| Kaleb

When I sat awake at night envisioning the day I would bring my children into the world this is not at all what I had imagined. I had not thought that my mate would be rushing me back to the pack house in his arms as mind-numbing pain rolled through me. Nor did I think that I would be giving birth on the very day my kidnapper was killed. It was all very surreal and I just couldn't believe that it was happening.

 I am about to give birth to not one but two children, the thought alone was enough to stress me out but on top of that, the concern that the tonic I'd been taking impacted them negatively caused guilt to weigh me down heavily. I would never forgive myself if they didn't make it, all because I trusted someone I shouldn't have. But that's the story of my life. I trusted Jared and he betrayed me, I trusted Samira and she betrayed me. I'm stupid and gullible if it weren't for me my kids would be fine. 

A pained gasp tore past my lips causing Zev to look down at me with concern. I could feel through our bond that he was worried, sensed it in the way his hands would clench every so often. My arms around his neck tightened as another wave discomfort rippled down my spine. I whimpered, burying my face in his neck. I didn't deserve him, he deserved someone who wasn't weak and pathetic. Yet, he was stuck with an omega who was also a runt and is there anything more pathetic than that?

Hush, I love you and the three of you are going to be fine. I won't accept anything less, do you understand me? Zev barked through our link. I pressed my face further into his neck as tears began to stream down my face. Do you understand me? He repeated. I nodded, unable to respond in my thoughts or out loud. Good, now stop overthinking things and focus on the little ones. My lip wobbled as I nodded again.

Darren who was in wolf form ran silently beside us. He had sent Josh ahead to gather some of the pack mothers who weren't attending the pups. The former beta had taken off after he had been given the orders like a bat out of hell. Darren stayed back in case there were any rogues still lurking around. I was grateful to both of them, they both helped to save me from Jared and now they were helping me save my pups. I thanked the goddess for having friends like these. I don't know what I ever did to deserve them but I was grateful that I had them.

When we reached the pack house Darren shifted and ran up the front porch steps before damn near ripping the front door off of its hinges. Zev rushed in behind him and a panting Josh walked over to us with shorts in hands, he was wearing a pair himself although his chest remained bare. He tossed one to Darren who quickly put them on and held onto the other pair as he gestured for the alpha and my mate to follow him. They fell into step behind him quickly as they walked into the deserted living room

"Maryn and the others are in Samira's room. She said it was the best place for him to give birth." the Lunos informed us as he led our small party down the hall. 

Maryn was the oldest pack mother and possibly the wisest. She was the previous pack healer before Samira. Her own daughter would have taken the mantle but she passed away during the fight with the witch coven, so she took Samira under her wing and taught her everything she knew. If anyone would be hurt the most by Samira's betrayal, it would be her.

Zev walked into the room first, Darren and Josh remained by the door, keeping their distance. A small bed had been moved into the room and Zev sat me down on it begrudgingly. Josh tossed him the extra pair of shorts and he slipped them on. I could tell he didn't want me out of his arms. I quickly grabbed his hand to help us both through it. His much larger one wrapped around mine in a gentle grip as he knelt by the bed, emerald eyes shining with worry. He brought my hand to his lips before pressing them against my knuckles. I gave him a small watery smile, the best I could muster. He smiled back weakly. 

I could feel his worry for me and or unborn children through our bond despite his best attempts at trying to mask it. He was trying to be strong for me despite the possibility that I or the little ones wouldn't make it. It tore at my heart that the probability of that happening was high. The last thing I wanted was to lose one or both of my babies, and I also couldn't stand to leave Zev behind if I passed on. All I could do was pray to the Goddess that everything was going to be okay. 

Immediately one of the pack mother's rushed over. It was Atalia, a middle-aged she-wolf with lovely dark skin and short curly hair. In her hands was a wet rag and she reached to wipe my head with one but quickly pulled her arm back when Zev growled at her menacingly. I squeezed his hand and he stopped growling, turning his attention to my face. 

Atalia looked at Zev warily before shifting her gaze back to me, I gave her a small nod and she reached out again, wiping the accumulated perspiration from my forehead. Zev didn't growl at her again but instead settled for glaring a hole through the hand that was touching me. His tiger was fighting for control, I could tell. He wanted to tear apart all the people surrounding his pregnant mate and his children. It didn't seem to register that they were only trying to help.

