mama,

Auntie made me wear the ugly clippings again today, giving my stubborn head a yank.
Wearing the same muslin gown wrinkled more than the thread sewn into it, I snicker earning a side hand hit to the neck. I breathe through the sudden pain.
I'm forbid to look myself in the mirror
Just as Beatrice the divergent.
Did I tell you about her yet?
The comb slapped against the side of my head numerous times as now.
Oh no I've turned my head yet again, I think I have a slight permanent concussion.

mama,

I don't think I like her anymore, when young, I sort love and comfort from her but neglect was my answer. Gave her excuses and validations promising myself lands of gay laughter will come.

mama,

In the many conversations we had in my vivid mirages, Cinderella was our favorite princess.
I feel just like her sometimes mamas, but Cinderella had a loving father and so did Snow White. Didn't they?
I'm afraid there's no happy ever after for me.

mama,

Friends ask me about the bruises and scars. I shrug off and tell them a story of how I got them through my wildly adventures with Alice in wonderland. I quite got a massive reputation at the institute and a lot of followers.

mama,

I think I've done something very bad, auntie isn't yelling anymore.
I think I've added too much of those sweet candies my neighbor gave me.
There's a pretty lady in a suit cajoling me to recite my life, mama she's saying I'll see a judge like Jim Carrey did in Liar Liar.
My neighbor is calling me stupid and blaming something on me.

mama,

I wish you never left, I wish I didn't take you away when I came in this world. Auntie didn't fancy me in all my ages but I'd like her sinistral remarks now.

mama,
I don't like these new faces and this new moment in my life. I'm scared mommy.
I'm really scared.

mama,
What was your name?