Mukta POV
After wild but sensuous sex, he left me and fell on the bed.... i looked his face... he was taking deep breaths and i knew he was preparing to tell me anything harsh... but i decided to beat him in his game so i hugged him tightly... he was left off guard on my sudden intrusion... but in next moment he pulled the covers on us....

He was looking confused... i snuggled more into him and whispered slowly that he himself was my punishment...

I was in his arms who tainted me... i submitted myself to the devil... although i was feeling disgusting in his arms but still i surrendered my dignity to him... i knew right now i was looking like most confused person on the earth... at one point i claimed to hate him but now i was enjoying his proximity... yes i am enjoying because i had understood that i had equally right to feel those moments... what if he was the most cruel person but he could fulfill my needs... when he could make me wet and helpless then i could take him for my pleasure.

I was fighting the inner battle since he forced me... he raped me that night... i couldn't fight with him and this was the clear fact... he was way stronger than me in everything.... i tried to fight back but he knew my weakness... Nooria my sister... my other weakness was my fear against him... yes he always scared me since the time he found me... he made me insane.... whenever he touched me, whenever he looked me i got scared.... because till yesterday i was a mare girl who cared for her name... who feared by society... who cared about good and bad deed...

I was feeling trapped between my fear, my guilt, my hate, my anger... that was the most dreadful moment for me when i found myself again in devil hell.... his house made me remember the most scary memories of mine... i didn't want to enter again in the hell but he dragged me.... i was feeling helpless like i was 10 years back.... i was jam on my place but when Nooria face came in my view i instantly walked inside .... i had to save her from him.... what if i had to sacrifice myself... what if i had to forget my values...

With each step in his house i made a promise to myself that i would not let him enjoy my pain... i would never show him my broken self.... if he could find his joy in my body then i should also unleash my desire... i took a oath on my robed dignity....
"I will find the physical pleasure with him... i will not let him win in his game... i will not feel guilty but it will be him... i will not try to escape from here but this time he will himself threw me out from his life... this time he cannot control me... he want my body... i will give him.... i will make myself his weakness..."

That's why i responded to his every touch... my mind was in peace but right now he was confused... i knew he was feeling strange with my changed behavior... but i was really changed from timid to confident... even i was shocked on my new found confidence... today i realized how a moment could change a person in blink... whrn i stepped in his home that was the change moment for me....

He was confident that he could punish me but what he didn't know that i turned his punishment into my pleasure.... if he could play with me... i could play with him... and today i played... i explored my inhibitions... i jerked away my forbidden feelings... i enjoyed my needs... my craving... i was his wife according to him then it was right to act equally in his game...

We were living a lie... this marriage was sham and i knew that someday this bubble had to be burst but till then... we both could live it fully... we were very toxic for each other yet he wanted to be close then why should i resist...

He was giving me brutal kiss... it was very poisonous but i started to enjoy that because if i had to die in anyway then i should enjoy those moments fully in his arms.... he was my forbidden fruit whom i could enjoy till my death...

We were not true lovers but we were soulmates because our hate had bound us in strong relationship. I heard somewhere that marriage was the relationship of seven birth... so if he had to be my husband for seven birth so he was my soulmate... despite of our hate we were incomplete without each other...

Soon sleep caught me jerking my all thoughts away. I looked him with my half opened eyes... he was still awake... i held him like my pillow... his warmth was giving me undefined pleasure and i drifted in sleep while feeling his up and down breathing... his heartbeat became the lullaby for me...

But soon i started to feel cold... and i felt silence suddenly... where was the music of his heartbeats... was he dead.... i opened my eyes and found myself all alone in the bed... he was not there beside me but infront of me staring me if wanted to burn me alive....

After some moments, i heard his deep but angry voice,
"Get the hell out of my room... go and sleep in Nooria room..."

What the fuck he wanted now... he disturbed my sleep just for that... i responded in irritated voice,
"Why should i go there... i am perfectly fine here... let me sleep...." i closed my eyes and muttered under my breath,

"Devil.... "

He gave me deadly look and spoke in venomous tone,
" i don't like anyone in my room after fucking... just get up and go... " he jerked my hand with jolt...

I fell back on the bed and sighed. After some moments i went to washroom and cleaned myself... i removed his every touch and wore my clothes. I came out from the room and walked in corridor... he insulted me in middle of the night... made me feel if i was his cheap whore. I was fuming in anger and set on the floor near his door.

If he could insult me... i could also make him humiliated... i slept there because i purposely wanted to be found on the floor by his staff next morning... he called me his wife so he had to answer for the taunts he will receive tomorrow... he humiliated me now i will humiliate him at every step in my way...

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