"Keep your tiger in check, or you will be kicked out," Maryn warned as she shuffled over on aged feet. She moved to stand next to Atalia as she met Zev's hard gaze head-on. He nodded with a clenched jaw. I squeezed his hand in what I hope was a reassuring way.

"Take deep breathes, Kaleb," Atalia advised, still dabbing at my face. I followed her instructions, filling my lungs to capacity before releasing the accumulated air. My breathing was interrupted by an intense wave of pain which caused a cry of agony to rip from my throat. Zev's eyes flashed emerald as he brushed a damp curl from my face.

Josh rushed over to my side, blue eyes full of concern and worry. "Runt..." he began, looking down at me. He swallowed thickly. "You better make it out of this okay, you and my godchildren. Who else am I gonna complain about Darren to?" he joked halfheartedly. I laughed despite the pain I was in as Darren stepped up behind his mate.

"I heard that." the Alpha groused, pulling his mate against him. "It's going to be fine, Kaleb. We'll see you in a few hours," Darren encouraged softly, a gentle smile playing on his lips. I nodded, unable to speak past the lump in my throat.

"Alpha, if you wouldn't mind giving us the room?" Leia, a slim brown-haired woman said as she gestured towards the door. Darren nodded.

"Of course." he glanced at me, "Look after him." Leia nodded.

"We will, Alpha," Leia assured him. They left, closing the door behind themselves. I was a little sad to see them go but I wasn't able to dwell on it as more pain wracked through me. Atalia ceased wiping at my forehead and stood, moving out of Maryn's way as she stepped closer. The elderly black woman, pressed a bony hand to my stomach, gliding her fingers along the rounded mass.

"We don't have very much time before they move any further down, so we have to go about this quickly." Maryn stated,  "You can either go through with a C section or shift and give birth to them naturally." On any other given day, I would have argued that there was hardly anything natural about a male giving birth, it was more magical in an unexplainable way.

"I j-just want them to be alright." I panted. At this point, I didn't really care how they came out just so long as they were okay at the end of it. If she had to cut me in half for that to happen then so be it. Maryn sighed, patting my free hand with the one she previously had on my belly.

"Which would you recommend?" Zev asked, urgently. Maryn looked at him in the eyes as she responded.

"Each carries its own cost and benefit. A C Section would be faster but puts Kaleb and the twins at a great risk. To shift would cause the little ones to shift inside their placenta along with him and they would not shift back until they have opened their eyes." she explained. The answer to me was clear. Even if I wasn't able to see their faces for their first month it would still be worth it.

"I'll shift," I said. Maryn nodded, looking down at me understandingly. She gave my hand one more pat before stepping away. Zev's grip on my other hand loosened as he let go, standing up before he began helping me out of the oversized clothes I was wearing. Once I was naked I shifted or tried to anyway. It was much easier said than done. The pain made it hard to concentrate on the change. I could feel the little ones moving in me throughout the abnormally slow process of shifting. When I had shifted completely I lay there panting on my side. I felt like I had just run 50 miles without stopping. My heart pounded in my chest as I got light headed.

"You're doing perfect, Kaleb." Atalia praised as she stepped into my line of vision holding a bowl in her hands. "Drink this, it will help with the pain," she instructed, lowering the bowl to my face. I lapped at the milky liquid inside it. I could feel the pain slowly ebb away into a dull ache until I was completely numb. Zev rubbed my head and neck, eyebrows pinched and the corners of his lips curled down.

"In a few moments, you will feel the need to push," Maryn spoke up from the chair she sat in at the foot of the small bed where she had the best access to my rear end. Leia and Atalia stood at her sides. "Your body will know what to do, trust your instincts we will take care of the rest. " The elderly she-wolf advised softly. I tried to keep my breathing steady in order to slow the rapid beating of my heart. A few moments passed before I felt some pressure and immediately my muscles began pushing. I was grateful to not be able to feel any of it, I was never good with handling pain. Zev's hand paused, from the corner of my eye I could see him looking down at where his babies were going to be coming out with his brow furrowed in rapt attention.

"The first one is almost out, push a little harder, Kaleb." Maryn coached. I felt her hands as she tried to aid me through the process. I followed her instructions which resulted in audible gasps filling the room. I wanted to lift my head up to see but it felt like my body weighed hundreds of pounds, it was too hard to move. I was a little saddened by that but the emotion was completely swept away by the elation that took its place once the damp face of a tiger cub entered my vision as Atalia held them before me. If I could cry in this form I would. They were beautiful and chubby. The little cub squirmed and whined in Atalia's hands. I licked at their cute snout as Atalia handed them to Zev who brought the wiggling little one up to his face, a beaming smile spreading across his features.

