Daniel's P.O.V.

"See you tomorrow, Mister Preda," Joey says as he slams my door and walks to the front door of his house. I slam my hand on a stearing wheel and whisper something. I don't yell it because if Joey knew it would break me even more, "I love you. I love you I-I love you," I repeat this until it only sounds like a faint cry. I pull out of his driveway and start the treck to my house. And then my thoughts take over.

You hurt Joey pretty bad. I bet he won't take you back. And if he does he will end up leaving you. Look at you. You're a worthless piece of shit. Who could love you? Your own parents don't even love you so how could you expect anyone else to? Joey could do way better than you. He could have anyone he wanted. Including that Ricky guy. I am sure he could treat Joey way better than you could ever imagine you could.

I pull into my driveway and walk to my front door. I can't see the key hole. Not because it is dark, although I am sure the lighting could have been better, it is because of the tears clouding my vision. I eventually open the door and the memories of this weekend flood my mind. Me and Joey, cuddling, eating, laughing, watching TV, kissing, and just talking. Why do I always screw things up? Joey's last sentence keeps running through my mind. "See you tomorrow, Mister Preda." It is as if my own mind is mocking me, trying to remind me of how I possibly just lost the best thing that ever happened to me. How could I have been so insensitive? Luckily Joey and I have the after-school tutoring. I guess we can talk then... SHIT. Colleen and Josh are there on Mondays. How am I supposed to talk to him one on one? I guess I will just have to see if he will stay a little later so I can hopefully apologize and get him to accept it. God I hope I don't loose him. He is the best thing to ever enter my life.

And after that last thought, my mind went blank. I feared that if I keep talking about it, I may drown in my own thoughts. Instead I sit there with my eyes open all night crying. That is not an exageration. I had my eyes open crying from the time I layed down in my bed to the time my alarm clock went off. And believe me, I could have stayed there many more hours. My face showed how sleep deprived I was. But instead of worrying any further, I got ready for work.

Today is going to be a hell of a day...

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Authors Note:
If you haven't checked out 'The Silver Lining' yet I would greatly appreciate it if you did! Thanks for following this story. I seriously apprreciate all of you. See you tomorrow my loves xoxo <3