Every where I go I feel like I'm not good enough. My friends ignore me. I feel horrible all the time. All I wanted was somebody to understand, somebody to just tell me things will be okay and that they can't win. But nobody is there me nobody understands and u guess I've learned to live with that now. As crazy as it is I just need somebody by my side who will be there thorough all the crap I have to offer. Maybe it will be okay and maybe somebody will know but until then I guess that for right now I'll just smile and hide.