"It's a boy." He said as his eyes lit with happiness. I let out a small yip as my tail wagged sluggishly. A boy, I was completely blown away. I had just given birth to a little boy. Happiness filled me, taking the place of the numbness I'd previously been feeling. I wanted to hold his small furry body in my arms so bad, but I had to wait for his sibling first. Nevertheless, my relief at seeing his healthy form was consuming.

What will we name him? I asked my mate as he placed our cub right next to my head. He paused for a moment, considering the question. 

"Nolan." He murmured as he stroked the chubby cubs head gently as adoration filled his hazel eyes. I nudged our little Nolan, filling my nose with his scent. I was more than relieved to see that he was okay. He mewed as he buried his face in my cheek searching for a teat that wasn't there.

Perfect. I sighed.

"The next one needs a little help," Maryn stated calmly. I felt my body pushing but it didn't seem to be doing anything. I concentrated on putting all of my effort on getting the little one out, but it was considerably more difficult than the first time. 

"Keep pushing, Kaleb." Leia encouraged. I tried, but it seemed the more I pushed the weaker I felt, still, I refused to give up. My muscles were tired and practically begging to given a moment's rest but I didn't give in to the temptation. I pushed with the remaining strength I had left and was rewarded a few moments later with the sight of a whining, chubby pup. Their fur was a darker black than mine, they were just as chunky as their brother. Atalia then handed the crying pup to Zev.

"Another boy." Zev laughed, an airy emotion filled sound. "What do you want to name him, my love?" he asked me.

Nox I replied. His name is Nox. Zev held him in front of my face when he noticed me straining to sniff him. Relief filled me, he was okay too. I licked his black face affectionately before Zev placed him next to his brother. They immediately curled into each other as they snuggled against my neck. Feeling their warmth was unbelievably reassuring. They were healthy. They were okay.

"Nox?" Zev chuckled, eyes filling with tears that wouldn't spill. "Well, I guess that makes sense." I stared at my little ones through droopy lids, so much love and warmth filling my heart I thought it would burst. I fought to keep my eyes open but they refused to obey my wishes. I was just so tired. My whole body was numb and my brain was sluggish. I just wanted to sleep.

I couldn't focus on what was going on around me anymore. The voices in the room became muffled and incomprehensible. I didn't have it in me to care. I let out a sigh, just as my fight to keep my eyes opened ended. I lost and was sucked into darkness.

When I woke up I was in a different bed than before, still in my second form. I raised my head slowly and noticed that my children were sleeping curled up together pressed against my stomach and my mate was curled around us in his immense tiger form. He lifted his head in response to all the movement I made. We touched noses and Zev released a deep chuff.

I'm glad you're awake. His deep voice rumbled through my mind. His large emerald eyes stared down at me with adoration and relief. His face was still close enough to mine that could lean up and lick his face. He leaned down to give me better access as a steady stream of chuffs rumbled through him.

How long have I been out? I asked as he moved his large head in order to groom me in return. His large tongue smoothed the fur on the top of my head. I felt like it was days ago that I had given birth. My internal clock was all out of whack.

A few hours, they moved you and the kids to our room while you slept. Zev informed me as he continued to groom me. The feeling was very soothing and took away the rest of my lingering stress from the previous few hours. 

They're fine, right? I asked just to make sure. I looked down at them. I wasn't so much worried about myself as I was them. They would always take precedence over me in my eyes.

Perfectly healthy. He continued grooming me. And so are you. I looked down at them. They slept peacefully. Nox was curled into a ball as Nolan lay haphazardly on top of him. They were so cute I felt as though I could stare at their faces for hours. Their second forms were abnormally large compared to others of their age. From the size of their paws, I could tell they were both going to be freakishly large like their father. 

I'm so glad they are okay. I sighed in relief. I couldn't wait until they opened their eyes for the first time, to be able to see what color they were. And when they had they're first shift to human form I wonder who they'd take after in appearance. I secretly hoped that they would both take after Zev in looks. I watched as Nolan rolled off his brother, unceremoniously landing on his side, surprisingly the little one didn't wake up. Nox simply readjusted, placing his head on his brother's neck and promptly fell back asleep. I couldn't help but laugh, I could already see the difference between them beginning to show.  

