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Mukta POV

I was feeling tired to get up after fulfilling his untamed desires. I didn't know how but eventually i started to realize that my feelings were starting to change. I didn't know if this was right or wrong but since he came back in my life, i couldn't resist him.... i loathed the idea of being with him... i hated his touch but i couldn't resist him... or i said... i never protest strongly against him. I always surrendered myself easily  to him. My subconscious mind always wanted him.

In my 26 years of life... i had never a boyfriend or any kind of romantic relationship with opposite gender apart from him. Why ? When i was young little girl I always thought him as my hero... my father told me that one day Arjun would be my life partner... i didn't use to understand the meaning of life partner that time but i didn't know if it was infatuation or what but Arjun's name stamped on my mind. He was first ever friend since my birth but he left me when i was 5 years... my father used to told me the stories about his sweet and calm nature. I didn't saw him after that ever. I had only vivid memory of how he looked when he left me... i had some of his picture where he was with me but in those he was so young... i couldn't recognize him by those pictures... i always thought if i did something terrible mistake so i always used to sent him a sorry cards for some eary years on his every birthday and i used to wait for my polite and sweet Arjun always.... but he never came... i started to forget about him.... i had my friends in my teenage... everything was so beautiful or different untill that day...

On that dreadful day when instead of a sweet and caring boy... a monster beast came in my life to create havoc... i didn't know who was him? I couldn't believe that he was same Arjun Verma..
He couldn't be my childhood friend... he wasn't my friend but as he also said he was my arch enemy. He killed my father and molested me... he forcefully got married to me... i hated him... he was filthy... he didn't care about me and my feelings. He mocked on my helplessness. He wanted to kill me or i wanted to kill him also...

I ran away from the monster not from my Arjun. My Arjun was still lost and i wanted to search him... my Arjun could never done that with me. In last 10 years i never remembered my father but i always thought about my Arjun... i was secretly hoping that one day i would find him but now i knew i was living in illusion because he came back in my life and snatched my dignity, my respect in brutal way. He was my Arjun who robbed me every moment since then.

In this whole week... i understood only thing that i submitted myself to him not because of Nooria but due to me... Nooria was just an excuse... i wanted to be with him that's why i didn't opposed him. I didn't know if he cared about me or not but i cared for him still after all the mess in my life. I couldn't move on from my childhood love. I was pathetic but i still loved him with so much hate and broken self respect.

If i didn't love him then why everytime he touched me... i felt fireflies in my body. His touch soothed my bruised soul. I wanted to be in his arms for eternity. I didn't ever try to jerk him away in our hot sessions. Even i started to enjoy to be in his arms instead of all my mental agony and conflicts. Was i falling in love with him again? It hurt me when he threw me out from his room. It made me satisfied when i found myself in his bed in next morning.

I felt uncomfortable happiness when he  called me in his office through his assistant. I was uncertain about the things but i still came to meet him not because of fear but i wanted to come and saw his world. I wanted to know about him. I wanted my sweet Arjun back. I left startled when he expressed his desire in again a brutal and unemotional way. I was reluctant to do because of my cautious mind but once again the devil captured me in his insane world.

His wildness made me weak. He didn't want to know about the feelings because it was evident that he only wanted my body. I wanted to hear his soothing words but he only craved for lust between us. I realized with each and every time that my body was turning in his weakness. He wanted to ravish me and i wanted his heart. I knew it was impossible for me. I was not his desire but only his obsession.

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So friends i know it is very short chapter but i only could manage it because of my tight schedule now days.
I promise i will give next chapter a long one...

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