(a/n: to the tune of 'waving through a window' from dear evan hansen)

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Verse 1:

Can't find a word to describe
Can't find the lyrics to this tune
Don't know which pills to prescribe
Just hope the medicine takes me soon

Give them no reason to stare
I made a mess only messes make
So I'll pretend I don't care
Oh, no, I really don't care

Pre-Chorus:

Away, look away from his eyes
If they keep pulling me in
Away, look away from his eyes
Is this a win?

The mess I'm in?

Chorus:

On the outside, always looking in, will I
Ever stop being a social trash bin
'Cause I'm hold, hold, holding onto his hand
I'm craving hopeless miracles

I try to shut 'em out, try to fend 'em off, but I'm
Always followed by the stuff nightmares are of
While I'm watch, watch, watching people laugh
Craving hopeless miracles

Oh

Is anybody here?
Is anybody craving
Just like me?

Verse 2:

We start with rose in our cheeks
With the illusion that we'll be strong
But any bond can grow weak
Wonder how I missed it

For

So

Long

Pre-Chorus:

Away, look away from his eyes
If they keep pulling me in
Away, look away from his eyes
Is this a win?

The mess I'm in?

Chorus:

On the outside, always looking in, will I
Ever be more than a social sin
'Cause I'm hold, hold, holding onto his hand
I'm craving hopeless miracles

I try to shut 'em out, try to fend 'em off, but I'm
Always followed by the stuff nightmares are of
While I'm watch, watch, watching people laugh
Craving hopeless miracles

Is anybody here?
Is anybody craving–

Bridge:

When you're walking down a hallway
And there's nobody around
Do your footsteps echo
Or even make a sound? ×4

Did I even make a sound?
Did I even make a sound?
It's like we'll never make a sound

Will this romance just rebound?

Chorus:

On the outside, always looking in, will I
Find my place like I've found myself within
'Cause I'm talk, talk, talking to myself
Craving hopeless miracles

I try to shut 'em out, try to fend 'em off, but I'm
Never shaking loose the bad things I'm made of
'Cause I'm crack, crack, cracking all the glass
Craving hopeless miracles

Oh

Is anybody here?
Is anybody craving
Just like me?

Is anybody craving?
Craving
Craving
Whoa–oh

Whoa

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(a/n: omg i've never done something like this before)