How did I get here?

Into tunnels and tunnels

How did I take this turn?

Into various alleys

How did I lose my navigation?

Into dark corners

How did I become so timid?

Into losing my focus

How did I let you walk all over me?

When I led the way

How did you win this game?

When I invented it

How did you play me?

When I was the only player

How did I lose my charm?

When I thought you were in hypnosis

How did I give you my heart?

If it never beat

How did you own me?

When I was master

I let down my guard

Like others did around me

I underestimated you

You crushed me open

Like I did to others

You threw me down

Like I did to others

I'm here, in the darkest

alley,

Numb

Unmoving.

How?