What calms me down

And what always bring me around

Is that soft gentle touch

Of my sweet beloved

But as time passed

Separate we did at last

It broke heart so much

But I know this would end so rough

I walked on the road of sadness and guilt

Trying to get rid of this feeling within

But no matter how I try

I still feel like I want to die

My mother is no where to be found

And I feel like I'm sinking into the ground  

I gave up hope to see the light again

And my life he will soon gain

My mother... Where are you?

Will I join you soon?