Every single day I would hear Potter shouting my name across the hall. "Evans will you go out with me?' " You're the love of my life" Every single day I would say "Shut the fuck up Potter." You know that feeling when you get so angry you want to scream in the pillow and start cutting people's heads off? This is me everytime I see his face. How is it possible that half of the school fancies him, while the other half fancies Sirius. That's probably why they are best friends. Back to Potter, that arogant,irritating guy that claims to love me forever. (bullshit)
I wonder why I even talk about Potter, I dont care about him at all. All that he does is teases people and plays with his hair trying to make it look perfect. It might sound like I am complaining but to be honest I need to express how I feel. He's just a bully and he will never change.

"Hey, Lils what you doing here? Quidditch begins in five minutes. Aren't you exited?" - Said Ellie. Ellie was short, cute and she would do anything to make you smile. That's why she was my best friend.
"I am not in the mood."
"Oh, come on! Don't worry about James. He will be busy with his broomstick trying to get Lucius off his broomstick." - You could see the exitement in her eyes. "You know how much I love Quidditch!"
Sadly I got up from my bed and walked over to the bleachers.
I sat next to Ellie, Lynn and watched the match. In on moment I though that Potter is gonna fall of the broomstick and for that one moment I couldn't breathe but I mean it's Potter and he is brilliant at flying and especially at playing Quidditch. I still think he's a bit of a dick anyway.

On my way to breakfast I saw Severus. He looked worried and scared but why do I care. He called me a mud blood and basically destroyed our friendship. It looked like he wanted to talk to me but I escaped just in time and sat opposite Potter in the Great Hall.
"Morning Evans, how's your day?"
I looked up and looked at Potter. Is he begin nice? Maybe he's trying to be sarcastic.
"Erm... yeah well, I mean its fine. You?"
"Its amazing because I am sitting right in front of a beautiful girl." - He winked at me.
"Okay, this conversation turned
weird, Potter."
"Well since everyone is going to Hogsmeade this saturday I was thinking if you, I mean I was wondering Evans woulyougotohogsmeadewithmeandipromiseiwontactlikeadickeadthistime"
"Sorry what?" - By this time everyone started laughing and I sat there confused. Did James just asked me to go to Hogsmeade? Oh my god, I think he will never let go and why would I agree. I mean I hate him. He's horrible, the way he treats other students...
But on the other side it was hilarious watching him get nervous because of me. Maybe I should agree? No, no, no! However if I say no I might sound a bit too harsh. In a way I felt sorry for Jam- I mean Potter, he tried so hard to ask me to go to Hogsmeade.
"LILY WAKE UP!!!" - Lynn shouted.
All of them were looking at me and I just stood there wondering what should I say.
"Okay, Potter if you behave in lessons and be a bit nice to other pupils then yes, I will go to Hogsmeade with you. But not as a date okay?"
"Okay" - Potter looked like he won another life. Its amazing that by doing little things you can make someone's day.

On my way to Potions I saw Severus following me again! What a creep.
I turned around and shouted ; "What the hell is your problem?"
"Wow, Lily when did you in such a..."
"Such a what? Go on, say it. Such a bitch right?" Maybe it's because of the way I got treated."
"I didn't mean it like that. I wanted to apologize for everything. I understand what I've done wrong and-"
"Appologies accepted but we will never we friend again. I am sorry but it just want happen. Get over it."
"How can I get over our friendship?" - He looked like he was gonna cry but this time I wasn't gonna act as nice.
"It's not a friendship anymore. That's not have "friends" treat eachover, Severus and now excuse me. I have a class to go to." - I left him standing in the middle of a corridor and I had to fight not to look back. I felt like I was gonna cry. Oh well, friendships end and somehow I will get through this. I got plenty of other friends and they care for me.

I walked in late to my class but Slughorn didn't seem to care. He just welcomed me with a honest smile and I smiled back. I was his favourite student after all.
However Potter glanced at me, looking worried.
"What happened, Evans?"
"Later, Potter." - He answered me with a smile.

After class Potter chased me down the corridor.
"Hey, so what happened? You looked sad today."
"It was just Severus. He said sorry but I just can't look him in the eyes after what he did to me. Even though I miss our friendship. I really do."
"Lils, don't worry about Severus. He doesn't deserve you." - Potter just stood there and after a while he gave me a hug and I couldn't help it so I just hugged him back. He smeled like fresh cut grass, wood and OMG Potter just smeled like James Potter. He had his own smell and I couldn't stop hugging him. Wait does this mean I am falling for him? No, no. He's just being kind if that's possible. Eww. I would never date him.
"Thanks Potter for cheering me up. And don't you have a detention to go to? You better hurry up, you dont want another one do you?" - I started teasing him. He just winked at me and left.