The alarm is blasting at 7:30 a.m. I roll over and hit the snooze button but my attempts at going back to sleep are unsuccessful.

After getting back from dropping Brie off yesterday I had lunch with Michael then we took a walk around Neverland. We also had dinner together. Since I have to lay around for a few days we stayed up playing monopoly. We finally went to our own rooms about 2 a.m.

Storm walked in, let me know breakfast was ready, and the doctor would be there soon. She gave me a pill that the doctor prescribed to calm my nerves for the procedure. Storm finally left and I eventually got up.

Michael came to my suite to get me. He led me down the hall to another room. Inside it was set up like a doctor's office. Michael instructed me to put on the gown that was set out for me before he left me in the room. I suddenly got nervous and a little terrified about the procedure. I was worried about how much it would hurt, what if I don't get pregnant, and what if I do something wrong to mess up the insemination.

Dr. Jacobs knocked and then entered slowly. Michael and a female nurse followed behind and closed the door. Dr. Jacobs introduced his assistant as Zoey. She gave a quick greeting. Dr. Jacobs explained what was going to take place and asked if I had questions. I shook my head but said "I'm nervous"

Michael came up to the exam table, rubbed my arm and said "I will be right outside the room if you need anything just call me."

I looked into his eyes and said "please stay."

Michael's point of view

She wants me to stay. I see fear in her eyes and I can't leave her. I grab her hand and hold it a little too tight. I said "I'm right here with you."

Dr. Jacobs got everything ready and said "Let's begin."

Dr. Jacobs instructed her what to do and explained what he was about to do. The whole time I faced Nicole and watched her facial expressions. This felt so intimate.

Dr. Jacobs said "This is the big moment."

She just nodded her head and looked at the ceiling. A second later she squeezed my hand. I squeezed back and rubbed her arm with my other hand. A tear welled up in her eyes and one fell down her cheek. I quickly brushed the tear away. This is killing me inside. I asked if she wanted to stop. Before she could answer Doc let us know he was done.

She had to lay there for a while before She could return to her suite. She smiled at me and said "I didn't mean to cry, I'm sorry"

All I could say was "Did it hurt bad?"

She explained the cramps she endured and was still having. I immediately asked doc to give her something to make her comfortable. He gave her a shot and told me to take her to bed before it made her sleepy. I helped her up and walked beside her all the way to the room.

She began to wobble a little when we got to her bed. Storm had made the bed so I helped her get under the covers. She smiled and said "Thank you."

She just did the most selfless thing a woman could do and she was thanking me. She was a special woman.

I told her to rest up. She mumbled stay. I patted her arm and insured her I would be back after I took care of Dr. Jacobs.

Nicole's point of view

I opened my eyes slowly. That shot worked fast and I was still a little woozy. I sat up slowly but something caught my eye. Michael was in the recliner sleeping so peacefully. I got a warm feeling inside. This man stayed with me even though I know he rather be somewhere else. I found a small blanket and covered him up.

After using the bathroom I got back in the bed to sleep off that medicine. I just watched Michael sleeping so peacefully until I passed out myself.

The next time I woke up to Michael tapping my shoulder, telling me to wake up and eat. Storm was standing at the end of the bed with a tray. Michael helped me get set up on a couple of pillows. Storm put a little tray on my lap with tomato soup and a grilled cheese sandwich. Michael told me to eat while he went to check on some things in the house.

When Michael came back he asked me what I wanted to do while on bed rest. The only thing I could think of was catch up on some of my favorite shows or watch movies.

I asked him what he had to do. He just smiled and said "Keep you company or sane."

Storm brought in some movies and helped Michael get settled in the recliner. We watched an older movie. The movie was very interesting and funny. Many times we would laugh about the same thing or make almost the same comment about a scene in the movie. Dinner came and we stayed in our places to watch another movie. Finally Michael stood and told me he needed to check on something. I took the time to use the bathroom and freshen up.

When Michael came back he got in his recliner to resume the movie. I watched him get restless or uncomfortable. This got annoying real fast so I asked him if he was ok.

He moved again and said "I'm a little stiff and trying to get in a comfortable spot."

I patted the bed and told him there was plenty of room on the other side.
He reluctantly got on the bed, on top of the covers.

We watched more movies, ate popcorn, laughed, and I shed a little tear. Sometime that night I dozed off on Michael. But I woke up around four for a bathroom break. Michael laid there on the other side of the bed looking angelic. He was on his side facing me, curls falling over his forehead. I got the throw blanket to cover him up. I covered him and I couldn't help it I kissed his cheek. Then I got on my side and drifted back to sleep, happy. I kissed Michael Jackson even if it was only on the cheek.