They're beautiful. I sighed, leaning down and gently grooming their heads. How did I get so lucky to have a wonderful mate and have two beautiful sons? I was being biased, I know but once I saw them it was like nothing could be more perfect than them.  they had been born with an extra an extra limb and I highly doubt that I would feel any different. Though I suppose all parents feel that way about their children...with the exception of one of mine. I was nothing like Larken, I was going to love and cherish my sons like a father should. I promised myself then that I would be the dad that I always wanted. 

You are not your father Kaleb, you are going to be the best dad. My mate assured me as he continued grooming me. I hummed in acknowledgment as my eyes began to droop. Despite having been asleep for hours, I still felt worn out. I kept my eyes on them as long as I could until Zev's gentle grooming lulled me back to sleep. 

***

The water streaming down my body felt like heaven. My sore muscles and residual pain were eased by the warm water as it rolled off my skin.  I wished Zev were here with me but he left while I was still asleep. I linked him when I woke up and my mate informed me that he was with Darren and would be back soon. I was glad he let me sleep instead of waking me. Goddess knows I needed the rest. I quickly shut off the shower and toweled off before putting on some clothes and walking back into the room. My little ones lay sleeping in the middle of the bed, using each other as pillows. Nox seemed to be the designated sleeping spot for Nolan. He lay on top of his brother's back with his bottom on the onyx pup's head. Nox didn't seem bothered in the slightest. 

My boys were hefty in size despite their young age. I'd noticed it yesterday as I gave birth to them but now that I could truly look at them I realized just how big they were. Newborn pups are half the size of Nox and Nolan. I blamed their father and his ridiculously huge self. It was a trait that they definitely inherited from him. I was also surprised to see that they were the same size. I would have expected Nox to have been smaller, if only slightly. Still, it led me to wonder if he'd grow to be the size of his father like his brother would. If that was the case, then Nox would be the largest wolf I'd ever seen. We simply didn't grow that large and Zev was immense. Only time would tell and I would love him either way.

I was still in shock over how dark his fur was. It was darker than mine, like pitch in the way it reflected light, giving his coat an incredibly soft and silky look. The name Nox itself wasn't very creative but, his fur reminded me of the night sky without any stars, to me it fit perfectly. Nolan I was beginning to see was going to be a hand full. Zev had come up with his name and apparently named him after his grandfather. 

The small cub was rowdy despite being barely a day old. A compliment to his younger brother's more subdued nature. I wonder if it's weird to miss having them in my belly. There are a lot of things I won't miss about carrying them but that definitely wasn't one of them. I guess I just wished I had more time before I gave birth to them, I felt as though I didn't get the full experience. Which is stupid of me. I should be grateful that they are okay and healthy despite what Samira had done.

I still felt guilty for trusting her and putting my children in that position in the first place. I cursed myself for being so gullible and trusting especially after I trusted Jared only to have him turn out to be the real culprit behind my suffering. Yet, of course, I didn't learn my lesson. I could only thank they Goddess that we all made it okay. 

There was a knock on the door, followed by Josh walking into the room. He smiled once his gaze landed on me. He seemed content for once and I was glad. It was relieving to see that dealing the fatal blow to Jared didn't have any negative impact on Josh's state of mind. After all the bastard put him through it was good to see that he wasn't tormenting Josh in death as he had in life.  

"Runt." he greeted, relief evident in his voice. I smiled shaking my head while hobbling my way over to the bed. Zev and the nurses had put me under bed rest. I was only allowed to get up to use the bathroom and shower. 

"Hi, Josh." I laughed as I settled against the headboard, propping myself up with fluffy pillows. Nolan began to whine so I pulled into my lap before he could disturb his brother but then Nox woke up anyway so I placed him on my lap as well before he got fussy. It was weird for me, my stomach was completely flat again so I could see my little ones perfectly fine when I looked down at them. 

"Damn, Kaleb!" Josh exclaimed as he knelt next to the bed to get a closer look at the little ones. His blue eyes were wide with wonder. I chuckled, stroking their heads as they wiggled blindly in my lap. "They are like miniature versions of you and Zev!" the Lunos smiled resulting in an amused grin of my own. "I'm glad you guys are okay," he commented after a while, gently petting Nox's head.

