⚠️ smut + feels ⚠️

One week. One week left of this god forsaken exile until 2d was finally allowed to attend band practice again. Sitting in their designated places next to the haunted staircase, Noodle and Russel listened as Murdoc excitedly expressed future plans for the band. They still couldn't understand the significance of the word 'Gorillaz' or why the band was named this way, but 2d didn't question it, so neither did they.

It wasn't hard to notice that both 2d and Murdoc appeared to be in good moods, and as close as ever. Neither of the boys bothered to explain the argument they had on Thursday, and on Friday they acted as if nothing happened, leaving Russel and Noodle confused. The only way to find out was to ask one of them, but 2d, the nicer one of the pair who'd they prefer to ask, appeared to be in the state of not being comfortable with talking to anyone but Murdoc. So there was only one option left for the two...

Murdoc didn't like to talk about 2d during band practice, and avoided almost all the questions about him. When asked, he'd reply "go ask him yourself" or "how am I supposed to know?" But the worst of his responses was "you'll find out soon", which meant literally nothing. When was soon? And was any specific event supposed to happen that would lead them to understand?

"Murdoc, does 2d hate you?" Russel finally asked during Monday's band practice.

"What? No!" Murdoc looked up from tuning his bass. He was sitting on his desk with the bass on his lap. "Why would you think that?"

"Isn't he the kid you bully? The school's 'sacrifice'?" Russel elaborated. Both him and Noodle watched Murdoc sigh heavily.

"Look, I used to bully him, but now I don't. We're best friends, ok?"

"Only?" Noodle perked up curiously.

"What?" Murdoc looked over at her while Russel sighed.

"Noodle don't." He pleaded, which only got Murdoc more interested in the subject.

"Don't what? What's she on about?" Murdoc enquired, to which he was met with silence. "Tell me. No one's leaving this room until I find out what's going on."

"Fine..." Russel sighed again. "Noodle thinks you two are more than friends." Seeing Murdoc's face expression turn from a lighthearted one to a more serious and unreadable one, Russel quickly elaborated. "But don't get angry yet! She has her reasons!" Murdoc waited for him to continue. "Ok so, we both know that you're not straight, and 2d just seems like the kind of submissive guy you could easily take advantage of-"

"I didn't force him into anything." Murdoc scowled.

"I'm not saying that you did. What I mean is, you two appear very close, closer than just friends. Especially with the fact that 2d always falls asleep on you and is shy around everyone, except you."

"And? He's not shy around me because we know each other well-"

"Yeah, but a shy kid like him is bold enough to stand up to you." Russel cut in. "Besides, you've recently had an argument with that singer of your's, so something might have happened..." Murdoc considered this for a moment.

"Listen, I'm not saying there's anything between us, and if there is, it's none of your business." Both Russel and Noodle frowned. "You'll find out sooner or later anyway."

"Wow. You couldn't be any more vague." Russel commented sarcastically, which Murdoc ignored.

"What I do ask of you, though, is not to speak about the singer next to 2d." Murdoc stated, quite seriously.

"He doesn't know you've got a crush on him, does he?" Russel asked despite knowing the answer.

"Precisely, and it would be very inconvenient for me, in this current moment, if he found out."

"Why? Because you're fucking him on the side?" Russel snorted, expecting Murdoc to rage.

"What position I fuck him should not concern you." Noodles jaw slowly dropped in excitement. "That was a joke, Noodle. I swear to god, if you tell 2d I said something like that, I'm going to stab both of you."

"What??" Russel's eyes widened. "Why do I get stabbed? This girl is out of control, I would never be able to stop her!"

"It's your problem now." Murdoc snorted, leaving Russel speechless.

"Date Touchie!" Noodle suddenly exclaimed, causing Murdoc to raise an eyebrow.

"You're not going to." He scoffed, putting his bass down and crossing his arms.

"No, you date Touchie!" Noodle grinned.

"What-?"

"You said you and singer had argument, and Touchie seems like nice person!" Noodle explained.

