So, around a year ago, I had a dream where I was a baker and had a really rich and beautiful friend. She had blonde hair, blue eyes, and I can't really remember what her face looked like, but I remember being totally captivated by it. Like she was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. But she was rich, and way out of dream me's league (honestly probably out of my league too). But she liked me. In the dream, we must have been friends for a while because we were together a lot. The main scene that I remember is being in a jewelry shop (which I think her family owned and that's why she was so rich), and looking at different pieces. She was having problems with her boyfriend and was telling me about it. I can't remember the conversation, but I remember the feeling of hurt and disgust I felt that she was going through this. I grabbed her hands and told her that I was having problems with my boyfriend as well (I had just broken up with my boyfriend in real life and probably inserted that subconsciously) and we could just run away together. She smiled at me and told me to pick a ring, any ring, and we'd leave and elope. After this point, things start getting fuzzy, but I'm pretty sure my "boyfriend" (not the one from real life, but some random dream boy) came and tried to convince me to come home with him while the beautiful blonde girl fought with him and said that we were leaving. I distinctly remember my alarm going off as she was about to kiss me, because what good is an alarm if it doesn't go off during the pivotal points of dreams.

Well, there you have it. I woke up to my alarm and had an existential crisis and questioned everything I thought I knew about my sexuality. By the end of the day though, I had somewhat forgotten about the topic, pushing the fact that I possibly like girls as more than friends until summer came. I have now fully accepted the fact that I think guys and girls are hot, but personalities and emotional connections matter the most. Does this count as a coming out story?