I don't keep a lot of secrets, I like to let people know what's on my mind, but there is a rare occasion where I will keep something hidden, but now that I'm dead, ym some of those will stay secret forever, but the one I was most desperate about keeping hidden, was the only one found.
My mom was devastated when she found the entries I had written in my diary prior to the tests.
Dear diary, today was kinda scary. I threw up blood in the kitchen sink, but I can't tell mom, she always told me to be strong, so that's what I'm doing. She can't find out.....

Dear diary, it happened again today, twice. I decided to look it up to see what could be wrong with me and I discovered this newfound disease that has close to no research done on it. It must be relatively new.

Dear diary, during dinner tonight a report came on about a new disease that is highly contagious and deadly. My mom told me to stay in the house for a few days, I guess she doesn't know that that's a bad idea.

Dear diary, tonight my mom scheduled some test ms to be done on me. I think she found out about the blood and stuff. In scared. What if I have to leave home? What about Katelyn? Will anyone actually miss me?

I sat there watching her read my entries with more tears in her eyes, I couldn't stand it anymore. The secrets was out, I had hidden it.
I knew all along.