"I mean, he is pretty good looking." Murdoc jokingly mumbled under his breath. "But me and my singer are ok, we resolved the argument, and everything's fine. In fact, it's even more than fine, since I got some of that sweet, sweet ass of his on Friday, hah!" Murdoc bragged proudly, seeing how Russel and Noodle were dumbfound.

"You fucked him?" Russel hesitantly asked. "And he agreed? Willingly?"

"You'd be surprised." Murdoc grinned. "The whole 'confession' thing didn't go so well, and he still doesn't know that I like him, but I feel like the moment you actually meet him, you won't be able to keep the secret for more than a day."

"He should know!" Noodle cheered.

"No he shouldn't." Murdoc sighed, gaining displeased looks from both Russel and Noodle.

"Murdoc-" Russel was about to lecture him, but got cut off by Murdoc.

"Listen... you might not think of it as much, but I really do fucking like the guy. The point is, he's not ready for a relationship, and I don't want to pressure him into anything. If he found out, he'd probably feel guilty about not going out with me, or something. Don't get me wrong, I do want to date him, but I want to move at a pace that's comfortable for him, because he's not just anyone, and I want this relationship to matter."

"...that's deep." Russel commented, not knowing what else to say. "Are you this good at writing songs too?" He attempted to lift the mood that suddenly dropped by changing the subject.

"Yeah, or at least according to 2d I am." Murdoc chuckled lightly.

"But seriously, how do you get to the guy? He's just so, I dunno..." Russel thought out loud.

"Anxious? Antisocial?" Murdoc finished for him. "Probably got that from his mother; I've never met a more superstitious woman than her. But, no, he is a very friendly and warm person, very open to others. He's just a bit weary since you're new and the most human interaction he ever gets is either me or his classmates. He's not used to kids his age approaching him so openly, which is, of course, mostly my fault."

"What d'you do to that kid, man?" Russel shook his head as he slowly resumed searching for his drumsticks, which Noodle taped under one of the desks as a joke.

"Only ruined his life a bit and gave him ptsd..." Murdoc sighed, not proudly, as he picked his bass up again. Noodle looked at him sadly. "Trust me when I say his parents used to hate me so much for what I did to him."

"What you do?" Noodle cocked her head to the side, now feeling the slight pressure to also start preparing to start band practice.

"That's a story for another day..." Murdoc looked down for a moment. We should all be glad he's still alive. My life would have gone to shit without him...

So that's what Murdoc kept thinking about: how lucky he was to have 2d in his life. He thought about it through the entire band practice, and continued thinking about it that afternoon as he cuddled with 2d on the couch.

"2d, do you love me...?" Murdoc asked, quite mellow.

"Of course I do, Mudz." 2d looked over at him, slightly confused.

"Why do you love me...?" Murdoc looked down, refusing eye contact. 2d furrowed his eyebrows, thinking.

"I just do, Mudz. Do I need a reason?" No response, so 2d felt the need to continue speaking. "Well, uh, you're special to me. I have these unexplainable feelings towards you that have long since led me to believe that I'm not entirely straight. I just... I like you Mudz... I really like you... I never thought I could, or would, but I do, and there's nothing I can do about it. I love it when you touch me, and when you kiss me, and I love the way you look at me, and how dominant you are, and how possessive you are, and how delicate and understanding you are towards me, and how you make me blush when i think about you, and how my heart pounds when I'm around you, and... and I just love you..."

Silence.

"2d..." Murdoc finally answered. "I've never cared about anyone as much as I care for you... I'm sorry.."

"Hm? For what?" 2d moved to hold Murdoc's face with one hand and finally gain eye contact.

"For pressuring you into sex-.."

"Murdoc, fucking stop it!" 2d almost yelled. "I wanted it! I've been having sex dreams about you for the whole damn week, I was desperate for it! And yes, if you asked again I'd definitely agree to have sex with you again!" Murdoc looked shocked. 2d sighed, calming himself down. "Just kiss me already." Murdoc smirked and leaned in closer.

