"Andi?" 

Tumingin siya sa akin. She stared at me blankly for a few seconds, I stared back at her. Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Gusto ko siyang yakapin at sabihin sa kanya kung gaano ko siya na miss pero para ako makakilos. Her expression quickly changed from shocked to anger. Marahas niyang pinunasan ang mga luha niya. Tinapunan niya ako ng masamang tingin bago tumalikod.

Tumayo siya sa upuan at nagmamadaling naglakad palabas sa bar.

"Andi, sandali!" Humabol ako sa kanya. Hindi siya lumingon sa akin, lalo niyang binilisan ang paglalakad.

Nakalabas na kami ng bar ng makahabol ako sa kanya at agad kong hinawakan ang kamay niya para mapigilan siya.

"Ano ba?!" She tried to get out of my grip.

"Andi..." Naluluhang sabi ko bago ko siya hinatak papunta sa akin. I hugged her tight in my arms. Mabilis na nagbagsakan ang mga luha sa mga mata ko. Hindi siya gumalaw ng ilang segundo bago niya ako pilit tinulak at pinagsusuntok sa dibdib.

"Let me go!" Sigaw niya habang pilit na kumakawala sa bisig ko. Lalo ko lang hinigpitan ang yakap ko. "Let me go for fuck's sake!"

Tinulak niya ako ng malakas at nakawala siya sa pagkakayakap. Biglang dumapo ang mga palad niya sa pisngi ko at tumakbo. Sinubukan ko siyang habulin ulit, pumara siya ng taxi at nagmamadaling sumakay.

Napasipa ako sa maliit na bato sa harap ko. I fist my hair in frustration. I took a deep breathe and wiped my tears away.

Andi's POV

Inis na inis ako sa sarili ko becuase I couldn't stop crying. He is not worth my tears, not a single drop. He used me for sex and dumped me. I gave him everything. I loved him and what did I get in return? A broken heart.

It was his fault kung bakit nawala ang baby namin! He abandoned us. Pare-pareho sila ni Olivia at Harold. They all killed my baby. I slammed my body on the bed and buried my face in my pillow. I had to live with it every single day. Sana pinatay na lang nila ako kasama ang baby ko. I just don't want to feel the pain anymore.

When I look at other children, palagi kong naiisip ang baby ko. Iniisip ko kung ano kaya ang itsura niya kung nabuhay siya, kung kamukha ba siya ni Tristan o kamukha ko siya. I want so badly to hold, to kiss and to hug my baby. Sana ngayon may tumatawag na sa akin na mommy.

Tumunog ang phone ko. Ayoko sanang saguting pero nakita ko ang pangalan ni Aiko. I picked up the phone and collected myself before pressing the answer button.

"Thank God, sumagot ka rin." Sabi ni Aiko. "Girl, I've been looking all over for you. Wala ka sa apartment mo at dalawang araw mo na hindi sinasagot ang phone mo. Akala ko nga na murder ka na. Where the hell are you?"

I cleared my throat so it didn't sound like I'm crying. "Nasa Philippines ako ngayon."

"What? You're in the Philippines?" Gulat na sabi ni Aiko.

"Yeah." I said in a small voice. 

"What are you doing there?" 

"My... dad." I wanted to vomit nang sabihin ko ang word na dad. "had a heart attack."

"Oh Gosh, I'm sorry. Is he alright?" Concerned na tanong niya. Kahit na matagal na kaming magkaibigan ni Aiko I never opened up to her. Hindi niya alam na galit ako sa mga magulang ko at hindi niya rin alam ang tungkol sa pagkawala ng baby ko. Iniiwasan kong pag-usapan namin ang personal life ko.

"Yeah, he's fine." 

"Well, alam mo bang kinukulit ako ng manager mo? Gosh, ang dami mong projects na iniwan kung pwede nga lang ako na gumawa ng iba. And you will not believe this, girl, gusto kang kunin ng Victoria's Secret na model. Ikaw ang magiging kauna-unahang Filipina VS model." She squealed.  "You really need to get your ass back here."

