I was bored and decided to write so yeah.
Have a chapter :)

Previously

"Why are you wearing my shirt?"
I don't even bother to answer and grab a top and hoodie, walking into the bathroom and changing, then making my way back to him and handing him the shirt.
"I just asked why you had it on, but whatever."

That lily has done something to Ash.

And I hate it.

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I toss and turn, not able to get a wink of sleep.

Why can't you just fall asleep damnit!!

I sigh to myself as I lay there, my duvet laid messily over the weird position I'm in.

I look over to the other side of the room to see Ash staring at me, his urban eyes shining as the moonlight reflects into them.

I quickly look away hiding myself in the duvet. 

"Can't sleep hay?"
I glance over to him and silently nod.
"Cool."
He grunts and turns over, falling back into a slumber.

Well he's polite.

I sigh angrily as I turn over, waiting for the night to be over.

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I hear Ash get up from his bed and walk into the living room, so I use the time to grab my stuff and charge into the bathroom before he can talk to me.

Why is Ash acting like such a ball sack..

I groan groggily and I rub my eyes, my vision blurring.

Guess I'll just stay away from him.
He obviously wants that Lily and not me.

Why would Ash love me.
We never met in a special place for a special reason or anything.
Ash has no reason to fall for me, but he probably does for Lillie, I'm sure they were childhood friends or he saved her from dying or something.

What's the point in loving him anymore.

I get changed into a casual pair of clothes and throw an oversized hoodie over it, hiding the large bags under my eyes with a large amount of concealer and the hood of my hoodie.

I step out of the bathroom and watch as Ash slips on a shirt, looking at me afterwards.

"Serena."
I ignore the call of my name and walk past him, hiding my face in my jacket.

I don't want to speak to him.
Not after yesterday.

"Serena."
He speaks my name again but guess what?

I ignore him.

"Serena."
He says in a louder voice.
But once again I continue playing on my phone and...

Ignore him.

"Serena why are you ignoring me!?"
He shouts, the sudden noise making me flinch slightly.
"I-I don't want to talk to you Ash."
I mumble as I put my phone down, looking away from him.
"Serena I'm sorry ok. I don't want to get in any hate relationship with you, I just want to be friends. No more, no less. And I think we were getting too close, so I made some new friends ok."

I nod quietly as I feel my heart break in two.

I think I'm glad the heart doesn't make a sound when it breaks.
Or I would be in a lot of trouble.

"Thanks for understanding." "No problem."
I mumble, standing up and opening the door to our cabin.
"I'll be back later."
I whisper, closing the door behind me before Ash could even reply.

I hate his guts right now.
Flirting with me everyday and making me fall for him just so he could ditch me for flower girl.

I should've never trusted him.

I walk almost storm my way away from the cabin.

I'm gonna scare the shit out of him just for fun now.

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As I sit there thinking of ideas (because the last twenty ideas I've thought of all would've failed) I see Lillie (or my new nickname for her, petal face) walk into our cabin.

And that's when I feel pure anger rise.

I bet she's staying the night.
She couldn't be coming round to our cabin at nine o clock just to stay for a bit.

That little bastard.

I guess I get a night of sleeping outside.

Fun fun fun.

I sigh as my anger fades and turns into sadness.
Where's the old Ash gone.

The Ash I love.

I wipe the tears forming across my eyeslids and up, now making my way away from the camp to god knows where.

At least Ash is happy now.

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I turn on my phone to see 4% by the battery.

Welp.
Screw me.

It's only midnight and I've already walked around the campus five times.

I hear my stomach grumble as pain rushes through it.
Guess it's my fault that I haven't had a thing to eat today.

Wait no.
It's not my fault.
It's Ash's damn fault for kicking me out my own cabin!!

I groan as my phone starts to vibrate.
I pull it out my pocket just to see the caller ID saying Ash before my phone dies.

I grunt as I shove it back in my pocket.
Why would Ash care that I'm gone.

All he cares about is his ickle baby flower bitch.

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I let out a long sigh as my head throbs from lack of sleep and my stomach burns from lack of food.

Thankyou Ash for making me sit out here hungry, cold and tired.

God I feel like some animal.
Like a kitten that's just witnessed it's mother being run over and is now left alone on the cold and empty streets.

You'll thank me later for that beautiful picture I just put in your head.

Finally I hear louder talking as Petal face walks out, grinning at Ash with her horrible mouldy ass teeth.

Honestly, even my teeth are better than hers, and my teeth are manky af.

I see Ash walk out the cabin and meet eyes with me as I sit around ten metres away from the cabin.

I see him slowly walk up to me, a hint of worry on his face.

"How was your sleepover."
I say with no emotion, losing eye contact with it.
"Where were you last night Serena? Why weren't you answering your phone?"
I rub my eyes, struggling to keep awake.
"I was here and my phone died." "Why didn't you come in?" "Because I just would have ruined your time with Pe-Lillie."

That was a close one..
I almost just insulted Lillie in front of Ash's face...

"Ok. Well, she's not here anymore if you want to come in, you seem tired."

I'm a lot more than just damn tired.

"Ok."
I get up as the world shakes slightly, but I keep my balance and make my way inside, Ash just a bit behind me.

I look over to the sofa to see it covered in pillows and blankets.

I guess that's where they slept and watched movies or something.

I push my hoodie over my head and take a deep breath, holding in the pain.

Get over it Serena, he doesn't love you.

I walk into the bedroom but freeze as my eyes fixate on the bottles of beer spread around the floor.

Beer..
Calem always got extra violent when he drank..
He would always leave more marks..
And the smell was always left on my lips and on my skin..
I despise the smell..

"You ok?"
I hear Ash say and I quickly nod, quickly making my way over to my bed.

But the bed.
It wasn't made.
It was like someone just slept in it...

"Oh, sorry about that. Lillie slept in your bed."

I'm honestly going to kill this boy soon.