alone. Why is that? Does Sam not deserve love now? Because he's different? Because he has a crappy sense of humor? Because he's annoying?


It was so tiring, day after day, seeing all his siblings with their loved ones. Adam, his 25 year old brother, had his own girlfriend to love. Dean, his 18 year old brother, had a boyfriend of his own to comfort him. When's Sam chance to fall in love? Is he just meant to live forever as a lonely dull life? When's Sammy's time to shine?


Every crush he's ever had didn't really work out. That Crowley dude turned out to be a douchewad, and he didn't even know Gabriel Novak.


Finally he slipped his contacts and brushed his teeth. Washing his face one more time, he looked up in the mirror to see he was still ugly. Sam sighed ran a hand through his fluffy hair. He walked out to the lonely hallway of his home that mocked him with pictures of the family being happy with their loved ones. 


Picking up his backpack, he walked out the door and started to walk to school. Looking at the peaceful trees, and calming quiet atmosphere comforted him, and took his mind of his crushing loneliness. Putting his headphones in, he turned on his Pandora radio. Wonderland turned on by Taylor Swift, and small tears fell down his face. Taylor Swift comforted him in these troubling times, not that he would ever admit it. Everyone hated Taylor Swift, but she seemed to understand his love life problems.


When he arrived at school, Gabriel was sitting outside of his car singing Stereo Hearts while Dean played the guitar. 


My heart's a stereo

It beats or you so listen close

Hear my thoughts in every note Oh Oh

Make me your radio

Turn me up when feel low 

This medley was meant for you

Just sing along to my stereo


Gabriel spotted Sam and walked over to him and grabbed his hand pulling him towards the car. He lifted him gently on top of the trunk and place him there then started rapping. "If I was just dusty racket on the shelf, would you blow me off and play me like everybody else?" He jokily blew on Sam's nose making him giggle. "If I asked to scratch my back could manage that? Like if read well, check it Travie, I can handle that," He started dancing, and a crowd was starting to form around the two. "Furthermore I apologize for any skipping tracks, it's just the last girl that played me left a couple cracks." Gabriel started to look at the audience, and started to glare at Ruby, making Sam laugh. "I used to, used to, used to, used to, now I'm over that. 'Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts," He "accidentally" kicked dirt Ruby's way, making the freshman hide his giggle behind his hand. 


Looking Sam in the eyes, he grabbed his hands, and sang, "If I could only find a note to make you understand, I sing a song for me and you and take you by the hands. Keep me inside your head like your favorite tune. And know my hearts a stereo the only plays for you." He laughed and picked up the young freshman. Placing him down gently on the ground, the sophomore guided Sam's hands to his shoulders, and grabbed his hips. Gabriel was only a little taller than the young moose. He leaned close so that their foreheads were touching.


He started to sing again not taking his eyes off Sammy, "My heart's a stereo, it beats for so listen close. Hear my thoughts in every note, Oh Oh. Make me your radio, turn me up when you feel low. This medley was meant for you, so sing along to my stereo. Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, oh. To my stereo. Oh, oh, oh, so sing along to my stereo" Sliding his hands up his stomach, to his arms and grabbed his hands. He started to dance with him in a move fast pace way, making Sam laugh while blushing all the same. "Let's go!' Gabriel yelled as he picked up the pace making Sam laugh louder. 


"If I was an old school fifty pound boom box, would you hold on your shoulder wherever you walk," at this line he turned around and Sam jumped on his back. He started to walk into the school, Dean's guitar playing following him. "Would turn my volume up before the cops, and crank it higher when they told you to stop," He ignored the looks from people in the hallway as he continued on his way to the gym? "And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me, when you have to purchase mad D batteries," Sam laughed at this line, as they got closer to the gym. "Appreciate every mixtape your friends make. You never know we come and go like we're on the interstate," they burst through the doors and slowly walked into the room filled with people, and there was a band playing. Gabriel put Sam down, and grabbed his hand and dragged him on stage to the microphone. Dean joined the band's playing. 


