⚠️mention of panic attack⚠️

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"I gotta new sensation
In perfect moments
Impossible to refuse"

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Jungkook knew he fucked up when he felt the tingling into his guts while thinking of Taehyung.

The mere presence of him was enough for Jungkook to roll over the imaginary bed of fluffy clouds. Jungkook has never gotten so much attention in his whole life like he gets from Taehyung-it made him somehow special. Jungkook would be lying if he states that those flirting lines don't affect him; it makes him crave for more, sometimes, he just wants to hear from Taehyung how it feels to like someone without knowing their flaws.

That's how Jungkook found out that he fucked up when he began missing his presence.

Jungkook has read those novels where missing someone is the symbol of blooming love. He refused to believe it-because it sounds so foolish until now.

"Neutrons and protons are husbands and electrons are those bitchy neighbors who keep their ears and eyes on them for gossip."

Jungkook heard as soon as he entered into his class which was full of chaos as the teacher hadn't arrived yet.

"If I fail chemistry, then you'd be the reason, Suho." Mark said in disbelief before consoling Suho who banged his head on the desk as they both knew they're screwed up for not studying the whole semester as the exams were approaching.

Jungkook suddenly tensed up when his eyes met with Taehyung who was surrounded by half of the class, including those hottest girls and boys who were oddly way too invested into whatever Taehyung was saying. He also noticed Yoongi and Hoseok leaning over Taehyung's desk, listening to him very attentively.

"You really moved from Daegu to Seoul to get into this school?" Hoseok asked, slightly amused.

Taehyung gives a small nod, eyes shifts to Jungkook who has entered into the class. Those eyes weren't smiling as they seem off a bit.

Taehyung wonders if he have had got enough sleep last night or has he eaten his breakfast in morning, he wanted to ask him but Jungkook give him a glare and sat in first row of benches which was quite unusual as since ever Taehyung has joined the school he always have noticed Jungkook who likes to sit in the second last row of benches.

His mate is quite challenging and brattish as he could feel a pout onto his lips without looking at him.

"You're saying like I haven't moved from Daegu to Seoul for this school as well!"

Taehyung heard from Min Yoongi as he recently learned their names. He shall get familiar with Jungkook's acquaintance as well.

A best friend's approval is must in a blooming relationship of another best friend's as that's what Taehyung have read somewhere in social media. Humans are quite peculiar but he wants Jungkook to crave for him like the way he does.

It is always a two way street.

"You're effortlessly so handsome, Taehyung, I can shamelessly a-admit it." An auburn haired male stammered with pink cheeks as he continued to stare at Taehyung who was getting impatient to get away from there.

"Thanks." Taehyung spoke politely. "I quite get the compliment a lot. You have pretty eyes as well,"

"O-oh," The auburn haired male turned crimson red. "Really?"

Taehyung grinned. "Of course, it's endearing."

"I'm Kihyun, if you want then we can hang out sometime." Kihyun introduced and nibbled on his lower lip, rosy cheeks. He felt a slight tug from his side causing him to snap into the reality from his dreamy world.

"Maybe some other day, I may excuse myself." Taehyung mumbled.

"You're not even gay, Kihyun, why are you so blushing so hard???"

"Shut up, Minhyunk!!!!"

"I heard you have gotten the opportunity to go aboard as well." Taehyung heard a feminine voice causing him to stop standing up from his seat. He doesn't want to act rude in any way so he kept the smile on his face-eyes gleaming in impatience.

"I rather choose to live close to my family and acquaintances. It'd be harder for me to go away like that," Taehyung shrugged, totally aware of flirting vibes from the boys and girls who were constantly staring at him while eyes dreamy.

"Ladybugs, frogs, butterflies, lilies, pink lilies they don't make you angry, googie." Jungkook thought, jutting down some random words onto his notebook-listening to the laughs from his behind. He rolled his eyes in annoyance and wished for the arrival of the teacher at any moment so they could get scolded.

Jungkook learned that Taehyung came from Daegu and has a great humor as everyone is laughing at his small jokes and also can get flirty with everyone by passing few compliments to them who would interact with him.

No, Jungkook wasn't jealous.

He was mad because he wasn't special anymore. It seems a regular thing for Taehyung to flirt with everyone.

He has forgotten about our date as well, Jungkook thought as how foolish of him to kiss Taehyung like that for a date. He was getting alongwith his friends and classmates instead of annoying him or teasing him about the date.