"Me too." I smiled softly. Glad was an understatement. My entire being felt relieved that we had all made it. I don't know how I would have coped if I had lost one or both of my sons. I shudder to think of how Zev would have reacted if none of us had made it. I knew my mate well enough to guess and the outcome was devasting.

"What are their names?" He asked, curiously. Josh leaned forward, looking at them with blatant interest. My wolf didn't mind him getting so close to them because he trusted Josh with our life. If it was anyone else who tried to get this close he probably would have taken over and tore them a new one. 

"The wolf is Nox and the tiger is Nolan." Told him with a proud smile. Josh grinned a little at my tone,  shaking his head in amusement.

His brows pulled together. "Why Nox?" He asked, petting the wolf in question. I thought it was pretty obvious why,  but then again not everyone knows what nox means. I rolled my eyes.

"It means night and his fur reminds me of the night," I explained, gazing down at my little one fondly. I ran a pale hand over his inky black fur lovingly.  It was a startling contrast and Josh didn't fail to notice. Josh nodded accepting my explanation.

"It definitely suits him. They're both boys?" He asked for confirmation.

"Yeah." I laughed lightly. "I wasn't expecting them to be though." I had never really given much thought to it, I suppose at the time it simply didn't matter to me. Neither I or Zev discussed what genders we hoped to have. My only wish had been that they both came out healthy and they did. That's all I could ever ask for.

"Look at the size of them!" He held Nolan's paw in his hand. "They're going to be huge, Kaleb."

"I think so too." I agreed. They were already pretty for babies that were only a half of a day old. I truly wouldn't be surprised if they turned out to be giants like their father.

"They definitely got that from Zev. Speaking of your mate, when is he supposed to be spiriting you and the little ones away?" His voice turned somber towards the end. I nibbled my lip and focused my gaze on my lap. I knew what my presence here meant to him. I understood that it helped him and it killed me to leave him.

"After a month or so, after they've opened their eyes and can shift," I answered softly, trying to keep the sadness out of my voice. His shoulders slumped a little and I wished I could say something that would make him feel better.

"Oh." He swallowed thickly, looking away so I couldn't see his eyes. My heart constricted in my chest. I reached out and placed a hand on his shoulder.  

"We'll visit," I said softly, as a reminder to both of us. I may be leaving but that didn't mean that I would never come back. This was my family and the thought of never seeing them broke my heart.

"Promise?" He asked, his voice thick with emotion. I nodded, meeting his gaze.

"Promise," I said, smiling as I held out my pinkie. He wrapped his much larger one around it, before shaking our joined hands.

"Good. It's already bad enough your leaving me here with Darren." He complained melodramatically, releasing my hand. "At least I'll have something to look forward to. To get me through the dark days." He placed a hand on his forehead, pretending to swoon. I laughed, shaking my head.

"Whatever, you won't even notice I'm gone," I said, waving him off. Josh eyebrows knit together in interest,  a grin tugging at his lips.

"What makes you say that?" He scoffed.

"Your mate is going to be taking up all of your time, that's why." I teased, wiggling my eyebrows. Josh blushed spectacularly. "I wouldn't be surprised if you guys had little Gigantors running around soon."

"Shut it, Runt," he grumbled, focusing his gaze on the little ones in my lap, a small smile playing on the edges of his lips. We sat in silence for a while. Josh moved one of the chairs beside the bed so that he didn't have to crouch anymore. I was okay with the silence, we were simply enjoying each other's company. 

"Where are Darren and Zev?" I asked a few moments later. I was beginning to miss my mate. I know it has only been a few hours but sometimes being away from him for just five minutes was like torture.

"In the study. They're tracking down the remaining rogues and coming up with ways to secure the borders to the territory." Josh answered with a sympathetic smile. I nodded just as Nolan began whining noisily effectively waking his brother. They squirmed unhappily in my lap as they looked for food that wasn't there.

"I need to feed them. Their formula is in the kitchen, do you mind helping me down there?" I asked,  moving to get up, but Josh put a hand on my shoulder,  stopping me from continuing.

"Zev would kill me if he found out I let you out of this room, Runt," Josh said in all seriousness. "I'll go get the formula." I just sighed, settling back against the pillows. I knew he was right. All though it hadn't been said, I knew my mate wouldn't be ecstatic about me walking around right now,  and I was okay with that... sort of.

