Chapter Thirty One: The Broken Monster
Yui's POV:
As I stood there terrified when I saw Shu in the store, I summon my two swords and pointed at him with a resentful glare.
"Alright Shu you got five seconds to tell me what the fuck are you doing here or else I'm gonna slice your neck off!"
I threatened him with cold daggers piercing through his sapphire blue eyes as the lazy blonde vampire sighed in response.
"Geez and I thought you're annoying and talentless, but I never knew humans like you would be so paranoid."
He coldly remarked but I didn't listen to his shit and lean my swords closer to his neck.
"Cut the bullshit Shu! Just tell me exactly why are you here?!"
I threatened him once again where I am not taking his bullshit but Shu remains unfazed and coldly sighs.
"Can you not yell? We're at a public place. Why are you being so loud?"
He bluntly asked and that's when I snapped.
"Shut up you cold hearted deadbeat!"
As I lunge my sword at Shu, someone stopped me when I spun my head to see Soren grabbing my wrist.
"Wha?! Soren let go of me!"
I barked at him but he grips my worst tighter with a strong glare.
"No!"
He refused to let go of me.
"I said let go!"
I hissed again as I struggle to break free from his grasp, Yurina and Rika ran over to see me with Shu and Soren.
"Yui what's wrong?! Huh? Who is this blonde guy?"
"And what's Soren doing here?"
The girls asked curiously while confused and panicked by the whole situation, Soren didn't respond and grab both girls waists.
"Let's go!"
"Wha?! No! I'm not lea-"
Unfortunately my objection got cut off when we got out of the hot topic store where we teleported back to the Sinclair mansion.
"Whoa what the hell just happened?!"
Rika asked panically.
"Yeah! Why are we at your house Soren?!"
Yurina agreed with Rika as she is panicked and confused as the ginger haired rebel, but Soren pats both of their shoulders to calm them down.
"It's ok, just go back home and don't tell anyone about this."
He assured them as I noticed their eyes glow bright grey for a second before reverting back to their original eye colors and nod in response.
"Yeah we won't tell."
"Mhm we'll go home right now."
As soon as my friends left, I walk up to him with a frown.
"Did you hypnotize them?"
I asked curiously as Soren scratches his head with a guilty look on his face.
"Well...sorta, not only I can read minds, but...I can also persuade them to do things mentally."
He awkwardly replied which I'm quite suspicious about Soren's odd behavior.
"Soren, what's really going on here?"
I asked curiously as he sighed and gently grabs my hand.
"Let's go inside."
He assured me, but I shook my head and swipe my hand from his.
"No, I'm not going back in their until you answer my questions. One, what's going on here Soren? And two, be honest with me."
I demanded while cutting the bullshit where I want answers now. Soren however sighed and felt guilty so he responds.
"I'm sorry Yui, I know you can take care of yourself, but....my feelings got the best of me...."
He sadly admits it which I widen my eyes when I knew what he's talking about.
"Wait are you saying that-"
Just before I asked him, Soren puts a finger to my lips shushing me from saying anything.
"Please, I-It's hard to explain but....I had a dream, but not just an ordinary dream...it was a nightmare..."
He quivered where I tilt my head with a worried look and cupped his face.
"Soren....tell me, what's really on your mind right now?"
I asked curiously with a caring look as Soren remain silent for a few seconds before he responds.
"Well...this might sound familiar but....do you know by the name of...Richter?"
He asked curiously with a hint of fear from his tone as I flinched from his name. I remembered when I first met him at the gardens in the Sakamaki mansion. He was cruel and conceited. He used me to resurrect Cordelia. Ugh remembering that brings back memories and I was a submissive pathetic moron, but not anymore.
I pulls his face closer to mine where I look deeply into his pale brown eyes.
"Listen to me Soren, whatever Richter did to you, I'm always here to help."
I assured him with Soren gently grabbing my wrist with a sad expression.
"Remember when I told you about our parents?...."
He asked curiously as I nod at him.
"Yes, but...it was Karl that kill- wait....are you telling me that-"
Just before I ask, Soren nods at me where I became extremely shocked and disgusted by Richter's vile actions.
"That bastard....if he were alive I'm gonna kill him with my bare hands!"
I growled with a lot of anger, but Soren gently grabbed my shoulder to calm me down.
"Yes, Karl did kill them, but he and Cordelia brainwashed him into killing them....and it's all because of me....."
He guiltily confessed as I can feel a tear drop fell on top of my head where raindrops start to pour over us and thunder struck before us.
As the rain pours down, Soren lets go of me and covers his face with one hand where I was shocked to see the real reason behind their parents' death.
"Soren....I'm so sorry...."
