ok, this was originally a different story but I am putting it together.

I said good-bye to my family. Not my real family, thats where I was going. They wished me a Happy Birthady and I flew off. It broke my heart to know that I couldn't live here full time. I would miss my aunty and uncle, my cousins, and everything about this place. My Birthday was always 4 days before we had to go back to Hogwarts.

*Read the 1st book to find out more about Natasha*

As Pheonix, I flew over so much scenery and loved it. I knew that I wouldn't be seeing that for long. So I took a slight detour and went to a small holiday cottage in the Hills.

Seamus's holiday cottage. It was here so that on hogwarts holidays he could stay here without having to go all the way back to Ireland. I flew down and saw him standing in the garden fiddling with a small box.

I flew down to the back of the house so that he wouldn't see me. I crept around the front and up behind him. I rested my chin on his shoulder and he said "Mam, can you tie this for me" without looking up.

"If you insist, dear." I giggled. He finally tilted his head so he could see me. When he realised who I was he turned and grinned and pulled me into a hug.

"You couldn't wait another 5 day's?" He laughed. "Well fine then if you don't want me around then I guess i'll-" I said before Seamus's Mother came out and interupted me.

" Natasha my dear oh it's been so long since I'v seen you!! The last time I saw you was in Diagon Alley last year!!!" I smiled and she gave me a hug.

"Oh well Mrs Finngan I don't think Seamus want's me around so I guess I'll be going!!" She turned and scoweled at Seamus who was looking down at the ground.

"Besides," I began. "I have to go to the ministry in 2 days." Thats when Seamus looked up, and Mrs Finnigan gave me a look of disappointment.

 "No!!" I smiled. "You have it all wrong, I'm going to see the head of the education department. I have to collect the list of ingrediants that professor Snape will be needing for the stores."

She looked shocked but I continued. "It's my good behaviour check, If I get this job done well I'll be taken off probation."  She seemed happy after that. 

"As long as you have parents permission." She said. I hated it when people counted Lucias as my parent but seriously, he's not my Dad.

I smiled and said, "Good-bye Mrs Finnigan, see you at platform 9 and 3 quarters." I began to walk and I could hear Seamus following me.

I knew why, his Mother didn't know that I was his girlfriend. She just knew me as one of his everyday friends.

After we had gotten over the hill in the field he spun me around and kissed me. "Of course I want you around," he said winking at me.

I gigled and got out of his grip and ran. He chased after me but I formed into pheonix and flew up into a big oak tree in the middle of the field.

I tranformed and he climbed up next to me. I hitched up my knee to my chin and let my other leg dangling of the branch.

"Here," he said, handing me the small box.

I began to untie the ribbon and he noticed I was wearing the ring he gave me last year. It had a flower on it that was made of purple love hearts.

He took my hand and placed it on his, we both smiled at each other. "Open it," he said. I did, in it was a beautiful gold chain necklace with a purple pendant.

On either sides of the pendant were 2 animal faces. One side had the Mouse and Black Lab. The other had the Cat and Pheonix. 

 I was about to say thankyou but we heard Seamus's Mum calling him. He looked at me with a blank expression, then grinned, then laughed then jumped out of the tree. He turned and looked up.

"For once I'm leaving you confused." He grinned. I thought about this quickly before he left. "No your not!!" I said through an evil smile. I quickly changed form and flew off. HaHaHa, oh wait, he just gave me a gift.

I looked back and he was walking off sulkily. Then the thought came back into my mind. I had to go back to my Mothers house again.

**Malfoy Manor**

I came through the door and went up to my room and passed Draco leaning up against his door frame. "Been with your boyfriend again," he said.

 I was about to answer him when I heard my Mother. She was always kind and loving towards me, my Mother.

"What Boyfriend," she smiled. At that moment Lucias came up behing her. "Yes, what boyfriend." he said. "Her boyfriend, the halfblood." Draco teased.

I turned and gave him and icey cold glare. "Well atleast I'm still a virgin!!" I screamed, oh crap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He's so going to hate me!!!!!