I sighed. "Ayoko munang tumanggap ng kahit anong project. I need a break."

"What?! You must be out of your mind! Victoria's Secret iyon!" Tili niya.

"I gotta go, Aiko. Tatawagan na lang kita, okay?" Sabi ko sa kanya.

"Mirand-" Pinindot ko na ang end button. Sumubsob ulit ako sa pillow. I don't want to talk with anyone right now.

Ilang araw na akong nandito sa Pilipinas. Wala akong ginawa kung hindi magmukmok dito sa hotel room ko. My phone was constantly bombarded with texts and calls from my manager and Harold and Olivia. I didn't want to talk with any of them so I just turned off my phone. It's been days since the last time I've had a conversation with a human being. 

I decided to go to the club tonight. I wore a black strapless sweet heart dress, tied my hair into a ponytail and put on a light makeup. Lumabas ako ng hotel at tumawag ng taxi. The taxi driver dropped me off at some club.

I entered the nightclub and went straight to the bar. Kakaupo ko lang sa stool nang may nilapag ng  bartender ang isang cosmopolitan cocktail sa harap ko.

"I didn't order this." Sabi ko sa kanya.

"Pinabibigay ng lalaking yun." The bartender pointed at the guy sitting five seats away from me. He waved at me and I smiled at him. He got up from his seat and walked up to me.

"Hi, I'm Drake." He held out his hand. Tinitigan ko lang iyon at parang napahiyang ibinaba niya ang kamay niya.

"Hi." I looked at him from head to toe. He is kind of cute. I raised my glass at him. "Thanks for the drink, Drake."

"No problem." Umupo siya sa tabi ko.  "Have we met before. You look familiar."

"I don't think so." I answered before taking a sip of my drink. God, I hope hindi niya ako makilala.

"Oh that's right, I just realized you look like my future girlfriend." He chuckled. Ew, I've heard it a thousand times. Meron pa palang lalaking gumagamit ng ganun ka-cheesy na pick-up line. 

"I'm married." I said flatly.

"Why aren't you wearing a wedding ring?" Tanong niya habang nakatingin sa kamay ko.

"I lost it." I shrugged. Well, hindi ko naman talaga nawala ang wedding ring namin ni Jason. Nang mapunta ako sa LA konti lang ang perang dala ko so I had to sell our wedding ring. The funny thing is nakatago pa rin ang wedding ring namin ni Tristan. 

"Where's your husband? Bakit mag-isa ka lang dito?" 

"He's in New York." 

"I don't believe you because if I were your husband hindi ako papayag na malayo sa'yo kahit isang araw lang." Sabi niya.

I rolled my eyes. I wish he would just leave me alone. God, hindi ba talaga ako makakakuha ng matinong kausap dito? I'm so tired of being hit on. Kilala ko na ang mga katulad niyang lalaki. He just wants someoene to fuck.

"Can you pleas-" Nahinto ako ng mag-angat ako ng ulo at nakita ang isang lalaking nakaupo sa likod ni Drake.He was staring straight at me. I quickly looked away and pretend I didn't see him.

"Can I please, what?" Tanong niya.

I plastered a fake smile. I leaned over him and whispered. "Dance with me." 

"Sure, love." He said with a smile on his face. I grabbed his hand and lead him to the dance floor. I took his hands and wrapped it around my waist. Sinilip ko ang kinauupuan ni Tristan. He was still staring at us. I smiled. Gusto kong makita niya na masaya na ako sa buhay ko. I don't need him. I could have any man I want.

I put my hands around his neck. We started dancing. 

"I still don't know you're name." Bulong niya sa akin.

"Take a wild guess." I winked at him. 

"Kitty." He said playfully and pulled my body against his. "I think I'll just call you Kitty."

I started to feel dizzy. Napayakap ako sa kanya dahil pakiramdam ko matutumba ako. His hand slid down my bottom and gently squeezed it. I tried pushing him away but he kept on grinding against me. I could feel something hard poking at my stomach.

