This must be confusing and I don't blame you. So much is happening yet nothing really is. Life still moves on at the pace we humans, have structured;

-60seconds a minute

-60mintues an hour

-24hrs a day

Days feel like they have been dragging on until the situation has passed and it feels like whatever seemed to have take 'forever' has been sped up.                                                                                          Maybe this is why you think life has passed so quickly when you're older. Maybe when you are old, you feel like time speeds up and is slipping ot of your fingers.

I don't want time to slip out of my fingers. Do you?

Call me a hypocrite since I spend my life procrastinating events that I now will happen. Things I know I will have to get done. I'd rather face reality later on I guess.... I'd rather put so much pressure as I mentally curse myself for not doing something sooner.

Yet I do it again and again.

WHY?

Because my name is Ellie.

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Hope you guys liked it. If it resembles any real life situation that is purely a coincidence.

LOTS of LOVE

Laeyua

If you are having troubles don't hesitate to reach out. Help is never far away.