Jae

Let's hang out tom <3

kook

Sure but where are you?

Jae

Will tell you everything tom, don't miss me that much, I might die out of ur cuteness

Jungkook rolled his eyes at Jaehyun's text before typing a "fuck you" to him, a smile crept out of his face. He took the risk of taking out his phone in the class as it was strictly prohibited but who cares. Teacher never caught any couples who fucked each other in the janitor closet but always ready to snatch their phones which was a lifeline to Jungkook, a close friend even.

"Hi," Jungkook looked up. "You shouldn't use your phone in the class."

"You shouldn't laugh hard in the class as well, Taehyung," Jungkook scoffed and looked away, humphing. "But did I complain?"

Taehyung chuckled.

The audacity...

"How was your day? I mean yesterday.... I did miss you, like a lot. I also heard you'd ask about me, you don't know how much that means to me."

How was your day? Jungkook rarely hears something like that as he always lacks attention-people choose to ignore his presence but he doesn't care anymore anyways. Jungkook bunched up his fists.

"Sorry, if I'd disappoint you with my absence, I wish to tell you everything but I'm afraid of the consequences."

"Do you know how annoying you're sounding right now? Why do you even bother to join me here? You should be with your new friends, shouldn't you? Didn't know you'd be this flirty with everyone you get across."

Taehyung smiled as he knew Jungkook was jealous.

"I rather be staring at you than breathing towards them, my highness." Taehyung said airily, eyes filled up with mischief as he found Jungkook adorable with those rosy cheeks and exasperation.

Jungkook sighed. "You're flirting with me again, don't make me feel like a special one then do the same things to others as well." He admitted that he was jealous.

Jungkook's breath hitches as he felt a hand upon his upper thigh - a big palm was caressing the clothed skin of his thigh.

"I would never do such a thing to you, my love. You're so adorable," Taehyung let out a laugh which was a melody to Jungkook's ears.

"I wish I could get the permission to kiss you at any time but I'm afraid that I won't be able to stop myself once I start." Taehyung said cheekily, leaning over Jungkook's ear who still wasn't sparing a glance to him.

"I wish you could listen to my mind so you could listen how have I been imagining you underneath me struggling while breathing as I touch you in the most inappropriate places." Taehyung whispers, Jungkook got goosebumps from the deep voice and how domineering Taehyung seems to be.

Somehow, he found out the weakest point of Jungkook.

"I won't mind admiring you while letting you sit on my lap, my love."

Blood rushed to the apple of Jungkook's cheeks as he wouldn't mind getting praise for nothing. Taehyung's palm slided on his inner thigh, massaging the clothed skin while hot breaths were fanning over Jungkook's ear.

"You'd be screaming once you get into my spell."

Jungkook snapped up his head to glare at Taehyung and grasped his collar to pull closer.

"If anything then you'd be underneath me and I'd be making you hard to breath. Got it?" Jungkook said, suddenly forgetting that he was supposed to be straight and talking like that with a male isn't straight anymore. The more he put himself in denial the more his inner gay jumps out.

Taehyung snickers, lolling back his head. The sound of his laughters seems like a sweet melody into Jungkook's ear who was furrowing eyebrows.

"With those pretty thighs and pretty face, you're only allowed to bounce on my cock, yeah doll?" Taehyung rasped, swallowing him through his darken gaze. Jungkook turned crimson red, eyes widened, mouth parted in disbelief at how filthy Taehyung was sounding yet it was appealing.

Jungkook looked away in embarrassment.

"I missed you a lot, love. Have you been alright? Without me?" Hands itching to reach for Jungkook's.

"Never been this better," Jungkook scoffed, looking forward as eyes trying to avoid any eye contact with Taehyung. He feels like an open book to Taehyung and he doesn't want him to through the pages which includes angst of his life, he doesn't want Taehyung to get away from him. He might have known Taehyung for a week or more but he feels like a home.

"I enjoyed a lot yesterday, thanks for your absence." Jungkook rolled his eyes, cocky.

"I'm glad you enjoyed the day, love, or otherwise I'd be worried about you." Taehyung said, eyes full of adoration while he stared at his mate.

Yearning for something he has never experienced — he wants to stroke his mate's hair while he's asleep on his lap or riding him. He'd love to tug Jungkook's hair while making him cry out of pleasure or while making different braids.

Jungkook humphed. "Why don't you get annoyed with me? Why are you always so calm?"