"Bitawan mo ako." I told him.

"You're not having fun, Kitty?" He started to nibble on my earlobe. Why do I feel so hot? My body became more and more sensitive to his touch. 

"I wanna go home." Sabi ko.

"Okay, Kitty, we'll go home." He wraps one arm around my waist and drag me out of the club. 

"Just get me a cab." 

"Hahatid na kita." Sabi niya habang pinapasok ako sa kotse niya. He closed the door and ran to the driver's side. Sumandal ako sa window ng kotse.  I feel like a fire is spreading all over my body.

He started the car and drove off. I felt his hand sneaking up my thigh. Oh fuck! I moaned out loud. It felt so good. 

"Feels good, Kitty?" He asked, grinning. He moved his hand higher under my dress. Pinigilan ko ang kamay niya. 

"Don't." Mahinang sabi ko. This is so wrong. I'm so horny but I'm not cheap! Mamaya kung ano pang sakit ang makuha ko sa lalaking ito.

"You know you want it." 

"No. Please, don't touch me." I begged. He didn't listen. His hand went around my inner thigh. I grabbed his wrist and yanked it away from me.

"Fuck you!" 

"Later, Kitty." He said with a smirk. Oh God! I wanted to jump out of the car. Sinubukan kong buksan ang pinto ng kotse ngunit hindi iyon mabuksan. He just laughed.

Tristan's POV

Sinundan ko ang kotse ng lalaking kasama ni Andi. Hindi ko maiwasan mapamura sa galit. I wanted to kill the guy when I saw him touch Andi's ass. Lalo kong binilisan ang takbo ng kotse. Putangina! Wala na akong pakialam kahit magalit si Andi sa akin. I won't let her sleep with that guy.

Huminto ang sasakyan sa parking lot ng condominium building. I saw the guy get out of the car. Umikot siya papunta sa passenger's side at binuksan iyon. He grabbed Andi's arm and pulled her out of the car.

Nakita kong nagpupumiglas si Andi. Napakunot ang noo ko. What the hell is going on? Lumabas ako sa kotse at patakbong lumapit sa kanila.

"C'mon, Kitty." Sabi ng lalaki.

"Uuwi na ako." She tried to get out of his grip. "Let me go, you bastard!"

"Kita mong ayaw sumama sa'yo di ba?" Sabi ko. Pareho silang napatingin sa akin.

"Mind your own business." He snarled.

"Tristan!" Sigaw ni Andi.

Nilapitan ko ang lalaki at hinawakan ko sa kwelyo niya. Hinampas ko siya sa pader.

"Tristan..." Hinawakan ako ni Andi sa braso. "Hayaan mo na siya."

I looked at Andi and my face instantly softened. Dahan-dahan kong binitawan ang lalaki. I grabbed Andi's hand at hinatak ko siya papunta sa kotse ko.

"Are you okay?" Inalalayan ko siya sa paglalakad dahil mukhang nahihilo siya. Ungol lang ang isinagot niya sa akin. Maingat ko siyang isinakay sa kotse at umikot sa may driver's seat. Ini-start ko na ang kotse.

"It's so hot." Sabi niya. Napailing na lang ako ng lumingon ako sa kanya. That fucker must have put something in her drink.

"Where do you want me to drop you off?" Tanong ko.

Hindi siya sumagot. Kinuha niya ang kanang kamay ko na nakahawak sa steering wheel at dinala sa hita niya. 

"Touch me." Nangingislap ang mga matang sabi niya. I cussed under my breath. Tama nga si Andi, it IS hot in here. Her skin is so soft and smooth, just like how I remember it. Umakyat ang kamay ko sa loob ng dress niya. My hand went between her legs and my fingers touched the fabric of her underwear. She opened her legs wider. I started rubbing her through her panties. And damn! It's soaking wet. She moaned and groaned loudly.

Nag-red ang stoplight sa harap. Hallelujah!

