Warning, if you didn't get the hint todoroki has anorexia and is suffering from it. If you need help get help and it will get better.

Todorokis pov

I woke up at 5 in the morning like always. And I decided to get dressed. I was really hungry, but I knew if I tried to eat something I would end up throwing up again later.

I didn't care if this caused me death, the only reason I would have wanted to live was him. Plus I'm a fat mistake anyways so what's the point.

I went to my bathroom and started my shower. I took my hot shower which was long. It was already almost 6 so I went down stairs to head out for a jog. Despite the fact I wasn't really athletic I loved to run.

Running was the one thing to clear my head in a stressful situation. When ever I was thinking about my problems, I ran. Whenever I was thinking about eating, I ran. Even if I didn't feel like running I still ran. That's how I escaped from my father last night.

Soon I came to a stop. It was a pretty busy area so I felt uncomfortable. I started seeing spots. I wondered what they were. Maybe my glasses need a change. Then it started to blur. I just tried to brush it off. Not think about it to much. I checked the time and it was already 9, I was surprised I ran that long.

Then I felt ill. I now knew something was wrong. Soon I fell into arms that felt familiar, but my vision went black before I could see who it was.

I was trapped in darkness all around my body. I was alone. I never felt this alone. It was like I vanished. I felt dead. Even if I knew I wasn't I felt like it. Then I started to see a light.

I blinked until I was fully conscious. I was in a hospital. Then I turned to see Bakugou asleep in a chair. I heard a door open to a nurse who looked really excited to see me awake.

"What's happening? Why am I here?" I questioned. "Your awake! Right, sorry. You were in a small coma for a few days but your friend has stayed by your side the whole time."

"Are you okay?" She asked as I started breathing heavily. I was being fed with a tube. "I don't want this" I say pointing to the tube. "But you need it" she spoke kindly.

"If I promise to try to eat will you take it out?" I pleaded. "If you wish" she came over to take it out. It felt weird. I almost gagged at the feeling as it came out.

  (Idk med stuff so don't judge me) she gave me a yellow colored tray with a sandwich and apple sauce. I felt like a kid. I don't want to remember being a kid.

  Sandwiches and apple sauce was what my mother used to make me, well before. She poured boiling water on my eye. Then I couldn't see her for 10 years because my so called father put her up in a mental hospital.

  I looked at it as it was filled with ham and cheese. It was my favorite. I started to hear a grunt. Looked over and remembered Bakugou was in the room. How am I going to tell him.

  He opened his eyes and looked at me in disbelief. I looked over at the door as it was shut. I knew I was about to get a lecture.

  "Why would you do this? Throw away your life—" I cut him off not even looking at him it hurt so much. "You don't know what it's like." I spoke coldly. "No I don't, but that doesn't give you a reason to do this!" He raised his voice.

  I didn't want to yell at him so I resorted to the thing I did as a child which would always get me out of trouble. "I'm sorry" "you don't get to be sorry! I was so worried! I've never been more worried in my life!" Those words filled my head as I soon felt guilty.

  "I'm sorry" "is that all you can say?! IF YOU WOULD HAVE NOT DONE THIS TO YOURSELF!—" I broke.

  "THEN WHAT?! WHAT? I WOULD BE HAPPY? THATS NOT HOW THIS WORKS! I TRIED TO STOP BUT WHEN YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE YOU MADE ME WANT TO IMPRESS YOU THIS IS YOUR FAULT!" A tear streamed down my face. I felt bad for every word I said.

  "Well if it's really my fault... maybe we should stop. This was a bad idea" his eyes grew watery. "Don't say that" "Well if it's my fault I don't think this will work out, I'm toxic for you, you would do better without me" a tear was quickly caught on his jacket. "Wai-" he just stormed out of the room.

  I wish I never said anything. I could have just took the pain and the yelling. Either way it would probably end up not working. We are to different.

  In a few days I was back to normal weight and I was discharged. I went home to a worried mother. She sat at the table and this time I joined her.

  "Why are you sitting with me?" She smiles up at me. "We need to talk" I wasn't going to tell her what I wanted to but I needed to vent about something else.

  "Go ahead." She nodded. "There's this boy, he makes me go crazy." I said looking up at her. It didn't faze her that I said boy I think she knew.

  "This boy, what's he like?" A smile grew on both our faces "he's rude, loud, mean," she looked worried. "But, he is smart, soo smart. He makes me laugh like no other, he knows it bothers me when I take something, yet he still gives, he has this smirk, it looks like he could fu*k you up, but he won't. His eyes are crimson red and his hair, it's ash blonde with spikes that looks like could poke your eyes out. He is so great I can't imagine life without him"

  She smiled. "So what happened?" "How did you know" I asked. "A mother knows when something is wrong" she graced my hand with hers. "We got into a fight about something pretty big and I fu*ked up. He stormed off and I haven't seen him since. What do I do" I look down waiting for a response.

  After a couple of seconds of thinking she speaks. "You should start off by saying sorry. In person. You should tell him how much you love him. Tell him you want to fix things and see where they go." She smiled. "You right, I love you so much, I have to go goodbye!" I say running outside as it started to rain. I pulled out my phone luckily it was waterproof so I could text.

Todoroki:
Meet me at the cafe if you wanna
talk.
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I noticed the left on read but I didn't care. If he shows then I'll tell him how I feel if he doesn't I won't bother him ever again. He was closer so when I saw him there I ran up to him. We were standing in the rain but we didn't care.

  "Look, I love you, I want to spend everyday with you, these past few days hurt me not see you, I know I fu*ked up. I lashed out, your not the problem. You didn't make it worse I never tried to stop, I just couldn't eat. I get if you want to leave me but just know that I love you, I love the way you smirk, you look at me, I even love the fact you know I hate when people give yet you give anyways, i know it's only been a few days but I want to see where this goes. I can't loose you, not to this."

  I confessed. I let it all out. I felt free like a weight lifted off my chest. I waited for an answer, but he studied my face almost as if he was trying to tell if I was lying. Then he have an answer. "I love you too, you make me happy, which I don't get very often. I love your hair, your eyes, your smile, your everything. These past few days... well let's just say your not the only one who pained to not see you. So let's give this a try. But you have to get better" he smiled as he confessed as well. "I will" I smiled as I faced got closer.

  Our lips touched as he asked for entry. I gave it to him as he explored ever inch of my mouth. I pulled him closer with my arms because I couldn't get enough of him. We parted after loosing breath. "I should warn you, I'm not good at this" I spoke "at what" "relationships" I smiled staring at his face. "We should go inside now." I spoke laughing as we were soaked. "Maybe we should" we let go of each other and laughed then we soon walked in.

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  Okay so this is just under as long as you have waited for this chapter. Okay bye.