"There are some premade bottles in the fridge. All you have to do is heat them up until they are a little warm." I instructed. Josh raised an eyebrow, smiling as if to keep from laughing.

"You've only had them for half a day and yet you sound like you've been doing this for years," Josh noted with a chuckle as he stood up. I laughed, looking up at him.

"I have. I used to help the pack mothers watch the pups all the time." I pointed out. "I've had plenty of practice." Josh nodded, accepting my explanation. Since I was a runt and an omega I spent most of my time with the pack mothers and helped take care of the pups. I didn't mind, I actually enjoyed spending my time with the women. during my time with them I learned how to take care of babies, everything from changing them to bottle feeding to putting them to sleep. 

"Do you want anything to eat, Kaleb?" He asked. "Devin made beef stew last night."

"That sounds good. I'd like some please." It sounded wonderful actually. Devin made the best beef stew. The thought of the meaty stew was more than tempting and I found myself craving it.

"Okay. Two warm bottles of formula and one beef stew got it." He listed off while stretching as he stood. "I'll be back. Try not to miss me too much." Josh winked as he moved toward the door.

"I won't." I grinned just as he closed the door behind him. "It's okay, the food's coming." I cooed to my little ones as the wiggled around. Somehow Nox ended up kicking his brother int he face, which Nolan didn't too much appreciate. The tiger cub rolled away from his sibling and my hand shot out to catch him before he slipped off my legs. 

How are you and the little ones doing? Zev asked from our link. I and been waiting for Josh for about five minutes and the sound of my mate's voice instead of silence was very welcome.

We're fine. I informed him cheerily. 

Do you need anything? He asked gently.

Josh went to get us something to eat. Apparently, I'm not allowed to leave the room. Was my response. I didn't try to hide the accusation from my voice. I wasn't upset over it or anything, in all honesty, I didn't mind. I would rather spend my energy focusing on our children than doing anything else.

I might be acting a little overprotective, but humor me, please. It's frustrating my tiger that we don't have you all to ourselves by now, especially with the little ones. I think it's for the best that you stay in the room so I don't rip off someone's head for simply existing in your presence. Zev reasoned. The only reason I'm allowing Josh to visit you is because I don't want you to be bored and because he has a mate. It wasn't hard to see his logic. I knew that having his mate and two newborn children not on his own territory must be driving his tiger crazy. The last thing I wanted was for some poor soul to die because Zev's tolerance levels and plummeted.  

Mmm, now that I think about it, you might have a point there, Mr. Tiger. I said with a smile in my voice. I could feel Zev' amusement through our link as he laughed.

I love you, Kaleb. I'll be back up soon. He said.

I love you more. I shot back with a smile.

Not possible. Zev growled back playfully. Keep the link open, love. 

Okay. I will. I agreed easily.

When Josh came back he had two bottles in one hand and a steaming bowl in the other. There was a cup full of ice and water held to his side by his massive arm. My stomach growled at the aroma coming from the bowl as my mouth watered. He set the stew on the nightstand beside me and placed the water bottle next to it.

I fed the little ones first and made sure they were full and content before placing them back on to the bed. The cuddled up together and promptly fell asleep with Nolan somehow using his brother as a body rest again. Josh handed me my bowl and I gave him a smile. 

"Thank you," I said. Josh just nodded once and let me eat my stew. When I was finished I placed the empty bowl back on the nightstand. Josh chuckled leaning back in his chair as his shoulders shook from his amusement. I frowned, raising an eyebrow. Did I have something on my face? I reached a hand up to check, only to note that there was nothing there.

"Did you even taste it? It looked like you were going to eat the spoon too for a second there." Josh laughed, in his usual douchebaggy way. I just rolled my eyes and settled back against the pillows again. Some things would never change, luckily, Josh being a buttface was among the many things I was happy to see stayed the same. I wouldn't want him to be anything other than him. He had grown to be someone of extreme importance to me. We shared a connection as a result of our time together in Jared's captivity. We got each other through the dark days when hope seemed to far away to reach and despair was a constant companion.

"You are an ass," I said with a smile.

"Yeah and you love me," he smirked. 

The door opened revealing Zev, followed by Darren. My mate walked over to my side as Josh stood and moved himself and the chair out of the way. I smiled at Zev as he leaned down and placed a chaste kiss on my lips.