"No don't apologize....if I haven't read his mind, I would've keep my mouth shut so our parents won't be dead, but....I did...and I failed....I failed my parents....I failed my brothers....I put my family in shame....*sniffs* it's all my fault...I'm a monster...*sobs* I wish I was never born like this..."
He weeps as he bawls under his hand with tears falling down from his cheeks. I stood there with my heartstrings being pulled by this heartbreaking scene. This poor and damaged boy who yearns to be loved and looks for acceptance. The only people who noticed this is his brothers and it's a damn shame that no one gives a damn about it. No one gives a single fuck about others and that makes fucking disgusted to the point that I wanna punch something.
Feeling heartbroken by this damaged man, I slowly walked up to him and embraced him.
"Huh? Y-Yui?"
"Soren, remember the things that I said to you? I don't think you're a monster, you know what I see? I saw a kind, sweet, gentle, and caring guy who strives to overcome this obstacle and will fight for the ones who are close to him."
I assured him shocking him as I pulled him away with a sweet grin.
"You're a sweet and loving guy Soren, you and your brothers saved me. Living with guys it's like...I'm in a family again. Ever since I came here, I was nothing. My life was empty. I have no life. My life was a lie...and from that I was tortured to no end to the point where I was about to give up, but that all changes when I met you."
I then gripped his shoulders with a warm smile.
"You made me see the light again, you and your brothers changed my life. I finally found happiness, all because of you guys. You guys are like a family and I'm glad that I met you guys so please Soren! Don't give up!"
I start to find myself tearing up but I don't care and kept on talking.
"You're the only one who can help us, your brothers cared for you! I care for you! Think about us! Think about your brothers! What do you think when they discovered that their sweet younger took his own life? Do you think giving up will break the cycle?! Do you?! So please! I'm begging you! Don't give up! You're still the man that I grew to admired! You're the only one who can keep the brothers alive and happy!"
I reassured him while crying my heart out where Soren widen his eyes as he realized what he said. He tears up and hugs me back while crying.
"I'm sorry!....*sobs* I'm sorry Yui!....I'm so sorry! I won't die! I'll continue living and I'll fight for my brothers until the end!"
He bawled as we shared an emotional moment, Soren cupped my wet cheek so I can look at his heart pale brown eyes.
"Yui...."
As he stares into my gaze, I sighs and starts to sing.
(Play the music above^)
I'm not a perfect person
There's many thing I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
As he finishes the song, I hugged him with all of heart with a sweet warm smile.
"You're amazing Soren...I'm always here...you're brothers are here...don't you forget it...."
I assured him once again as he nods with a warm grin.
"Mhm let's go inside."
"Mhm."
As we walked back to the mansion, we were all wet and soaked from the rain where the rest of the brothers ran to us with worried looks.
"WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN SOREN?!"
Roy yells at us with a strict yet worried look.
"YEAH MAN, YOU NEARLY GOT US A HEART ATTACK!"
Kasper agreed with Roy, but Shay pats his younger brothers' shoulders.
"Calm down, he's safe now."
He calmly assured them with Lance nodding at Shay.
"He's right, Soren may disobey your orders, but the truth is that he and princess are safe."
Lance stated with a warm grin.
"Hehe sorry everyone."
I giggled softly while scratching my head. Suddenly Soren runs towards his brothers with a big warm hug shocking them.
"Whoa what's wrong?!"
Aaron asked shockingly.
"Is something the matter Soren?"
Roy politely asked with a surprised face.
"Are you okay?! Are you hurt?!"
They all asked confusingly which Soren laughs adorably which causes me to blush at how cute his laugh is.
"Huh?! What's so funny?!"
Lance asked confusingly, but Soren keeps on laughing before he smiles warmly at them.
"Oh nothing...I'm just glad that I have great brothers like you."
He stated with a soft warm smile as I grinned sweetly at him where I watched him gaining more confidence.
"Soren, are you sure you okay?"
Kasper asked curiously.
"Hehehe I'm fine, I'm just happy that's all. I love you guys."
"Ummm okay???"
Aaron stated but Shay doesn't mind it and reciprocates the sudden embrace much to the Brothers' surprise.
"We all love you too because we're a family."
Shay stated with a warm smile as Roy sighs and gives in anyway.
"True, we're all a big family here."
Roy kindly remarks.
"Hehe very true."
Kasper chuckled softly.
"Indeed we are."
Lance agreed with his brothers.
"Okay we get it, can we stop hugging now? It's really embarrassing!"
Aaron whined where all of us laughed happily together including me as well. As we shared this heartwarming moment, I can imagine a bright future of us as a family right now. *sighs* I'm so glad that I met the Sinclairs...I will stay with them forever!
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