I had to forge my sorry note
My apologies
Because while my mind had gone for broke
My heart had truly not

I had to forge my love and warmth
It was desperate times
Because while my mother wept and sobbed
My life had gone to pot

I had to forge a statement
It said that I was whole
Because while my body held me up
My mind had nothing to allot

I had to forge my sanity
For a man who broke my heart
Because my father never loved me
But he was what I got

I had to forge my forgiveness
He's never saying sorry
Because my fear will never leave me
Even when I've forgot

~ MallaHarkness04