Taehyung smiled cheekily. "Love, you want me to act more assertive with you?" He rasped, coming back into his authoritative demeanor, the golden flames spread out into eyes along with a glint of purple.

"Want me to take care of you? Tell you what to do next, right?"

Yes, because I'm confused. Jungkook wondered but didn't have the guts to say it louder. So he turned to him and squinted at him.

"Jesus, you don't even shut your mouth for a goddamn second." Jungkook grumbled and put his hand around his back of neck while caressing the skin, smiling shyly and looking away as he felt Taehyung's grip upon his thigh tighten.

"Lower your tone at me, yeah princess?"

Now Jungkook's grip upon the pencil tightens as he feels the twist & turn into his stomach.

"The more I'd love to pick you up and praise you in my arms but it doesn't mean I also wouldn't hesitate to bend you on my lap to spank until you beg to stop or not until your eyes filled up with tears while humping on my thigh."

Jungkook almost let out a whimper as they didn't realize how their conversation turned so vulgar. He felt himself squeezing his thighs together but as Taehyung's hand rested on his inner thigh, the male's slender fingers accidentally brushed so close to his crotch area.

"But first I'd like to take you to somewhere where no one would disturb us so we could share few secrets and kisses." Taehyung said firmly, cupping Jungkook's thigh properly with his big hand before he leaned to look closely - squishing the thigh from time to time.

"I'm eager to know you better, Jungkook."

Jungkook glanced at him, shyly. Heart swelling up with tingling feelings. He gave a small smile, biting on the lower lip.

"I would love-"

"Taehyung!"

Jungkook paused when someone called Taehyung's name from his behind. Choi Jaemin, one of the popular kids in their school due to his designation of president at football club and also because he's handsome and tall and whatnot. He saw Taehyung turn his head back.

Again Taehyung belongs there, not here with him.

"Class got cancelled due to whatever reason, let's hang out together. You seem cool enough to join us." Jaemin approached, black hair falling onto his forehead.

Don't say yes Don't say yes Don't say yes Don't say yes Don't say yes.....

"Sure, I will join you guys in a few minutes at the cafeteria."

Jungkook's bunny ears flopped down metaphorically.

Jaemin nodded and left the class while almost everyone in the class followed him like a puppy.

Jungkook hated when Taehyung suddenly shifted his attention from him to others, so leaned and bite on Taehyung's shoulder, intending to dig his teeth into the flesh. But Taehyung didn't seem to flinch instead Jungkook heard a chuckle from his above.

"Eager much, love? You seems pretty-"

Jungkook leaned back and grabbed his bag to leave the class as quick as possible without sparing any glance to Taehyung as he was angered on him.

He heard Taehyung's call for him but he decided to ignore him.

Yoongi tucked in his blonde locks behind his ear while staring at the sight with wide eyes along with his boyfriend.

"You're also thinking the same thing as me, right?"

"Yeah." Hoseok mutters.

Yoongi smirked. "So, we know what to do next, right?"

Hoseok looked at his boyfriend with a smirk.

"Yeah."

Jungkook hasn't seen Taehyung the entire day afterwards but he saw Jimin and his boyfriends who were talking among themselves so he decided to join them as Yoongi and Hoseok were also missing and Jungkook doesn't bother to search for them.

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As he had promised Jaehyun to meet him, he found himself sucking on his popsicle while standing under the bright sun of the spring season. Streets were blooming with cherry blossoms while he could get a pleasant smell lingering in the air.

"It's hot today,"

Jungkook shifted his gaze from the small garden to Jaehyun who was wearing a blue Hawaii shirt along with shorts.

"I love the weather." Jungkook stated. Jaehyun wrapped his arm around him.

"Me too."

Jungkook grinned, pretty lips wrapped around the Popsicle while looking up at Jaehyun who cleared his throat nervously.

"You haven't told me about school. I've been missing classes for a long time, exams are also approaching. Can you please help me with studies now?" Jaehyun asked, biting on his popsicle stick.

"People who bite their Popsicles like that deserve to step on lego." Jungkook cringed, walking towards his house. It was the weekend when they decided to hang out and as Jungkook was tired, they decided to get home.

"You sucks then, Jeon Jungkook." Jaehyun giggles out. Jungkook also joined him afterwards.

"But seriously, let's study together or lend me your brain for this exam."