"You're hopeless, you know that 2d? And to think that there actually was a moment in time when you didn't want to be friends with me..." Their lips finally connected, but only for a second. 2d frowned at Murdoc's teasing, who was running his hand through 2d's hair like it belonged to him. "You're completely at my mercy right now-..." Murdoc's smirk faded and his eyes widened as he thought of something, after just a second his smirk returned, even wider and more mischievous.

"Wh-What..?" 2d carefully scanned Murdoc's face, assessing the situation.

"I've had the greatest idea!" Murdoc exclaimed, suddenly full of energy.

"So what is it...?" 2d wearily asked, not sure if he really wanted to know. Many of Murdoc's 'greatest' ideas were actually illegal and quite dangerous.

"It's a surprise, I'll show you tomorrow!"

"Show??" 2d made a worried face.

"Don't worry, you're probably going to love it." Murdoc grinned, there was no way of talking him out of this.

"Probably??" Murdoc snickered when seeing 2d's despair.

"Just wait and see, hun." And so 2d was forced to wait.

He's been attempting to pressure Murdoc into telling him throughout the entire school day, but remained unsuccessful.

-

"Do you trust me?" Murdoc stood behind the couch on which 2d was sitting. He returned to 2d's house only seconds prior to approaching 2d, his bag still on his shoulders, and he only really took his shoes off. 2d was sitting with his back to Murdoc, previously watching tv, but now Murdoc's hands were delicately resting over his eyes, so that he couldn't see anything.

"Is this the surprise, Mudz?" 2d asked, reaching his hand up to grab one of Murdoc's and pull it down so that he could kiss it, he then placed it back over his closed eyes.

"Yes. Do you trust me?" Murdoc asked again. 2d sighed, considering his options. Was Murdoc going to pull something dangerous or gross out of his bag? He sounded pretty serious, so the possibility that this was going to be a cruel prank was low.

"I do." 2d replied, deciding not to regret it.

"Ok, close your eyes." Murdoc instructed as he slowly removed his hands from over 2d's eyes.

"Ok." 2d did what he was told, hearing Murdoc put his bag down on the floor behind him and take something out, before closing the bag and putting it on his shoulders again. 2d breathed slowly in anticipation. When suddenly, 2d flinched as he felt something cold come in contact with his face, and opened his eyes as a reflex, but he couldn't see much.

"Relax, it's just a blindfold." Murdoc reassured the boy in front of him as he tied the neatly folded piece of material around his head. The blindfold was black and smooth, it felt very soft too. 2d wondered what the purpose of this whole ordeal was. "One second." Murdoc was heard quickly moving around the couch to now stand in front of 2d. He turned the tv off and leaned closer to 2d. "Hold me like this." Murdoc stated as he loosely wrapped 2d's hands around his neck and shoulders, right before picking 2d up bridal style.

"Ah!" 2d gasped, not expecting this. "Are you kidnapping me..?" The sentence was only partly meant to be a joke. Although 2d did oddly like the idea.

"Well, you can think I am if you want to. Honestly the answer's closer to a 'yes' than a 'no'." Murdoc smirked. 2d released a shaky breath as he felt Murdoc start carrying him up the stairs, he was still tightly clutching him. They moved through the corridor upstairs and seemingly entered 2d's room, but 2d couldn't be certain since he couldn't see anything. He heard Murdoc kick the door closed behind them, and then walk some more before stopping and putting 2d down on something soft.

"My bed?" 2d asked, furrowing his eyebrows as he tried to think of what would happen next.

"Yup." Murdoc quickly confirmed and let go of 2d, soon taking his bag off and looking for something inside again. 2d could hear Murdoc making faint noises somewhere around him, but couldn't quite place a finger on what he was doing. "Ok, ready?" There was a hint of excitement in Murdoc's voice.

"I wish I knew what for..." 2d commented, soon feeling Murdoc's hands on his body.

