all this time, people tell you a lie. all those birds never sing a happy song, they sing a song about homeless people who walk on the sidewalk, trying to find free meal and begging for comfort from the night sky that never be good to them. they sing about people who never find happiness anywhere, not in the so called happy places, nor in the people who claim as their lovers. they sing about tragedy on this world.

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september 07, 2018

this past few days i feel so happy, but at the same time i can't express my happiness through words lol