I couldn't believe my ears. Tobias wanted me to fuck him?

I've been thinking about this moment forever. As much as I really really (I mean, really really) love him fucking me, I have always wondered what it'd feel like to be inside of him.

I've always been told I'm good in bed but now a rush of nervousness flooded over me.

Tobias, hesitated, looking over my face. "Unless...unless you don't want to." He said, shifting slightly.

"No, it's not that," I said cupping his face with my hands to force him to look me in the eyes. "I swear, I want to fuck you so badly. I can't even breathe sometimes just thinking about it."

He thought this was funny which made me calm down a bit.

"Oh," He said looking down sheepishly.

"I just," I dropped my hands to my lap. "I want it to be really good for you. I know this must've taken a lot of courage to open yourself up to me like this. I just want it to be right." I admitted.

He bit his lip, thinking over what I said.

"He never..." Tobias breathed in. "entered me. In any way." He shook his head.

"No?" I've always wondered but didn't want to ask. I loved Tobias and all the trauma that came with it. I never wanted him to feel like he had to tell me before he was ready.

"No. He um...use to, taunt me. Make fun of me. While he would...do certain things to himself..." Tobias took a big breath in, shaking his head like he was fighting against feeling embarrassed and pissed off. "He'd make me sit there and watch him while he would say the worst things about me. He got off on it, I guess. He got off on making me feel so horrible about myself." Tobias gritted his teeth.

"Hey." I pulled his face back to look at me. "Fuck him. Fuck him for what he did to you. You didn't deserve that." I said, looking him right in the eyes.

His furrowed eyebrows relaxed in my touch. He leaned into my touch, closing his eyes. "My therapist said I should confront what he did to me head on."

"Is that why you want to do this tonight?" I asked.

Tobias opened his eyes. "What? No way. This has nothing to do with him. I just..." He took a big breath in. "I wanted you to know that when I told you I was a virgin – I meant it. This is my first time...doing this." He bit his lip. "If you're nervous...we can be nervous, together."

How did he make the sweetest things sound so sexy?

"I want it to feel good for you," I said, rubbing my hands up and down his thighs.

"I know it will." He gripped the bottom of his shirt with his hands and lifted them up to flip his shirt up and over his head. His body stretched out in front of me as he laid down on the blankets, slipping off his pants and tossing them to the side.

I watched as a very naked Tobias lay there on the bed, ready for me.

"Holy shit." I couldn't help but say out loud. He looked like a mystical being lounging in his bed of silk sheets. Of course, instead of silks, it was a small mountain of different colored blankets.

"Baby," He called over to me, pulling me back into the present moment. He propped himself up on his elbows and looked over at me with a knowing smirk. "Get naked for me."

I gulped. I dropped my blanket hanging on my shoulders on the floor. I gripped the back of the neck of my hoodie and lifted it and my t-shirt underneath up and over my head.

"Slower." He hummed. I loved it when he was confident enough to tell me what to do. He does it more and more and it drives me insane. I think he knows that though, judging by the smirk on his face that still hasn't left.

I slowly unzipped my pants zipper, revealing my v-lines little by little, which I know he loves, and dropped my pants to my ankles with a gentle thud to the ground, revealing my black Calvin Klein boxers.

Tobias let out a small grunt. "This is excruciating." He laughed, covering his face with his hands.

I couldn't help but smile. "You want me over there, huh?" I asked. His nose flared and I swear I heard a low growl from the back of his throat. He was getting restless and I love the way he looks when he's needy.

I relished the feeling of his eyes on me. I could see the hunger in his darkened eyes from here. Who knew they could get any bluer than they already were? They looked dark like the ocean as he stared over at me.

Tobias laid back, one arm propping his head up to watch me and the other arm moving his hand down his stomach until his fingertips lightly grazed back and forth over his dick.

I couldn't help but bite my lip as I watched his dick strengthen underneath his touch.

The sight was one to behold. My body was starting to feel like it might combust if I didn't touch him soon.

Finally caving, I slipped my thumbs into my boxers, slipping them down and revealing my raging boner.