"I also sucks at calculus," Jungkook deadpanned and then burst into giggles. Jaehyun chuckled at him and raked his fingers through his brown locks from where he could get a smell of a filthy cat.

"You're so adorable." Jaehyun said, pulling him closer. The venomous fragrance around him was pushing Jaehyun back as his animal instinct kicks him and forbidding him from touch someone else's mate. But he wasn't someone to get away that easily.

Jungkook elbowed him. "Sucks to be you then." He doesn't feel good around anyone who isn't Taehyung now. He doesn't know what's wrong with him but ugh.

Jaehyun smiled while gritting his teeth in anger. He was so close to his destination...

"Jae," Jungkook called while a thought kept revolving around his mind.

Jaehyun hummed.

"Don't you think liking the same gender person is kind of weird?" Jungkook asked then paused. "I completely sounds like a homophobic prick but don't you think its so unlike to what we have seen while growing up."

"We live in a backward class society who doesn't like to accept the changes. But its alright for me. I, myself, is a pansexual."

Jungkook's eyes widen. "W-what? You never have told me. Haha, Oh god, congratulations, I guess? You're so brave to come out." He babbled, hands sweaty while feeling itchy around his neck like he have been felt earlier before.

"Thanks, baby. You're so sweet." Jaehyun winked playfully causing Jungkook to look away with red cheeks.

"Would you get weird out if i say I'm attracted to someone who happens to be a boy as well?"

Jaehyun furrowed, stopping on his tracks. "Not at all, god, you think this low of me, kookie?"

Jungkook shook his head. "No, just... It's... What if I'm only attracted to that particular person, not others. I mean, If I'd have been a gay then i should get attract to other men too, right? Then why I think of women as well? But then again I don't like any women but only that person. But I'm not gay but like... Its I like hate everyone except him. What if-"

"Relax, Kook." Jaehyun hushed, chucking the stick of Popsicle into the dustin while on the path of Jungkook's house.

"It's alright to be confused." Jaehyun began. "Don't fret over it. You're not able to figure out your sexuality like others, right?"

Jungkook nodded.

"I thought you were straight?" Jaehyun teased, earning a smack from Jungkook.

"I'm still straight!" Jungkook snapped, eyes big. "I'm j-just saying, ah nevermind." He folded his arms over his chest and continued to walk while Jaehyun followed him behind, quite enjoying the sight of the swaying hips of Jungkook.

"C'mon, I was joking. And if you want to figure out your sexuality then why not explore it thoroughly. Like kiss boys or girls to figure it out-"

"I don't want to kiss anyone." Jungkook whined, looking at Jaehyun who again sling his arm around him. "Just the person.... not anyone else-" He paused to take a deep breath of thinking something hard.

"Of course, but I don't want to kiss anyone who's completely stranger and I don't want to kiss any girl either." Jungkook babbled, reaching the porch of his house, opening the door for Jaehyun as well. They've already been hanging out with each other for so long and they were close enough to share stuff. Like best friends.

"Why don't you go for Yoongi then? He's completely a gay."

"Because he has a boyfriend, if you're missing out." Jungkook pointed out, closing the door behind after them. He furrowed at the peculiar comment from Jaehyun, even if it was supposed to be a joke.

"Then why don't we make out?"

Jungkook snapped out of the trance and turned crimson red. "Sh-Shut up."

"No, if you don't explore then how you're supposed to figure out your sexuality?"

Jungkook's eyes become wide like a donut as Jaehyun looks so damn serious about it. His face has a blank expression while staring at him before stepping forward to him.

"We're friends. And friends don't kiss." Jungkook let out, small voice before he felt Jaehyun hovering over him and caging him with his hands against the door. Fortunately and unfortunately, no one was home at the time.

"How about we change the label between us?" Jaehyun asked coyly. He leaned forward and Jungkook could feel his fingertips traced down to his wrist before interlinking their fingers together.

"Like... It could-"

"Do you want to kiss or not?" Jaehyun asked quickly, interrupting. Jungkook quirk his gaze at Jaehyun, mouth dry as he was unable to say something.

"You're awfully so beautiful." Jaehyun brought up their hands and kissed on Jungkook's knuckles before pinning them against the door frame, leaning forward until his lips brushed against Jungkook's.

Jungkook felt like he was entrapped into a spell as he began to feel dizzy. The soft mingling of their breaths caged him into the spell, making unable to move his limbs as if he was naturally submitting to Jaehyun who stood right in front of him with intense gaze. And that's not normal to him. He feels so weak and fragile under Jaehyun's touch. He doesn't like the thought of being weak.

