All my life I've been told that I would be nothing. That I would just be forgotten and left behind. I don't think they really understand what goes through my mind and all the thoughts i have because if they did they would know. I have been back stabbed by the people I trusted and the people I thought would always be there, but I was wrong. There are only a few people that I trust my cousin Autumn we've only met in person once but we talk every day through messaging. My first real friend Nataly she has been my friend for 5 years and keeps every secret I've ever told her. And lastly my BEST friend Elizabeth she is the one person I trust with everything and anything. I try not to get to close to people because I don't want to be left or forgotten. People can be real jerks and heartless because they think it's okay to screw with people's feelings.