Daniel's P.O.V.

Joey and I were laying in the bed. I could feel his whole body realx into me and his breathing even out. He's asleep. I take this time just to compose my thoughts. I usually do at night.

Coming out. It is a scary thing. No matter your orientation it is scary. Honestly, I think being straight is the scariest sexuality. You have to tell your parents that you are basic and have followed what society wants you to follow. And most people who are straight lie to themselves. Most people who are straight have feelings for the same gender but push them away so they can be apart of the general norm.

You see, for years I could tell I had feelings towards the same sex. But I never acted on these feelings. Why you might ask? Because my dad is a preacher. I grew up around the thought that if you were gay you would go to hell and that you will only be accepted if you are straight. But that isn't the case.

One of the most annoying points on my same-sex marriage is wrong is that people believe it is because of the bible. Well, take a second and fuck the bible. Because if we actually did go by the bible then marriage before sex shouldn't happen. But a ton of straight couples do it. That's because of society. Society says it is okay to have as much sex as you want but you better not be near someone of the same sex with your privates.

This brings me to how this all ties towards me. How to come out to people. Yes, I am out to Joey. But he is my boyfriend so obviously he knows I am gay. But how would I come out to my family? You see, I know my family wouldn't understand that I have been this person all along. They would think it was just a phase. But it is not a phase. It is me. And I know they would fail to see that. Because they are blinded by the society's rules.

Now don't get me wrong, I am definetly not saying that society is some secret cult that meets just to detemine what is right from wrong. All I am saying is that society is a mixture of everyone pulling together to make one general norm. Unfortunatley, the people who are the majority are usually bible thumpers that are doing so many things wrong that they try to justify it by pointing the finger at someone else. And I am sad to say it works.

Coming out to my dad would be very difficult. Considering he threatened my life and he is preacher I don't think my odds are good for him to accept me. But believe me, I don't plan to come out to him for a long time. But will Joey break up with me if I don't come out?

After my little rant in my head I drift off to sleep. I have nightmares about me telling my dad that I am gay. And obviously it doesn't go so well. But honestly does anything in my life go well?

The odds are so not in my favor.
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uthors Note:
Sorry I didn't update yesterday! I was at my friends house and I was just enjoying my time over there. Thank you so much for reading this story and showing interest in it. Share it with someone you think would love it. It would mean the world to me. See y'all next update xoxo ♡