Jisoo comes running towards me,
engulfing me in her embrace,
she asks hiding her fear,

"Han, what is happening?"

Namjoon oppa walks towards us too, he has an unreadable expression plastered on his face, his voice speaking only of worry,

"Han, are you okay? Did I-I scare you?"

His slight stutter sends a wave of guilt, deep into my heart.

Jisoo lets go off, of me and cups my face into her soft delicate hands, forcing me to look towards her,

"Hanna, what is it?"

She questions rather seriously.

Sincerity and worry evident in her eyes.

I break the eye contact and speak softly,
"nothing, it's just nothing..."

Jisoo speaks again,
"Han, you know you can tell us anything, right? Anything."

Namjoon oppa comes closer too,
and says while holding my hand,
"Hey, Han, tell us... I swear I'm going to...to solve everything."
His hold tightening a little with the end of his sentence.

I feel something bubble in my stomach, a sudden gush of numbness washing all over me.

I walk a step back from both of them, in process, freeing myself from their holds. My eyes not wanting to meet any other pair.
I see my feet moving backwards, nearly stumbling.

They don't react and let me go.

I head for my bed once again.

My eyes never leaving my feet.

With stumbling steps and heavy numbness taking over my whole body, I finally take a deep breath while resting on the soft mattress of my bed.

I close my eyes, sighing out of relief, from what, I don't know.

I hear footsteps coming near me, weakly I raise my arm, giving a sign to stop.
"I want to rest."
I weakly let out, eyes still closed.

I hear the footsteps going far away from me, the door opening, and I swear I wanted to stop them and tell them to not go, anywhere but I felt my energy all drained out, the door closes.

I am lying here again, alone with this void.

This time the darkness doesn't accompany me.

I feel nothing.

absolutely nothing.