T - T i wanna be a child again. I remember that when i was a child i was NEVER shy around people like. "Yo yo yo!!!! GIVE ME CANDY PLS?" Lol.

I was never shy and id often smile every single time. I have a question id smile and ask it. Like..

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What has become of me now?

Always have my hair up into a ponytail when i was smol and i had like little bangs and heart hair pins with heart earings. My mother wanted me to look more like a girl. I grew with my father which meant im 'boyish' or smthng.

I was mistaken as a lesbian when i was smol. I only hanged out with boys from nursery to grade 4 then i heard a teacher jokingly say "Be careful ok? You might be a lesbian!" (I have nothing against lesbians i promise)

Welllllllll i took it the wrong way and i was DESPERATE to have a 'girl friend. 0 H 0 horrible things happened after that but its a story for another time.

Now let me just go to a mirror and stare at my face asking "where did my cuteness go?" ;-;

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