"Don't worry, you're about to find out." 2d was slowly moved to lay vertically on the bed, and his hands were being extended above his head for reasons 2d couldn't understand.

"So when are you going to take my blindfold off?" He asked curiously.

"I'm not going to." Murdoc's smug voice sent shivers down 2d's spine, it was either that or the sudden feeling of cold metal around both his wrists.

"What?" 2d's eyes widened under the blindfold, he tried moving his hands away, but to no avail; they were handcuffed to the frame of the bed. "Murdoc??" The boy in question just chuckled.

"You trust me, right?" 2d released another shaky breath.

"Y-Yeah.?" He hesitantly replied.

"Good."

"You're not going to let a tarantula walk all over me, or something, right?" 2d asked, not sure if he should be panicking or not.

"Of course not." Murdoc laughed. He spread 2d's legs and got in between them, bending over 2d. "I just wanted to have you all to myself..." One of Murdoc's hands stayed on the side of 2d's body, while the other travelled up to grab his chin. Murdoc leaned in, first pecking 2d on the lips, and when 2d didn't resist, kissing him more passionately.

They sucked on each other's lips in a needy manner, neither really wanting to pull away. It wasn't rare for the two to be alone, but heated moments like these were simply to die for.

"Mm- Mudz!" 2d moaned out as Murdoc broke the kiss and started trailing kisses and bites towards his ear. All of this simply made 2d melt. The sensation of Murdoc's teeth coming in contact with his jaw was indescribable, it was like his skin was starting to crawl with the pure sensation of lust. Every hair on his body was raising in pleasure. He never wanted this to end. "Mmmh ~" 2d hummed lewdly as he felt Murdoc lick him and then bite his ear.

"The safe word is pickle." Murdoc whispered in a low voice, sending more shivers down 2d's back, who was already breathing heavily. 2d would have laughed if he didn't feel so incredibly aroused. All he could do was nod. In response Murdoc returned to biting down 2d's neck. He trailed his hands up 2d's shirt, touching him in all the right places and listening to 2d's moans like they were music.

It was only a matter of time before Murdoc was leaving more hickeys on 2d's stomach and rubbing his nipples. Murdoc's chest was pressed against 2d's abdominal area, and from that he could tell that 2d was beginning to get really turned on. His plan was working.

When the time came, Murdoc sat up, and started undoing 2d's jeans, but paused.

"You ok with this?" He asked, glancing up at the desperate mess that was 2d.

"Fuck, just do it!" 2d almost pleaded, making Murdoc smirk.

"As I was saying, I have you entirely to my mercy." 2d whined submissively in response. Murdoc was pulling 2d's jeans and pants off painfully slowly, and stopped the moment 2d's member sprung up. He chuckled darkly, wrapping his hand around it and moving it awfully slow. "You're all mine." Murdoc grinned.

"Fucking hell, Murdoc." 2d panted, displeased. "Don't tell me you dragged me all the way here just to be a fucking tease." He complained.

"Not entirely, but that option does sound appealing." Murdoc joked, making 2d huff angrily. "I brought you up here to make you feel good, 2d."

"What are you on ab-haaaaaah-out?" It all made sense in a matter of seconds as 2d felt Murdoc's long tongue wrap itself around his member. "Oh Mudz!" He moaned, breathing heavily. Although he was the one getting a blowjob, 2d still felt like he was getting fucked, completely at Murdoc's mercy.

Murdoc wrapped his lips around the tip, still holding the base with his hand, and then slowly started taking 2d into his mouth, the moans getting louder as 2d begged for him to speed up. 2d unexpectedly thrust forward, whimpering in pleasure as more of his dick found itself in Murdoc's mouth. His eyes were glossy, mouth wide open as he desperately started thrusting. Murdoc wasn't having it though; he grabbed 2d's hips to stop him from moving and pinned them to the mattress.

"Murdoc, please!! I'm begging you!! Fuck me!" 2d cried.

"Well, I dunno dents, have you been a good boy?" Murdoc smirked evilly.