The look on his face was priceless though!!!! I turned around to see my parents giving him a very disapproved look. "You know, I fancy that necklace," he scowled and ran at me like he was going to take it.

 I dodged him and he ran into Lucias instead. Without hesitation he got up and ran at me again. Fortunatly, because of my smallness in weight, I was much quicker.

I managed to get into my room and lock the door before he could come in after me. "I'v got all day you blood traitor!!!!!!!!!!!!!" He yelled at my door. "Draco!!!!" I heard my Mother yell.

 "How dare you call your sister such a horrible name!! Lucias tell him!!" "Well she is dating a halfblood" He said slyly. "But Draco you shouldn't call your sister such a horibble name." he said.

"IIIIII"""""MMM NNNNNOOOOOOOTTTTT HHHHHHHIIIIIIIISSSSSSSS SSSSSIIIIIISSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I screamed in Draco's direction, as now my head was out of my door, my eyes literally on fire.

I slammed my door shut and buried myself in a charms book.

*The Next Day*

I woke to a book on my face, and a tapping on my door.

 I took the necklace off and the ring, just incase it was Malfoy playing a trick on me. I cautiously opened the door. My Mother was there.

She asked me "Can I come in?" I opened the door full and saw Malfoy running up the stairs and I glared at him, but he didn't glare back.

"Are you really going out with a halfblood?" she asked. I looked behind me and out my door to make sure that no one was listening.

"It's ok," she said. "Lucias isn't here." I sighed and replied to her nervously, "Yes," . She smiled and broke the bad news to me.

"I need you and Draco to go out for the day, there are some visitors coming over and you to can't be here when they are." I already knew who 'they' were.

I sighed and was about to argue my case when my Mother called for Draco. I folded my arm's and sighed. He walked in and was rubbing the back of his neck.

"Natasha I'm sorry for calling you a blood-traitor, there's nothing wrong with dating a half blood." He said. "Natasha, don't you have something to say to Draco??"

I looked at him, he had that stupid smirk on his face, I looked at my Mother and she had a look of plead in her expression.

"Drrraco I-I am S-s-s-sorry that I ratted you about you not being a virgin." The words made me shudder.

I watched as my Mother went over to my desk and looked at the necklace. "Did he give these to you?" She smiled. I nodded with a blank expression.

"I need.......I kinda have to tell you something...o-or show you something." I went to my bed and pulled my extension charmed bag out of the side draw. I put my hand in and slipped out my broken wand.

My Mother's expression was kind of shocked and relieved. "Well now you have another thing on your school list, which is why you both are going to Diagon Alley today, infact, 1 hour, come on!!! Get ready!!

 she laughed nervously. I had a quick shower and put on my usual leggings with denim shorts over them and a plain red top with a black and white striped jacket.

I came down stairs and rolled my eyes at my brother who had his uaual black suit on pfffffft loser. We used floo powder to get to Diagon Alley.

*Diagon Alley*

I dragged Draco to Ollivanders and got a wand made of Elm tree wood. It had a core of Griffin feather string. We then went to get our fifth year books when we ran into that bitch Parkinson.

"Draaaaakkkkkyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" She squealed, God I hope I never do that to Seamus. She threw her arms around my brother and I smirked at him and he glared at me.

She began making-out with him and and some people were immitating vomit. I grabbed Draco's arm and punched Pansy smack in the nose.

She ran off crying and Draco turned to me. I expected to be hit or screamed at but no, he said "Thanks," I seamed shocked but didn't show it. I just shrugged. We paid for the books and still had 2 hours to kill.

As we walked down the busy market I saw the Daily Prophet

I really just wanted to wonder and be free of Draco. "I'll make you a deal," I said. "I'm listening" he began.

"If I walk that way," I said pointing in a direction. "You go that way" I finished pointing the other way.

"Fine," he said. "Fine" I said. "Meet me back her in 1 hour and 45 minutes." and with that, we went in different directions.

I turned around the corner and saw Seamus.

I saw him, doing what last year he promissed me what he wouldn't do.

Once again he broke my heart.

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