Moreover, it was so unlike with Taehyung where he'd love to wrap his arms around him blindly and so shyly like those teenager girls while letting Taehyung do what he desires to. Taehyung doesn't make him feel weak. He feels so strong under Taehyung's touch yet so delicate.

That's when he realised that he was gay for Taehyung only.

Jungkook was about to pull away from Jaehyun but the male kissed him. Taking away all those tingling sensations from his lips which were given by Taehyung. It doesn't feel good, he felt like cheating on him when he wasn't even in a relationship. Guilty crawl into his veins without any reason. His mind began to revolve around Taehyung while he could feel a burning sensation over his neck.

"Mmhp... J-Jae-'' Jungkook tried to push him but felt the male's grip upon his wrist tighten up, pressing so hard to make him unable to move. Lips moving against Jungkook's, messily.

Jaehyun was intoxicated by Jungkook's fragrance as his animal instinct kicked in, wanting the prior male to do nothing but submit to him without any objections but he huffed when Jungkook pushed him off with all his gathered strength.

"Jae... I didn't-"

"Jungkook," Jaehyun hushed with a dark gaze as he stared at Jungkook's eyes.

"I always have liked you since we've become friends." Jaehyun confessed, clenching fists as he badly wanted to pin Jungkook against the wall while he explored every inch of him. Filling up with his pups. Alphas aren't meant to take a rejection from a low-life human. Werewolves are always above humans who are meant to serve them without any objections.

"You're supposed to mine only, kook. Not their."

The secrets of their wereanimal community aren't supposed to be disclosed into human society. But Jaehyun was ready to risk it for their future and he has to make sure that Jungkook doesn't indulge himself with those werecats who were nothing but a disgrace to their community.

Jungkook's gaze flickers as he was panicking while seeing Jaehyun like that for first time. He was aggressive, militaristic and audacious as he heaves deep and heavy breaths while eyes practically red. Crimson red as if he was mad for getting pushed by him. He was awaiting for his reply.

"I don't think i-i could reciprocate the feelings for you, Jae. Try to understand, I like someone else, I'm just confused, okay?" Jungkook looked down as he couldn't able to look into Jaehyun's eyes. But he wince in pain when Jaehyun grabbed him by hair.

"You aren't meant to say no to me, you low life human. You're supposed to be on your knees for me." Jaehyun snarled at Jungkook who flashed a confused look. He tried to release himself from Jaehyun's grip but he failed to do so.

"When I said you're mine, that doesn't mean you've given the option to say something back to me. You're supposed to accept what I said." He growls as he was being possessed under the Alpha male into him.

"Y-you're hurting me, Jaehyun!" Jungkook whimpers out as the grip upon his hair tighten while venom pours out of Jaehyun's mouth. He was scared to see Jaehyun like that.

"You're mine, You're mine, only mine." Jaehyun kept chanting while brushing his lips against Jungkook's hickeyless neck. He wants to scent him or wants to mark him as his for forever. But he knew it if he tries to dig his canines into the soft flesh, he would've died by the venomous poison which was travelling through Jungkook's veins as he was marked by someone else.

The marks aren't ordinary as Jungkook was marked by a royal blood who were more possessive towards their mates. Though, those marks seems temporary yet they were so powerful.

That doesn't matter as he'd clean Jungkook up by converting him into a werewolf. He'd set him free from the filth which has been left by the Tiger prince.

"You're hurting me!!!" Jungkook yelled, breaking into tears causing Jaehyun to snap out of the possession of his inner Alpha. He released Jungkook from his grasp and let him drop on the floor, crying to himself.

Eyes wide at realisation, hands begin to shake while breathing slowly becomes stable. He tried to touch Jungkook who was trembling while sobbing uncontrollably on the floor.

"No, n-no don't touch me, please. I didn't do anything. Don't hurt me!"

Jaehyun knew what he just did wasn't supposed to happen. He knew what he just did can lead him to worse consequences. Without saying anything, Jaehyun gets out of the scene leaving a crying Jungkook behind him.

Jungkook touched his neck, feeling miserable while sobbing like a child on the floor. He pressed his fingertips against a certain part of his neck to help him to overcome it.

He thought of Taehyung, pink lilies, blue bunnies, hazel eyes of Taehyung with golden fleeks and glint of purple haze to calm him down from a panic attack.

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