The tears we shed

ELSAS POV

I was at the school and the test for the kids was today, I knew Jack would A's it. Jack walked in early as usual, but there was a tension in the room that was weird. "Uh....hey...." He says. "Hhhhhhheeeeeeyyyyyy..." I say slowly. "About yesterday uh...I'm really sorry and I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable." He explains. "No it's ok Jack." I say. "Ok..." He says.

Everyone else comes in and I pass out the test, Jack looked embarrassed and not himself today. I gave him the test and he looked so confused and worried. About an hour later it was lunch and they went to lunch, I read over jacks to see what he said. One question asked is love easy or hard and his response was. "Love is hard not easy, you can love someone and they don't love you back but that doesn't mean you'll stop trying no you keep trying to win her heart and you'll do anything to protect serve and love her forever." My eyes filled up with tears as I read it, such honesty and real. I could tell he was talking about him and I, I felt so bad but I'm not the one to date younger people..

When it was 15 before lunch ended I grabbed Jack from lunch to talk to him. "What's wrong?" He asked. "Jack I read your test and I can't help but feel like you wanted to direct that to me somehow?" I say. He sighs and looks at me with watery eyes kinda. "Look Elsa I know you don't like to date younger people and I understand but I was speaking from my heart, and yes I do love you but like I said it's hard not easy..." He explains not making eye contact with me. My eyes fill up with tears and I let them fall like raindrops in a storm, jack is the storm and I'm the raindrops... "Jack I..." I cry.

"Elsa please don't say anything because it's only gonna hurt worse if you try to explain..." He says walking away. Before he did I saw a tear run down his face, he tried to hide it though.

Days became weeks and weeks became months I didn't talk or even make eye contact with Jack... I loved him I was going to tell him but I just can't! I don't know why!!! I hate it, it's dragging me down into a dark pit! It was Saturday a few months until I go to New York City, my best friend Claire was over. "Ok Elsa I swear if you don't tell Jack now! I'm gonna kill you!" She says. "It doesn't matter Claire ok we haven't talked in months, it's over!" I say. "It's never over until you tell him!" She says mad. I ignored her, I didn't like talking about Jack anymore.... It was more like a burden then love sick if you ask me.. But that's just me I guess, Claire left mad I think and I sat on the couch watching tv wasting my time...

I got a phone call from my job in New York City. On Elsa's phone.

Elsa: hello?
Davis: hello Elsa this is Davis calling and I wanted to let you know that we need you to come in a week.
Elsa: of course.
Davis: good I'll see you then!
Elsa: yup bye!
Davis: bye.

I hang up and but my lip while I smile, I was so excited! I started packing right away, I was moving so fast I'm pretty sure I got most of my house packed in one night! I went to bed exhausted, I woke up to get to school. When my class was settled and quiet I had to make my announcement. "Ok so as most of you know I got a job offer in New York City and well they need me in a week so I'll be leaving sooner then expected. So anyhow I want you all to be vary nice to your new teacher you hear?" I explained. I looked at my class and saw Jack, his face was frozen in sadness and shock. I felt like crying, I think my eyes watered up to, ok a tear came down but I turned around.

JACKS POV

Elsa was leaving, I couldn't do anything to stop her.. I saw a tear but she turned away. After school I went to her house she was loading her moving truck with her friend Claire. She saw me and walked over to me shocked. "Jack what are you doing here?" She asked. "You can't leave!" I say. Claire walks over. "I totally agree Elsa I mean you do-" Elsa cuts her off. "Yes I have to go, my life my choice." She said. "Please Elsa don't go for Claire, for me!" I say. She freezes and looks at me, her eyes filled with tears about to pour down. "Jack I...I don't l.....love you!" She says. As embarrassing and awkward as it was I left more sad then ever, but when she wasn't looking I flew away.

My sadness turned to anger and anger turned into to fear... "Why does it have to be Elsa..." I say to myself. Memories of Elsa and I ran through my head over and over like a rewind button that can't stop.... I sat on a line in the night crying, Elsa was on my mind 24/7 and the heartbreaking sound of her voice saying she doesn't love me......

After that day I never saw, heard, thought about Elsa winters ever again....

A WEEK PASSES BY

ELSAS POV

Moving day arrives like a blink of an eye, I say goodbye to Claire and set off to New York City. First day driving was fine I guess, listening to music being excited to get there. Second day of driving was not fine, tired and cramped. Third and final day of driving was horrible! I was exhausted, miserable and I was cramping really bad.

I finally made it to my new apartment, I was the on the very top of the penthouse. The view of the city was amazing!

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