"Elijah" Tobias breathed my name. His eyebrows relaxed on his face as he took in my naked body.

"Yes, Tobias?" I smirked, wrapping my hand around my shaft and slowly walking closer to him.

"I—" I watched his Adams Apple dip low in his throat as I walked over to the cot. "I'm getting nervous." He hesitated. I lowered to my knees on the cot and slowly crawled up beside him until my head reached his. I turned on my side and propped my elbow up on the cot so I could lean my head up with my hand.

"What if..." I left my free hand drop to his chest, lightly grazing my fingers over his pecs and trailing down his abs and back up. "We do it together? Would that make you feel more comfortable?" I asked, getting lower with my touch every time my fingers passed over his stomach.

He bit his lip, closing his eyes. "Yeah, I like the sound of that." He nodded.

I reached over his body and grabbed the bottle of lube that I had stuffed under the mattress on his side earlier. Pouring some on my fingertips, I looked him over. He was looking at me curiously.

"We can start slow. Together. You can tell me if you feel uncomfortable and we can immediately stop. Okay?" I asked. Tobias licked his lips and shifted his body to lean towards me too. We were now facing each other on the cot.

I looked at his gorgeous body. He looked stunning as ever in the candlelight.

"Okay. That sounds good." He said.

I smiled. "Good." I leaned in and softly pressed my lips to his. Our bodies were so close, I could feel the heat radiating off of him which made my whole body light up. "Give me your hand," I said breathlessly as we broke our lips apart for air.

He quickly obliged, giving me his one hand that was resting on my hip. I tipped the bottle to disperse a healthy amount onto his fingertips.

"Okay good," I leaned back, throwing my hand around his shoulder. He copied my movement so we could be as close as possible, with nothing in between us. He shuffled in close to me, tangling his right leg with my left. "Lift your leg for me." He followed my orders perfectly which made me shiver with need. He propped up his left leg on the bed, his foot resting on the cot, and I did the same with my right leaving us both open and ready.

"I want you to relax and breathe with me. Can you do that for me?" I asked, looking him in the eyes.

He looked down at my lips, leaning his forehead on mine. "Yes. I can do that." He nodded.

"Good boy." I smirked, lightly placing my hand around his shaft and running it slowly up to his tip. He hissed out a pleasurable sound as the sudden touch made his whole body shudder underneath my touch.

I rested the palm of my hand on the tip of his dick and tilted my hand around in a circle slowly to tease him. The sensation of this always drives him wild. He tilted his head back and closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling.

"Copy me, baby," I whispered. He got the message and started doing the same thing to me. I bucked my hips as soon as he touched me. A wave of pleasure passed through me as his slippery, warm hand touched my tip. "Yes, baby. Just like that." I moaned, passing my hand back down his shaft, all the way to his base and back up.

He opened his hips a little more which made me happy to see. I did the same with mine. "Okay, start to move lower." I urged.

He nodded his head, leaning it back onto my forehead as he drifted his fingertips further down around my balls and back up.

I massaged his balls between my fingers before passing back up and moaned when he did the same to me.

"That feels good, Elijah." Tobias swallowed.

"Yeah, it really does. Keep going." I moaned as he did it again. Feeling his big, muscular hands grasp and massage my balls was incredible. I felt his firm grip around my shaft and his gentle tug as he brought his hand up and back down.

"Use your fingers to go lower behind my balls. Like this—" I leaned down to drift my fingers lightly behind his sack. I could feel the warmth of his crack and sloped my fingers between his cheeks until I managed to feel the outline of his beautiful hole. "There it is." I breathed.

Tobias leaned closer to me too, his chin now on my shoulder as he navigated down my balls, behind my sack and I could feel his fingers probing for my entrance.

"You know how to do this part, baby. Open me up." I panted. This slow buildup was driving me insane. My body felt so weak to his touch. But taking my time is going to pay off once I feel his beautiful body around my dick.

I bit into his shoulder as he started making glorious circles with his pointer finger with my hole to wake up my senses.

