Joey's P.O.V.

His secret was that he is gay. Wow, the preacher boy is gay? What I find funny is that on my note I wrote that I am gay as well. I wonder if anyone else knows he is gay. Did he just come out to me first?
"Daniel, have you came out to anyone else?" I ask him looking straight into his piercing green eyes.
"No. I wanted the first person I came out to to be someone I could trust. I haven't known you for long but it feels like I have known you for an eternity. And I can trust you," he says looking equally as deep into my eyes. It is as if he is trying to see what I am thinking without asking me.
"Have you dated any guys?" I say trying to lowkey find out if he is single.
"No. I wanted the first person I dated to mean something to me. I can't stand it when people think that realtionships are just for reputation. No I don't know what love is but I sure as hell want to experience it," he says as his gaze grows softer by the minute, "have you dated any guy?" When he asked me that he acted casual so I don't think he actually likes me.
"No. No one has ever wanted to be my friend or date me. It was like as soon as I came out, everyone thought I had some sort of plague that they would catch if they got near me. It made me feel like a bomb. And anyone I got close to I would blow up," I said feeling like I was going to cry from feeling so close to a boy I just met.
"I don't think you are a bomb. And honestly I don't understand why people get so distant once they learn your sexuality. I mean, you are the same person they just know a little more about you," when he said that a tear fell down my face. When Daniel noticed, he lifted his hand to my cheek wiping the tear away. He then pulled me into a hug as he whispered 'what's wrong?' In my ear.
"Nothing, it's just no one really cares about me enough to talk to me about my feelings. It is kinda nice you know?" I say wrapping my arms around Daniel. I kinda like this boy but I bet he only views me as a friend, "Will you stay over tonight? I don't know when my mom is coming home and I get kinda freaked out here by myself. We could watch a movie or netflix," I say feeling kinda embarrassed as soon as the words left my mouth. He pulls away from the hug and looks into my eyes.
"Of course. That sounda fun," he says as he pulls me in for another hug. Damn i'm falling for Daniel. But honestly I don't care.

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Authors Note: comment peanut butter if you read this. Also let me know if you want me to publish another Janiel story soon! Sorry this update isn't that great. I will up my game up on the next chapter. See you guys tomorrow xoxo <3