 "How have they been?" He asked petting them gently. 

"Fine, although I'm beginning to think Nolan is going to be the troublemaker of the two," I replied with a laugh. Zev chuffed softly, staring at his sons with adoration. I could feel how proud he was through our link and filled me with warmth.

"Wow, Josh wasn't kidding, they really do look like miniaturized versions of you and Zev. Kinda freaky." Darren said from his spot at the foot of the bed. Josh bumped shoulders with him, rolling his eyes. "How are you feeling? You scared us yesterday," I could hear his concern in his voice, relief at seeing that I was okay visibly spreading across his face. 

"Much better than I was." I shifted my weight until I sat up higher against the pile of pillows behind me. "I'm just glad that it's all over." I sighed wearily. And I was, I could finally focus on something other than Jared and the constant threat he had represented. It was liberating, like I could finally breathe after so long of having to hold my breath. A weight had been lifted off my shoulders and I was more than happy that the looming shadow was finally gone for good. 

"Yeah, it is," Darren said, his eyes flashing gold. Josh grabbed his hand and gave it a light squeeze. It was pretty obvious that Darren was still upset over Jared. The man looked like he wanted to revive the rogue leader just to murder him all over again. The Alpha looked at his mate and his eyes softened. "I hear you plan on leaving in a month," the Alpha said as he returned his attention to me. I nodded and Darren smiled softly. "We're going to miss you, Kaleb. Make sure to visit so that I don't have to deal with Josh all by myself, okay."

I laughed as Josh turned and glared at his mate. "I could say the same about you, old man," The Lunos grumbled. Darren chuckled, placing his hands on Josh's waist and pulling him into his chest. 

"I was just playing, pup," Darren smirked,  swooping down and capturing Josh's lips with his own in a quick kiss before pulling away. 

"I told you to stop calling me that," Josh murmured, embarrassed. His cheeks were flushed pink and he refused to look at Darren's smug face.

"You did," Darren said, nonchalantly. "I just don't recall caring." Josh rolled his eyes and shoved his mate away playfully causing Darren to chuckle. 

Zev sat on the bed next to me and was pulled into his large side as Josh and Darren sat on the love seat that was in the room. They stayed for a little while, we all chatted simply enjoying each other's company. I appreciated the time we spent together, it helped take my mind off the past allowing me to focus on the present. It was nice to finally be sitting in a room with all of us and not discussing imminent threats to our lives.

 The ability to simply relax for the first time in months was novel to me. I looked around the room at the laughing faces of my friends who had become brothers to me and my mate who had become my whole world before finally, they came to rest upon the two blessings that lay asleep in my lap. My heart felt like it was full to bursting, I had all the love I had ever wanted right here in this room and I would thank the Goddess every day for allowing me to a part of the lives of these wonderful individuals.

I would never know how I got so lucky but I would cherish every moment I had with all of them.

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The days slipped by too fast for me to keep up with, soon they added up to weeks that turned in to a month in what seemed like the blink of an eye. The little ones were now mobile, they got around on short stubby legs although Zev rarely allowed them to walk on their own. He was so overprotective, insisting that they be carried around. 

I watched from my spot in the grass as the little ones romped around. I was waiting for Zev to get back from patrol. The small cub and pup tumbled over each other in play as they tried to pin each other. I was glad to see them so rambunctious and lively. Nox shook off his brother and trotted over to me on stubby legs. They were still very young and their eyes had only just opened. Zev and I were patiently waiting for their first shift. I couldn't wait to see who they took after in their human forms. I smiled as Nox stumbled into my lap when his brother barreled into him from behind. 

I giggled scooping them into my arms and pecking their furry heads before releasing them. They curled up together in my lap and continued to bite and mouth at each other. Zev walked over to us then, the sun causing his orange fur to look glossy. He had just gotten back from a run with Darren and Josh and a few of the other enforcers. I was happy to see him as always. It made me wonder if I could ever possibly get tired of him. Probably not, if I'm being completely honest with myself. I wouldn't have it any other way either.

Zev layed down behind me and I leaned back into his large side. Swinging his head over, he craned down to sniff at his children, licking their heads with affection. The size difference was huge, it looked like Zev could fit both of them into his mouth with ease. They were so tiny and fragile compared to the behemoth that was their father.t Nolan bit at his father's nose as Nox sniffed him back, placing a tiny black paw on his dad's large snout.