"Yes, just like that." I moaned before sucking on his shoulder again. He was going to have a hickey tomorrow morning but that's alright. Something tells me he's going to love it.

I rubbed my fingertip gently over his rim. I could feel his body tense up against my body. "Breathe, baby. Let yourself feel good." I whispered. I kissed him on the cheek to encourage him.

Tobias looked at my eyes and then back down to my lips.

"Maybe if you...kiss me for a while. It'll ease my nerves." He breathed.

The side of my mouth curled up into a smile. "Yeah, I like that idea." I softly pressed my lips against his mouth. Tobias opened up his lips to me, reaching in with his tongue to meet mine. He tasted so damn good, all of the time. Like freshly baked sugar cookies on Christmas morning.

I have a little bit of pressure on my finger, allowing myself just the tip into his body. He moaned into my mouth as he gripped my shoulder, moving me closer to him.

"There you go. You're going so good." I breathed, nudging my finger in more and slipping it slightly out again.

He was doing the same thing to me which felt tremendous. I have way more practice so he was slipping in a little easier than I was for him.

I went in for another kiss, this time more forcefully. Our tongues were getting sloppy as we fought for dominance in our mouths. Tobias pushed his fingers harder into me which broke through my rings and brushed against my sweet spot.

"Oh fuck." I moaned, feeling his fingers curl into me. I tried to steady my thoughts and focus on his pleasure but he was doing a great job drawing out my impending orgasm.

No. I have to focus.

I was on a mission to find his G-spot. I want him to feel that sweet rush of pleasure like he always makes me feel.

"You feel..." Tobias's eyelids flickered shut, his lips parting open.

"Tell me, baby." I begged.

Our mouths hovered over each other. I grazed my lips against his.

"You feel amazing." He smiled into my mouth before kissing me breathlessly.

I would jump for joy if this didn't feel so damn good.

I slipped my finger in more, curling it towards me. I was down to my knuckle now which was fantastic work for his first time.

I kissed him on the neck before licking and biting him gently.

"Oh, fuck! What was that?!" He moaned, bucking his hips into my hand. I could feel his dick twitch against my stomach. I lit up. Seeing his body react to that — I'm going to be chasing that high forever.

"You want me to keep going?" I breathed before passing my fingers again in the same spot.

"Yes! Right there. God, yes." He moaned, leaning his back against the cot.

I slipped my middle finger beside my pointer as I pushed it back in and out. He widened his legs to accept more.

"I can't believe you're doing so well." I kissed his cheek, and then his chin, and then his chest.

He was starting to rock his hips back and forth into my hand which was a great sign.

A really great sign.

"More. Elijah. I want more." He moaned, eyes shut and raising his hips for me.

His urgency was making me dizzy with need. I can't believe how easily he's taking my fingers.

"Look at you. If only you could see how beautiful you look right now." I kissed his chest again. Tobias had slipped his fingers out of me and was now mindlessly running his fingers up and down his body, grazing his nipples, and rubbing down his chest and stomach and back up again.

I propped my hand up beside his head so I could get into a better position to hover over him.

"You ready to feel something really crazy?" I smiled down at him.

He opened his hazy eyes to look at me and slowly nodded his head.

I bit my lip with excitement before shifting down between his legs. I opened my mouth and licked around my fingers that were pulsing in and out of him, making sure to apply pressure with my tongue.

"Oh, holy fuck." He moaned, opening wider as I flicked my tongue around my fingers.

Moving up my mouth, I sucked his taint slowly before filling my mouth with each of his balls. Back and forth I sucked and massaged each of his balls with my whole mouth. He squirmed underneath me, his lower stomach raising and falling with short breaths.

I slipped in a third finger and watched as his hips bucked with the fullness. His hands instinctively rested on the back of my head. His fingers softly tangled themselves in my hair as he gently guided my face deeper into his ass.

"Elijah," He whimpered. "I can't...I won't be able to hold on... this feels so fucking good."

His hips were grinding back and forth now at the same time as my fingers slid back and forth inside of him.

"Thats okay." I took in a breath of air as I lifted myself up to sit back on my heels. "One second in this tight ass and I can't promise you I'm going to last long at all."