"Fucking - - untie me so I can do it myself!" There was a lot of desperation in 2d's voice.

"Nu-uh." Murdoc teased some more. "Tell me how much you want it and I just might continue." He grinned.

"Fuck! I want it so bad! Murdoc, please! I'd do anything! Just continue please please please please please!!" Murdoc slowly leaned down and took him in again. "Oh yes!" 2d moaned in pure ecstasy. Though he could barely move his hips and Murdoc was moving too slow... "oh Mudz, I'm begging you, go faster! Make me moan, make me cum! I want you! No, I need you!" This was all music to Murdoc's ears. He always dreamed of having 2d be so desperate for him. "Aaaaaah!" Murdoc hollowed in his cheeks and begun moving slight faster, tongue working in circles around the dick. "Please!"

After that, 2d wasn't even able to form coherent words. Murdoc's tongue and mouth worked wonders for him. It might not have been completely professional, but nothing could replace the feeling of Murdoc's sharp teeth scraping against his member. With his eyes covered, 2d's other senses, especially feeling, were enhanced, making him feel great. He couldn't even give a proper warning before he came inside of Murdoc's mouth. He didn't know if Murdoc swallowed or not, but he didn't care, he felt too great. Murdoc's deep snigger brought him back into this world.

"You liked that?" Murdoc seductively crawled back on top of 2d.

"Loved it..." 2d mumbled. He felt Murdoc coming dangerously close, and in a split second snapped his head away.

"What?" Murdoc asked confused, he just wanted a kiss.

"You kiss your mom with those lips?!" 2d burst out, making Murdoc laugh.

"Aw come on~." Murdoc teased.

"No! You just had my dick in your mouth, I'm not kissing you until you wash your teeth!" This made Murdoc laugh some more, although he completely understood where 2d was coming from.

"Ok ok." Now that he's had his fun, Murdoc proceeded to uncuff 2d and take the blindfold off.

"Fucking hell..." 2d sat up, pulling his shirt back down and fixing his trousers. "I was the one who was supposed to give you a blowjob."

"What?" Murdoc snorted, looking over at 2d. They were sitting next to each other on the bed.

"Y'know, I've been thinking that you always start things, so I thought that maybe I could do something for you, for once." 2d blushed when he saw Murdoc's grin.

"Don't worry, you'll have more than enough opportunities to suck my cock." Murdoc leaned in and kissed 2d on the neck. "I love you..." He couldn't help but mumble.

"I love you too, Mudz..." 2d responded and wrapped his hands around Murdoc, hugging him tightly. "Murdoc..." 2d sighed out.

"Yeah...?" Murdoc cuddled himself into 2d, his face wedged into 2d's neck.

"I'm sorry, but I have to say this; I have to get it out of my head. Murdoc, I don't want to be friends with you. I want to be more than friends." 2d closed his eyes, calmly awaiting the reply.

"2d, we're already more than friends and I don't think there's any way of going back to 'just friends'. How about this, when you're finally ready to make this official tell me, and we will."

"So we're unofficially dating?" 2d got excited. "Yeah??"

"Yes." Murdoc let out a lighthearted chuckle.

"So you're mine? A-And we're dating? Just unofficially?" Murdoc could feel 2d's heart pounding. "You're my official unofficial boyfriend??"

"Yes 2d." Murdoc smiled, feeling 2d's hands tighten around him.

"B-But we're still unofficial, right??" There was a glimpse of hesitation in 2d's voice.

"Yup." Murdoc casually confirmed.

"So we can still take it slow with the... sex... part?" 2d gulped.

"We're moving at your pace 2d, so whatever makes you comfortable. I love you either way, and don't worry, I'm not expecting you to immediately start having sex with me all the time. Just take it slow on the 'commitment' part too. Don't take this too seriously, and don't think about it too much, or you're going to end up stressing yourself out a lot."

"Ok Mudz... I love you too..." 2d sighed lightly and kissed Murdoc on the ear. This wasn't so bad.

O.K. stands for "oll korrect".