the bed is there, calling out her in the most erotic way, wanting to feel her body against its sheet, but she ignores it, she ignores it all because she doesn't want to be the slut of bed.

her body begging her to sleep, but something inside her know that sleep means nightmare, nightmare means scare, scare means overthinking, overthinking means ...

the thought of death is more appealing.

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october 17, 2018