Tobias smiled up at me as I fixed my hair off of my face. Licking my lips, I tried to catch my breath.

"My dick is going to feel bigger than my fingers. Brace yourself, okay? I'll go slow." I scanned his face for nerves but now all I could see is his flushed face, swollen lips, and love-drunk eyes.

"I need you to fuck me, Elijah." He begged, squirming beneath me. "I can't wait anymore."

My lips parted open. Tobias begging for me will never cease to amaze me.

I stroked my throbbing dick a couple of times with my slick, lubed-up hand and positioned my tip at his entrance.

I slipped my tip in, watching his face to see any kind of distress. When there wasn't any, I proceeded, pushing past the first ring of tension. Tobias hissed, which caused me to brace myself.

"You okay?" I panted.

He licked his lips and tossed me a charming smile. "I'm trying not to come." He laughed.

I smiled back. "Me too."

I leaned in so that I could be closer to him, placing both my hands on either side of him. Tobias grabbed the back of my neck, clasping his fingers together to hold me close.

Tilting my hips, I tried again. This time, sliding out slightly before sliding back in.

"Mmmm, I like that." Tobias panted. I looked at him underneath me, eyes drifting shut. I grabbed his chin.

"Look at me, baby." I breathed over his lips.

He opened his eyes and connected them with mine. I rubbed his cheek with my hand. "You're such a good boy." I kissed him gently. "How'd I get so lucky?" I said, biting his lower lip softly.

He whimpered into my mouth, the sound sending a shock of pleasure straight to my dick.

I pushed in again, this time the base of my dick hitting his ass. I was in.

We both let out soft moans. I was in Tobias Voss, holy shit.

I this second to get adjusted. "You feel so damn tight, Tobias." I panted. "It feels like your ass is going to snap my dick in two." I laughed into the crook of his neck.

He laughed back, bringing me closer in for a kiss. "If you don't start moving, I will."

I didn't need him to tell me twice. I bit my lip. This was going to be good.

I brought my hips back and lunged my dick deep inside of him.

"Oh fuck!" He moaned out.

I liked the sound of that. I did it again, and again, soaking up every single euphoric sound slipping out from his lips.

Tobias felt incredibly wrapped around my dick. Even more so than I imagined. "I'm so proud of you. Look at you." I rubbed my hands up and down his chest, holding on while I thrust into him. He arched his back, throwing his head back into the cot.

He reached his arms out to me and I grabbed his wrist as I sat up. Tobias quickly scrambled to sit on my lap as I stretched my legs out behind him.

I looked up at him amazed as he positioned my dick back inside of him from behind. "Holy shit." I panted. Tobias slipped himself back onto me, holding on to me tightly as he lowered to his knees. We were chest to chest now, him sitting a little higher than me.

"Take control, baby. I'm all yours." I moaned, grabbing his ass in my hands. I looked up at him as he looked down at me. His blue eyes dark, blonde hair hung damp in front of his face.

I held on tight as he rested his hands on my shoulders, fucking himself on me. The feeling of him repeatedly squeezing my dick with his tight hole was incredible. I never wanted this to end.

He caught my mouth with his, hypnotizing me with his demanding tongue. He went right back to tangling his fingers into my hair, drawing me close as I thrust into him. Our hums and moans fill the air.

"Holy fuck, Elijah. This feels so fucking good." He panted. I brushed some of his hair back off of his face.

"You're doing so f-fucking well, baby." I was losing it. These sensations were too much. Elijah's whole body surrounding me in every single way was so much to handle. Too much.

I leaned forward to make Tobias fall back onto his back. Spreading his legs back out to either side of me, I grabbed the backs of his thighs and started thrusting away.

"Elijah, I'm gonna–" Tobias gripped his thick dick in his hand and started pumping it with determination. I swiped his hand away.

"You're going to come from my dick and my dick alone." I panted, swinging my hips.

"Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck." Tobias moaned, arching his back and slightly lifting his hips up to the pleasure.