"I think I finally found a note to make you understand. If you could hear it sing along and take me by the hands. Keep myself inside your head like your favorite tune, and know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you," Sam grabbed his hand making Gabriel's smile, instead of that nasty smirk he wears all the time. Gabriel looked at the audience and started to sing again, letting go of Sam's hand. "My heart's a stereo. It beats for you so listen close, hear my thoughts in every note, oh, oh. Make me your radio and turn me up when you feel low, this medley was meant for you so sing along to my stereo."


He took the microphone from the stand, and keep singing, "Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, to my stereo. Oh, oh, oh, so sing along to my stereo." He grabbed Sam's hand and looked into his eyes, as if forgetting there was a crowd watching him. The music slowed down as he sang, "I only pray you never leave me behind. Because good music can be so hard to find. I take your hand and pull it closer to mine. Thought love was dead, but know your changing my mind!" He release Sam's hands, grabbed the mike stand and placed it more center stage. He waved his hand, and a giant banner on the opposite side rolled out to, but Sam didn't have time to read it before it started to rain glitter and streamers on the stage. 


"My heart's a stereo it beats for so listen close, hear my thoughts in every note, oh, oh. Make me your radio, and turn me up when you feel low. This melody was meant for you. Just sing along to my stereo," was all he sung until the choir who was behind Sam started singing, which surprised him and made him jump. Slowly he started to backwards walk until he almost fell off the stage, but Gabriel grabbed his hand and pulled him close.


"Easy there tiger. Just take a few breaths, and calm down. This is all for you. Did you read the banner yet?" He whispered softly in Sam's ear. Sam shook his head and looked at it through the glitter rain and smiled. It read 'Hey moose, will you go out with me?' "You did all of this for a date," Sam laughed still shaking from all the attention from the audience. "Well yes. My brother told me how when someone makes a move on you without you knowing it scares you. So instead of kissing you in the hallway in front of everyone, I decided to ask you to go out with me. But you know I'm not good with small gestures," Grabbing his hands as he said this, Gabriel looked into his eyes, and brushed some of his moose main out of his face.


Sam thought for a moment. All the loneliness he'd been feeling, all the pain and rejection seemed to just fade away as he looked into Gabriel's eyes. Normally Sam Winchester was scared of guys because all they did was take advantage of him. Now, looking into Gabriel whiskey colored eyes, all the worries and fears of men faded from his eyes. His heart thumped loudly, as he leaned closer. "Sam you don't have to-" Gabriel started, but Sam cut him off with a "But oh I want to." He quickly closed the space between them, and seemed to get lost in the kiss. It was nothing like the movies, that's for sure. There wasn't fireworks, except if you count the exploding confetti cannons in the background. It was just them kissing each other. The background noise seemed to fade away as they both got lost in the kiss. Sam grabbed the older man's waist and pulled him close. Gabriel tangled his hands in Sam's hair. They broke apart finally to hear cheering in from the audience. 

"So I'm guessing that's a yes," Gabriel teased as Sam buried his head in his chest to hide from the crowd. "No that was a hell yes," Sam smiled contently as he said that and listened to Gabriel's heart pound loudly in his chest. 


A/N: The lyrics used to be like this all slanty like. But I am too lazy to go back and fix sorry. Ugh, guys. My love life has been shit man. I just have no luck in the love department. That little bit of Ruby having a boyfriend when she kissed Sam? That happened to me. Except it was a boy, and he had a girlfriend. God I hate fuckboys. I should do my homework, but I don't care enough to try in school. I'm in a bad place right now. I was gonna make this one shot just depressing and hateful towards love, but no one would want to read something so sad so I made the ending happy. Hopefully your love lives and dreams are better then mine. I wish you the best of luck guys. And if anyone doesn't like you, they can go screw themselves. You guys are great for even reading my story


Thank you guys for just being here. Whenever you comment or vote for these silly and dumb one shots, it makes my day. Makes me feel like less of a loser. So thanks guys. I wish the best of love and friendship. Try to survive, that's my motto right now. Alright peace out moosen!

~Kay Trickster

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