I could like to tell you something

On 24th August around 1:30 Pm I was coming from my stopage to home. On my stoppage it was only me and my senior who was a male. We both don't talk but he is nice

We both have different paths. I was going home when suddenly 2 - 3 boys come towards me . One of the comments ' where are you going alone . Come we will drop  you . Just 1 hour for payment. '  I start to walk faster but another one grab my bag and hug me tightly touching my chest in an inappropriate manner.  I was so scared and start screaming. I used my water bottle and hit on his head and start to run where my senior was going. I run towards him and I trip and accidentally hug him.  He don't say anything but was shocked. I was panting very badly.  He made me drank water but I refuse and I dont know why i hold his hand and start to run after few minutes we reach the park near my house. I finally calm down and he asked me what happen.  I was so scared that I don't utter any word and start to cry.

After few minutes I finally calm down and tell him everything. He made me drink water. He was ready to beat them but I refuse to as they are goons. He just sat near me and say ' come I will drop you home safely. You can trust me I will help you   Let's home'

I then go home just to welcome by a slap.  My senior has already drop me outside. When I ask my mother what happen.  She says that I was roaming outside with a boy like a slut I can't imagine she said that. She really said that i am slut ?? I finally tell her everything but she do. She just shh me saying " it happens. Don't you dare to tell anyone anything. It will just ruin their image."

Now what will people say it my problem on wearing . Literally I was only wearing my school. My mother just made me silent...

I just feel so disgusted.  I just couldn't say anything. This happens with me 2 days before  but I just couldn't forgot it. And I am even embarrass to face my senior. He is so sweet towards me but still. And yahh we are just friend as we talk sometimes as we have same path for  10 - 15 mins  then we separate and I even call him bhaiyaa   

My mother just shh me. I have no one to share . Even my brother is busy with his own personal life. I am so scared. At night I am not able to sleep.  This is so disturbing. It's an attempt to rape. I really want to raise voice but I am just too weak and my mother is not letting me raise my voice.

I just want to share it. Tommorow is my test ( internal ) but I am not able to concentrate. But i will study hard and ne independent that no one will be able to stop me protesting.

After sharing this I am feeling good.

Now I gotta go o study otherwise joonie will shave my eyebrow.

Byieeeeeee

See you after my exams