Nang ihinto ko ang kotse agad niyang hinila ang ulo ko papunta sa kanya at hinalikan ako sa labi. Hindi pa rin nagbabago ang lasa ng mga labi niya na hinahanaphanap ko sa ibang mga babae. How I missed her sweet lips. Kung panaginip lang ito sana hindi na lang ako magising.

I moved her panties aside and circled her clit. She buck her hips against my finger. Bigla kaming natigilan ng bumusina ang kotse sa likod namin. I realized the light turned green. Umayos ako ng upo and I hit the gas pedal. 

Sandali akong napalingon kay Andi. She pulled her underwear down. Fuck! Nawawala ang concentration ko. Hindi ko alam kung sa kanya ako titingin o sa kalsada. She took my hand again ang brought it between her thighs.

I plunged two fingers inside her. Napasinghap siya.

 "You're so tight." I groaned. She was so tight and warm. My shaft was hard and throbbing inside my jeans. 

"More... Oh God, more..." She panted. I moved my fingers in and out slowly. She let out a grunt. Kinuha niya ang kamay ko at kinontrol iyon. She slid my fingers all the way in and out of her. Pabilis ng pabilis. Shit! I think I'm going to come in my pants.

Sinubukan kong magconcentrate sa pagmamaneho habang ginagamit niya ang kamay ko na parang sex toy. Pagkatapos ng parang napakahabang biyahe ay nakarating din kami sa parking lot ng condo. 

Andi moaned in protest ng bawiin ko ang kamay ko. I quickly got out of my car at binuksan ko ang pinto sa passenger's seat.  Nahihilo pa rin si Andi kaya hinawakan ko siya sa baywang at inalalayan habang naglalakad.

Pumasok kami sa condo building at sumakay sa elevator. We started making in the elevator. Naglakbay ang kamay niya sa jeans na suot ko. She palmed my buldge through my pants. Humiwalay ang labi niya sa akin at lumuhod siya sa harap ko. She unbuttoned my pants and pulled my shaft out. The tip was dripping with pre-cum and she licked it. 

"Andi, you don't have to do this."  Sabi ko sa kanya. My eyes widen as she took me in her mouth. She's giving me head in the elevator. I can't believe this girl kneeling in front of me is my Andi.

Huminto ang elevator at agad ko siyang hinatak patayo. Inayos ko ang pantalon ko at lumabas kami sa elevator. Nagmamadaling kaming pumasok sa condo unit. She immediately took her dress off. I stared at her beautiful naked body. Halos wala pa rin nagbago. Namumungay ang mga mata niya at ngumiti siya sa akin.

We started kissing again. She pushed me down onto the couch and sat on my lap. She grinded her pussy against the bulge in my pants. I bent my head down to lick her hard nipple. I took it in my mouth and gently sucked it. She moaned and tugged on my hair.

I felt my manhood twitch. I groaned and thrusted my hips forward. I rubbed myself against her and after a few moments, I finally reached my climax and came. I fucking came in my pants. Napasandal ako sa couch at niyakap ko ng mahigpit si Andi. My whole body was shaking.

Maya-maya pa ay tinulak niya ako pahiga sa couch. She straddled my head with her legs. Oh shit! 

"Eat me!" She said as she lower her pussy to my face. I started to lick her wet folds. I missed this so much. I missed her smell and taste. I gently bit and sucked on her flesh. My tongue went inside her and pushed it in and out.

"Ahh... Jason, I'm coming..." She moaned. Jason? What the fuck? She moaned another man's name while I'm eating her out. She came in my mouth and collapsed.

Binuhat ko siya papunta sa kwarto ko at hiniga sa kama. Tinakpan ko ng kumot ang hubad na katawan niya bago ko siya hinalikan sa noo. I stared at her face and tears started flowing out of my eyes. Hindi ka na nga pala sa akin. Pagmamay-ari ka na ng iba. Losing you was the biggest mistake I ever made. I wish we were back to the way we were.