With a content sigh, I let my head loll back and soaked in the sun's warm on my face. I was happy beyond belief and more content than I ever thought possible. Sometimes I couldn't believe what I had to go through just to get to this point. Despite all of it, I was here with my mate and two sons and life for once was calm and peaceful.

Kaleb, look. Zev said softly through our link. I looked back down towards my lap and what I saw caused an elated gasp to escape me.  Nox was shifting. His glossy black fur was receding as his tiny bones remolded themselves. Nolan tilted his head the side as he stared at his twin in interest. Then as if he felt the urge too, the tiny tiger cub began to shift as well. I held my breath in anticipation, my heart was fluttering in my chest. A few moments later, in my lap were two tiny Zev look alikes. I laughed giddily. 

They looked just like their father, except Nox had a head full of dark curls just like mine and grey eyes that were darker than mine. Nolan was practically a carbon copy of his dad. His hair was brown and he had wide hazel eyes with yellow flecks in them. They lay on their backs, tiny feet kicking in experimentation. Nolan shoved a chunky fist into his mouth while Nox looked around in wonder. They didn't look like newborns, instead, they appeared to be two months of age despite only being a month old. 

"Hello, little ones," I cooed as I wiped the tears from my eyes. Zev was releasing a steading stream of chuffs, the breath from his nose ruffling their hair as he sniffed at them once again. His sons smiled toothlessly as they grabbed at his face. "Zev, they're perfect." I breathed, unable to take my eyes off of them.

"They are, my love. Let's get them inside." Zev shifted and pulled on the shorts I had brought for him. He took the little ones from me so I could stand, once I was on my feet he handed me Nolan. I cradled him in my arms gently as Zev did the same to Nox who looked so small in his father's large arms. 

"Are you ready, Kaleb?" Zev asked as we made our way back to the pack house. I knew immediately what he was referring to. Now that the twins had shifted it was finally time for Zev and me to leave. In all honesty, I was not quite sure how I was feeling. On the one hand, I would miss my pack and would be sad to leave them especially after the events of the past few months, on the other hand, I was excited to begin a new life with my mate and see what the years had in store for us. 

"I am," I said truthfully. I stopped walking and Zev did as well turning, to face me. His hazels eyes filled with concern as he looked me over to see if there was anything wrong. I just smiled. "Zev, I love you so much that it scares me sometimes. Ever since we met in that clearing you've become my entire world. You have given me two beautiful sons and loved me in a way I didn't even know existed. I am so grateful for the blessing of being yours." Zev's eyes softened as he released a soft chuff, he leaned down to capture my lips in a soft kiss.

"Not as grateful as I am for being yours. You literally complete me. I love you more than words could ever express. You don't just hold my heart. My soul, my very existence belongs to you." He murmured resting our foreheads together. Tears filled my eyes as my heart swelled with so much emotion it felt as though my whole body would burst. "Thank you so much for stumbling into my life, little one." He kissed me again before he straightened up and looked down at his sons. "I could never thank you enough for being the father of my children, you have given me more happiness than I know what to do with." Cradling Nox in one massive arm he used his free hand to wipe away the tears that had begun to spill onto my cheeks. 

I gave him a watery smile that he returned. Zev pulled me into his side and we continued walking towards the pack house. I couldn't wait to see how life would pan out from this day forward. I felt like I was floating and nothing could ever bring me down. I had my mate and my sons and I couldn't be happier.

T H E  E N D . . .

| AUTHOR'S NOTE

Thank you all so much for going on this journey with me. When I started writing The Tiger's Omega I didn't think I would finish it. I'm so glad that I did. This is the first novel I have ever written so I know that it isn't the best and that it has many flaws, despite that I've come to love this story and all of the characters in it. With the completion of this story, I know that my writing will only get better as I move on to other stories that I am working on. 

I can not fully express my gratitude and appreciation for your feedback and all of the love I and this novel have received in the comments. I love you guys so much!

As for the fate of TTO and the cast, you will be seeing more of Kaleb and Zev in the novels to come so remember that this goodbye is not final. Darren and Josh will also have their own novel, I'll be publishing the first chapter of it along with the Epilogue to this story. Nox and Nolan also have their own stories in the works but I won't be giving anything away pertaining to them anytime soon.

As always thanks for reading, please leave your thoughts on the chapter in the comments, I love to read them!

Love,

J.T.