"Atta boy." I breathed. The sight of his beautiful face made my balls tense up, my feet curl behind me, and next thing you know, I'm seeing stars. My dick pulsed inside of his ass and I felt like I was floating.

Tobias squirmed beneath me, tilting his hips to help me ride out my orgasm.

"Let it out, baby." He breathed. I let my body fall on top of his as I came down from that high.

He rubbed my back gently, before turning me over and placing me gently on the cot.

I watched in a daze as he reached behind him before crowding over top of me and smoothing in what I can only assume was some of my come, onto my hole.

"Please, Tobias." I breathed. He grabbed his shaft and tipped it until he was breaching my entrance.

I closed my eyes and breathed out as he slowly entered me. Slipping in and out. He stopped for a second to pull out the lube again, drizzling some more on my entrance.

"Mmmm, there you go." He moaned, plunging in deeper. I was so relaxed, this is probably the easiest he's ever slipped inside of me.

"Holy shit." I moaned, my eyes rolling back. Just when I thought this couldn't get any better. It's like he's drawing out my orgasm forever.

"Your body was made for me." He gripped the sheets beside my head. I could feel his body trembling around me. I wasn't going to last very long.

I wrapped my legs around his waist, tilting my lower half upwards to meet his thrusts.

"Yes, baby." He groaned. He lifted his head to watch my face. His gorgeous hazy eyes took in my face.

"You're so perfect." I gripped his jaw in my hands. "I'm all fucking yours, Tobias. Take what you want." I moaned. His thrusts deepened and his pace sped up. I could tell he wasn't holding back.

Every moment he twisted his hips, he brushed my prostate so perfectly. I tried to hold back a whimper.

"Don't hold back. Let me hear you." Tobias, lightly placed his hand around my neck making sure not to hurt me but giving me the feeling he meant what he said. His dominance sent a wave of pleasure through my whole body and straight to my dick, waking it back up again.

Holy shit, I'm never getting tired of this man. 

"It feels too good." I whimpered.

"How good?" Tobias panted over me. He looked so hungry for my body. He moved his hands around my waist, gripping it so tightly as he crashed into me over and over again.

"So fucking good. You're going to make me come again." I grabbed at the sheets to try and steady myself. My second orgasm was building and it was building fast.

"Don't hold back. Come with me." His voice wavered. I nodded my head quickly.

He pounded his hips into me a couple more times, his grip around me tensing so hard I'm definitely going to have bruises.

"Now, Elijah." He called out. As if on command, my body tensed and a second wave of ecstasy tipped over me. I felt like my body wasn't my own. I was completely removed and present all at the same time.

Everything around me went white as I tightened around his dick. I felt his come spurting inside of me, filling me up even more until it was dripping around him.

I felt his come seep out of me as he pushed himself back in and out a few more times. Slowly, he came crashing down from his own orgasm. His body quivering around me.

"Holy shit." He laid down on top of my body, his head immediately nuzzling into my neck.

"I can't believe how amazing sex is with you." I blurted out loud. I felt my cheeks grow hot.

"It's amazing because we have the right partner." he squeezed his arms around my body. He was so warm and I felt so safe. I could lay here forever. And yes, I'm including his dick still being in my ass in that arrangement.

"I can go grab us things to clean up." He breathed.

"I'm supposed to be taking care of you, not the other way around." I laughed. "I brought supplies so we don't have to go back down," I said, my voice muffled as I sunk my face into his hair.

"Mmm, and do you want to grab them or should we lay here for as long as possible?"

"Mmmm, let's definitely lay here for as long as possible." I smiled before kissing him softly.

"You read my mind." He hummed, squeezing me even tighter.

"So? Are you a certified bottom now?" I asked, nuzzling my face into his neck, breathing in his glorious scent.

"I loved it." He smiled.

"Oh no. Did I just lose my position?" I looked at him, shocked. I wanted him to enjoy it but I didn't want to lose my spot. Getting fucked by Tobias is something I never want to lose.

He smiled softly at me. "How about most times I'm on top...but, sometimes...we flip?"

I beamed. "I like the sound of that." I snatched a kiss from his lips.