I woke up with a pounding headache. I felt something heavy around my stomach. I gasped and sat right up when I heard someone breathing beside me. Napaupo ako at napasandal sa headboard. Napatingin ako sa tabi ko. Si Tristan. I suddenly remembered what had happened last night.

"Good morning." Tristan said with half open eyes. I pulled the blanket up to cover myself. 

He sat up next to me. Tatayo na sana ako ng bigla niya akong hawakana sa braso. I tried to get my arm away from him. He pulled me to his body at napasubsob ako sa dibdib niya. I pushed him away but he refused to let me go.

"I've missed you so much." He sobbed. I stopped fighting to get free. I hate him. I hate him so much! But God, I've missed him too. He kissed me on the forehead and I closed my eyes trying not to let the tears out. I don't want to cry, not in front of him.

He cupped my face with his hands and kissed me on the tip of my nose and on the lips. It was a gentle but passionate kiss. I found myself wrapping my arms around his neck. He sucked on my lower lips seeking entrance. I opened my mouth for him and he slipped his tongue in.

His hand cupped my breast and squeezed it a little bit. I moaned in his mouth. He took my nipple between his two fingers and started rubbing it. His lips trailed down to my neck, biting, nipping and sucking it. I tangled my hands in his hair and moaned. His lips moved down to my breast. He teases me by kissing me around my nipple before finally taking it in his mouth while his hand play with my other breast.

I felt his other hand on my stomach sliding down to my womanhood. He slides his finger over my slit and I let out a sigh. He started playing with my clit, rubbing it between his two fingers.

"Ohh... mmm..." I moaned. "More! I want more."

Nag-angat siya ng ulo at tinitigan niya ako. "Say my name."

His fingers teased my entrance making me even more wet. I moaned and bucked my hip against him.

"Goddammit! Put your fingers in my pussy." I demanded.

"I want to hear you say my name." He said, hoarsely.

"Tristan... Please, Tristan." I cried. He pushed two fingers in me, penetrating slowly while his thumb rub my clit. I closed my eyes and threw my head back.

"Look at me, Andi. I want you to look at me." He said and I opened my eyes. He stared into my eyes. "Who's finger fucking you right now?"

"You are..." I answered.

"Say my name." 

"Tristan, oh God, Tristan!" I screamed in ecstasy. He pumped his finger into me even faster and harder.

"Ayokong marinig mula sa bibig mo ang pangalan ng ibang lalaki." He nuzzled his head on my neck. "Hindi ako si Jason." He said, his voice broke.

I know... I knew it was him who was pleasuring me last night. I did it on purpose. I wanted to hurt his ego because he fucking deserves it. Gusto kong malaman niya na nakalimutan ko na ang mga hawak at halik niya. 

He spread my legs apart and got right in between. He pulled me to him and our sex were touching. He rubbed the tip of his manhood around my clit, teasing me. I bit my lower lip and arched my back. This is driving me crazy. He slid it up and down my slit before sliding himself inside me. 

I felt a little pain as he move. I can feel myself clamping on him. I pulled him to me and crashed my lips to him.

"Fuck! You're so tight..." He murmured against my lips. I opened my eyes and saw the sweat bead on his forehead. I gently bit his lower lip as he move further inside. "I don't think I can last much longer." He said. 

I wrapped my legs around his waist. I hate to admit it but I had missed his body so much, his kiss, his touch, everything about him. I felt an overwhelming feeling of nostalgia, it made me feel like I belong to him.

I couldn't help but dig my nails on his back and he didn't seem to feel anything. He broked the kiss to look at me.

"Who's inside you?" He stared into my eyes.

"Tristaaaan!" I pulled him closer with my legs.

"That's right, baby, scream it. Scream my name until the neighbors know who I am." He said breathing heavily. He lifted one of my legs up on his shoulder and it made him go even deeper, his balls slapping against my ass.

I repeatedly scream his name as he thrust in and out of me. I could feel my walls tighten around him.

"Tristan, I-I'm going to come." I cried out. 

"Then come." He said. I felt a burst of warm rush throughout my body. I came around his manhood, squeezing him. Then I felt him release his warm fluid inside me. We were both panting heavily trying to catch our breath. 

I placed my hands on his chest to push him and he rolled over next to me. Tumalikod ako sa kanya. He put his hand around my waist and scooted closer to me. I closed my eyes and felt his lips on my hair before I sat up and slide at the edge of the bed.

"Mahal ko." I heard him say.

"No. Don't call me that." I said without looking at him. Hearing that made my chest feel like it was being stabbed. It just hurts too much. 

"Ands, I'm sorry..." Mahinang sabi niya. I gritted my teeth. Mababalik ba ng sorry mo ang baby natin? Saying sorry won't change anything.

I pulled the blanket and wrapped it around my body. I stood up and walked out of the room. He followed me and grabbed my arm and spun me to face him.

"Andi, I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you." His eyes started to water. 

"It's okay. Nagpapasalamat pa nga ako sa ginawa mo. I'm glad I ended up with a decent guy and not some opportunistic former male prostitute. " I looked at him with disgust. "I wonder how many rich girls you had to sleep with para mabili ang lahat ng ito?" I looked around his unit.

Nagbaba siya ng tingin. His grip loosened. I suddenly wanted to take what I said back. But then I remembered what he did to me and what happened to my baby. I wanted him to fall apart like I did.

He took a deep breath before speaking. "I just want you to know that Valerie and I never had a relationship..." 

"I don't care. Wala na akong pakialam sa'yo. I don't need your explanation." I said before turning away from him. BULLSHIT. I found my dress lying on the floor near the door. I picked it up and put it on. I tried finding my underwear but I remembered I left it in his car. The thought of what happened in his car made me blush. I immediately shook it away from my mind.

"Ihahatid na kita." Narinig kong sabi niya while I was putting my shoes on.

"No, thank you. Kaya kong umuwi mag-isa." I said. 

"Please, Andi." Pilit niya.

Hindi ko siya pinansin. I went out the door and hurridly walked to the elevator. I tried my best to hold my tears. I just want to be happy and get the fuck over him. I thought I was done with this. God, why does it still hurt? I wish I could just erase every memory of him. He had messed me up. He had no idea how bad he had messed me up.