I'm feeling a lot better today. Aikido was good yesterday because we got to play games and do a thing that was basically a rondori where there are multiple attackers. That was like the first time I'd actually been running at someone enthusiastically to attack for like... Forever. We should do it more often, it's good training and fun at the same time! Aw ye! (<- I've started saying that lately...)

  Mostly it was the second half of the day that was the 'feeling good' part, though. I think you can tell when the thought process in your head is literally 'yay yay yay yay' repeating over and over again... It was weird, I went for the first half or so of the week at least feeling totally bleh and then today in the afternoon was better.

  I've also started replaying this old game where you have this village and you just sorta solve puzzles, build up your tribe and stuff. I end up making backstories and weird things, like 'okay so this one has hemoglobin e so she needs to take this potion that gives her energy' or 'okay so this kid and the son of the chief are growing up together but he'll be the usuper later. yes. good.' (You can tell I've been watching too many period dramas. (Or rather, just Reign and the Tudors. Then letting myself get subconsciously inspired.)

Anyway. If any one of you have bleh days or weeks or feelings in general feel free to drop a rant in my inbox or something. It's the least I can do.