So Alex and me are only friends because of my other bet friend but that's ok at least he by my side. I told him that he shouldn't wait for me and he should move on. I'm heart broken but at least I have both my friends right??? I didn't want to lose neither so I had to give up on Alex. This is what other thought until the end of the day at me locker.Noel slaps me and asked me what was wrong with Alex and I didn't Evan know what she was talking about. Come to find out she asked Alex out and he told her to "fu**k off" I was so surprises so I grabbed the rest of my stuff and left Noel standing there staring at me.
      I finally got home and ran to Alex house with was in my neighborhood. I knocked on the door and his mom open it and smiled and said " thank god your here he's so gloomy and he went strait to his room and slammed it. He won't talk to me neither. Could you please talk to him with the door opened." I nodded and went straight to his room. I could hear him crying so I walked in and hugged him. He pushed back and stared at me. " I want more then just friends. I don't want anyone else like you or Noel. I want to be more then just friends. I want to hold your hand at school and call you mine." Theses words repeated in my head and I just broke down crying. He told my "I'm sorry I didn't mean to ale you cry I don't want to hurt you." All I could do is say " why dose this have to happen to me. I have a really cute boy in front of me who's nice,smart, and the best hugger and I have a friend who is Inlove with him." I just cry harder and he said " I don't know but why am I Inlove with a girl who doesn't want my and thinks about her friend Noel's feeling be fore mine." I couldn't take it so I just kissed him. I couldn't help it I liked him since kidergarden and now was my chance. When I stopped  I realized that was my first kiss gone and I want Alex to be my boyfriend more than anything. " Alex will you give us a chance." He hugged me and said always. Then that's how I got a boyfriend today and mite lose a friend tomorrow. I may be a b**ch but I have the guy of my dreams. What was I supposed to do now???